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AGNOSTHESIA

1 year in the making

it's on spotify too:
https://open.spotify.com/album/3CN63BbC40fsUirDcL0sbv?si=ycKfIplJRs2btzOWJ5JwTg

a wild box appears

Mika - Rain (Juic3 Bootleg)

just one song of many from a free-to-download album exploring my musical development from ages 16-19
https://juiceboxedm.bandcamp.com/album/i-miss-the-old-juic3

background by SW

Here We Are [free album]

spoiler, the wounds were re-opened :/
____________________________________
broken and hurt i was hoping
..that you'd come and join me in restless solitude
being with you was distracting
but was it so bad if you brightened up my mood?

is it wrong that i regret, chasing dreams but never you?
four months later it still hurts; tell me what should i be doing here?
if I asked you to come back, would it just be deja vu?
Would our wounds be reopened, or could we be patched with glue?

i hope that she made you happy
before everything broke apart
1000 miles stand between us
but nothing comes easy please take this song to heart

is it wrong that i regret, chasing dreams but never you?
four months later it still hurts; tell me what should i be doing here?
if I asked you to come back, would it just be deja vu?
Would our wounds be reopened, or could we be patched with glue?
]-------------[
I made a remixed version
https://soundcloud.com/juiceboxedm/glue-vip/s-nPOKn

glue

i've got a crush on you
i need you in my life
stop hiding!
im not a monster i SWEAR
i swear if you trust me we'll do amazing things!
........
broken and alone
i have nowhere to call home
i don't really want to cause
trouble or pain
i just want you 
so please just give me another chance I 
need you 
but you won't face me
why do you do this to me
taste
me 
i promise you'll be in love instantly

...

i hope you don't misunderstand me
but i already know you will
all that i have going for me
is rolling down hill
........
broken and alone
i have nowhere to call home
i don't really want to cause
trouble or pain
i just want you 
so please just give me another chance I 
need you 
but you won't face me
why do you do this to me
take
me 
i promise you'll be in love instantly

Love Instantly

im scared of where life is heading
i feel like I'll die defending
nothing can stop me it's too late
i hope i live through the koolaid

the pressure on me is mounting
everyone else watches doubting
I'll show them all that I'm worthy
so just sit back please don't worry

FOLLOW ME
We'll make it through the night
and when it all is done, we'll live
Think about where we've been and of what we can be, so just
FOLLOW ME
We'll never stop the fight
when it all is done, we'll give
The world what they want, drop the beat and we'll go
(harder than a-)

Rule the world
One beat at a time
I don't care about the odds
WE'RE SOON TO BE GODS, NO ONE LISTENS TO US, but just
FOLLOW ME...
we'll force them all to see
tired of the waiting games
i tried to be nice - suck my vitamin C

20 years old im still growing
nothing will stop me from knowing
i really want you to know this
so hop aboard and let's go just

FOLLOW ME
we'll make it through the night
and when it all is done, we'll live
think about where we've been and of what we can be, so just
FOLLOW ME
we'll never stop the fight
when it all is done, we'll give
the world what they want, screw the beat they want a
k e y b o a r d   s o l o   ?

Follow Me

set a course for open seas
maybe life has chosen me?
we'll change the world one beat at a time
go from shadows to lights of lime

don't look back it's far too late
good things come to those who wait
you've got one chance
you just have to make them dance

I've got something on my mind
We are running out of time
You've got one chance
You just have to make them dance

why do i feel so alone?
bigger dreams than ever known
nobody cares. . .

Make Them Dance

life is hard when people place you inside of a box
but I'll make do, avoid disgrace, this box is now my home
people wonder, people stare, and I'll pretend to care..
the truth is grim, or so they say. my hope is wearing thin. . .

enchanted dreams

life
it's eating away at me
please
don't keep making the same mistakes
people try to help us, but we are rebellious, stick close to the team
is there meaning to it? why am i singing? caught in an enchanted dream

enchanted dream~

Enchanted Dream

a kiwi

l e t m e g o . . .

