ugh this year has been crazy, just like these mixes lol 
i am looking forward to improving 
thanks for listening still

special thank you to everyone who has contributed to this project

may the passion never die

ok im gonna go sleep now
ttyl

test IV

test llll

Outer Haze v2

orion sun - 3:15  (test Il)

test lllll

love u..
came right home after my show and worked on it til just now
im so grateful
and sleepy
--- this is not an ending
7 tapes really just the beginning :)

test lllllll

Via Rosa- @deathvialove
Sam Hasting- Guitar @sam-hasting
Lane Beckstrom- Bass @lane9000
Peter Manheim- Drums/Percussion @peter-manheim


Bills feat. Via Rosa

Today I feel more rooted 
More or less moving 
I think I do it to do it 
Watching my movements 
So I could see my improvement 
I'm losing , touch with a couple things 
People and feelings 
I often Stare at the ceiling 
Or get lost in my phone 
I cherish my time alone 
But not for too long 
I like when you send me songs 
Bike rides at night time , so I could sing along 
Night tides on my eyes , I just rise , and watch life 
Plus Atlanta till the is season gone 
And what now 
Lost but I'm found 
Conversations of gowns , long walks and isles 
Shit makes me get dizzy 
I wonder if margret miss me 
I wonder if the markets missing 
The point  of my work , the growth of my worth , I question what for 
Am I lost metaphor 
You seem to read me to well , keep reaching you might fall and end in a well 
To many people in there 
It seems they all kinda cared 
But all they wasn't there 
All when I fall , when autumn , fall 
Blossom tall , seem to disappear with closed ears 
They say I interact with a cold heart 
I had more than a rough start , I'm sorry vague 
I just hope one day I'm able to show you the pages 
Sage shit , blank fist 
Scabs and scars on my face its 
Nothing , tough shit seems to fade quick 
Like when you're faded 
Addiction , reoccurrence , the same shit 
Confliction , affection , reassurance , false blaming 
I know you don't want me famous 
I know that you can't control it 
So you just fold it 
And Put it in anguish 
I Wish that we spoke the same language 
But similarity can be too dangerous 
I keep everybody at a distance 
I ain't change that much since an infant 
Just look at my eyes 
Look in my mind 
Maybe you'll find 
Maybe you'll find

I wonder

Jam Infinity

Wind (feat. Peyton)

Remixed on of my favorite songs out rn
Green Twins -Nick Hakim

Twins

2019 has been a transformative year for me
i was forced to look within myself and process a lot of things i have been avoiding for a minute
life is crazy and unpredictable but to be anywhere else not creating would be devastating. 
i am happy to be here
and im grateful you are here too
hope you enjoy
whatever this is.

also quick shoutout to dj haram just because <3

test ll

still here. really grateful. keep the ones you love close
special thanks to zeke ultra
and all my love to dj haram

xoxo