I sung the "let me go" and "shinigami" lines.
other vocalist is from a sample pack

collaboration with www.soundcloud.com/Im_Carter
created for a contest hosted by  https://soundcloud.com/nexydre

Shinigami

Shinigami [collab with carter]

oh the things i do, that do for you
when the going gets tough I COME THRU>
all the heat i take, things that you forsake
guess i best get used to it
oh the things i see, that i see right through
t h i s  w a s n ' t  j u s t   o u t   o f   t h e   b l u e
say this doesn't concern you
i tried and failed to warn you
But I know when I feel warm 
it's when I'm. a - lone
L34V3 M3 4L0N3

When I see your face I turn to stone.

please leave me alone x3
please leave me

I suppose that this is what I asked for
In my dreams it all made sense
But it's been a decade hence
I first imagined life outside the north
I was young in my defense
I was dumb in my intents

please don't leave me I'm
... just leave me a-
... don't leave me I
... just leave me a-
please don't leave me I'm
scared, just give me a
chance, don't leave me I
care, forgive all I've
done, don't leave me I'm
scared, just give me a
chance, don't leave me I
care, forgive all I've
done, don't leave me I'm
scared, just give me a
chance, don't grieve me

When I see your face I turn to stone.

When I SEE. YOUR. FACE I TURN TO STONE.

please leave me alone x3
please leave me

everything gets a bit better
when there's no one to distract me
so calm so calm
glad I get the chance to breath
give it up don't interrupt
please oh please just let me be
live it up (no)
toke it up (sure)

...

please leave me alone x3
please leave me
please leave me alone x3

leave me alone

leave me alone. . .

released with @edmsofficial 
________________________________________
I won't waste your time
yeah I know you're busy it will only take a minute or two
I'm just trying to survive
arsony is my crime
yeah I burn it down
(yeah I burn it down)
And from the ashes I'll revive

BURN ME
i don't want your lies..
BURN ME
from the ashes I will rise
Burn me so I can move on

I won't waste your time
yeah I know you're busy it'll only take a minute or two
One day I'll arrive in our city
in our city..

---AND I'LL BURN IT TO THE GROUND---

listen to me rhyme!
One day I'll arrive, in our city
in our city
I won't waste your time
yeah I know you're busy it'll only take a minute or two
I just hope you realize..
you must burn your self to the ground
how else can you rise anew?

so come on baby
BURN ME (do it, do it)!
you know what to do, you know what to do
BURN ME
from the ashes I will rise

burn me so I can move on. . .

so come on baby
BURN ME
i don't want your lies..
BURN ME
from the ashes I will 
[{ R I S E }]

What an interesting phenomenon.

stream anywhere

burn me

thanks to https://soundcloud.com/darwinchampagne for the backing vox and chillin with me when I was goin thru crap

stare a diamond in the eye and tell it lies
now we're flying high
doin what we can
before we die
keeping silent has taken it's toll
now I feel like I've lost my soul far too soon
but what can you do
it's all doom and gloom unless you fight

All these bills that I got I don't pay em no
All these pills that I need I don't take em tho
Yeah I'm probly goin psycho
Leave me alone you don't want me to drag you down
Sat on a throne while I wear my paper crown
Leave me alone you don't want me to drag you down

And you know it's funny
How it's always money it seems 
it'll make me burst at the seems
cuz I'm too lazy to work
But far too honest to steal
I'm goin crazy berzerk
Is this real or what?

All these bills that I got I don't pay em no
All these pills that I need I don't take em tho
Yeah I'm probly goin psycho
Leave me alone you don't want me to drag you down
Sat on a throne while I wear my paper crown 
(with a frown)
Leave me alone you don't want me to drag you down
Sat on a throne while I wear my paper crown 
Leave me alone you don't want me to drag you down...

drag you down

thanks for all the nice things but they never were enough
you never said the right things baby
and so we fought, and now we're broke up

la-da-da daa
la-da-da daa
la-da-da daa
da-da-da daa
ba-da-da daa
la-da-da daa
la-da-da daa
da-da-da daa

eyes on the prize
i'm livin a lie
in hopes that one day I'll be able to rise
above the rest
I love the quest
but damn it's not easy to be the best
I hope and I pray
but hopin' is never enough and so I
find a new way
(always so stressed out)
broke a promise or two
what will I do?
I hope and I pray
cuz hope is all I got
there's no other way
MY HEART CAN'T BE BOUGHT

la-da-da daa
la-da-da daa
(MY HEART CAN'T BE BOUGHT)
la-da-da daa
da-da-da daa
MY HEART CAN'T BE BOUGHT
la-da-da daa
la-da-da daa
(MY HEART CAN'T BE BOUGHT)
la-da-da daa
da-da-da daa

my heart can't be bought

I thought you were good for me
I guess I was wrong
How could I foresee
Three years are foregone

and now things seem bleak
but I'm movin on you know
you know
gave you all of my loyalty
I treat you like royalty
but you don't want my love..
I'm movin on
I'm movin on
Now I'm movin on you should know that you lost your chance
I'm movin on
I'm movin on
Leave behind the broken love that we adored
Heartbroken keeping demons at bay

As I draw my final breath
I'll swear you're the one
I loved you to death
So death here I come

and now things seem bleak
but I'm movin on you know
you know
gave you all of my loyalty
I treat you like royalty
but you don't want my love..
I'm movin on
I'm movin on
Now I'm movin on you should know that you lost your chance
I'm movin on
I'm movin on
Leave behind the broken love that we adored
Heartbroken stay the hell AWAY

movin on

music by https://soundcloud.com/1020-am
lyrics & vocals by https://soundcloud.com/juiceboxedm

cuz i fell so fast I had no time to breath
and I'm hoping that you feel the same
feels like nothing will ever be able to stop us
hoping that you feel the same

but I know
that you don't
but I hope
so I won't give up on you

I will earn it
Every little minute counts
Cuz you don't yet feel the same no
I will be there
Always right there
Next to you where I belong

wishing that you felt the same
wishing that you felt the same

you infected my brain
with a lust for your touch
is it too much to ask for more~?
cuz without you it's pain
know you don't feel the same
cuz my feelings you just ignore
I should leave
You don't care about me
You're a thief
Stole my heart
and ignored my pleas
now i'm waiting for your ping or your twitter dm
hope that we are still a thing
lets do it again...

lets do it again...

you're so far above my league
make me feel happy
doesn't matter if you don't feel the same
i don't blame you
i don't blame you
at all
cuz you're far above my league
makin me feel so happy
doesn't matter if you don't feel the same ..
you don't feel the same

wishing that you felt the same
wishing that you felt the pain

so i will write songs about you
leave cute messages too
hoping that you'll feel the same
i will be here for so long
you will realize you were wrong
maybe soon you'll feel the same

feel the same /w 10:20am

i've been hiding all my life
what good has it done me? none
i'm missin that sunny sun

see you gliding high above
gotta say that it looks like fun
but there's things that you can't outrun

i've been hiding all my life
see you gliding high above
cut me open with a knife
doubt i'll ever get your love
it's not fair, no
i swear that it's just not fair
but it's not like you care

doin my hair up all pretty
no underwear i admit he
got me good
only he could
planning a trip to the city
maybe i'm moving too quickly
i don't want to scare you
just tryna prepare you
is that understood?

i've been hiding all my life
see you gliding high above
cut me open with a knife
doubt i'll ever get your love

when you say that you don't care
i hope you say it on a dare
oh don't you ever scare me like that again

i've been hiding
see you gliding
cut me open
doubt i'll ever get your love

it's not fair, no
it's definately not fair

i guess life just isn't fair
yeah i'm painfully aware
how i'm losing all my hair
how my life is going nowhere

i've been hiding all my life
see you gliding high above
cut me open with a knife
doubt i'll ever get your love

life isnt fair

tell me what you want
tell me what you want...

you made it all okay
and then you took it away
(you played with my heart...
disturbed from the start...)
you said that you would stay
and then you took it away
(i stayed with you until the end...
and in return you fucked a friend...)

was it my fault?
i dunno...

i ask you to tell me
(i ask you to tell me)
you say nothing's wrong
(you say nothing's wrong)
i know it's not healthy
(i know it's not healthy)
you think you're so strong...

was it my fault?
i dunno..
and maybe i'll never find out
(you played with my heart
disturbed from the start)
ohhh and I doubt your intentions were pure
I'm devote of that much I am sure
i've got questions,
you have inventions,
why can't you

tell me what you want
tell me what you want
tell me what you want
tell me what you want

tell me what you want

I remember tryna take it slow
But you make it so hard
Earned a bit of heartbreak I know
I'm easy to discard
I was only 23 said that you were done with me
There goes 3 whole years down the drain
I was feelin carefree dropping out of my degree
Guess I see why they called me insane

You're in my way
You're in my way

Soft brown eyes and a yellow coat
I still have the letters that you wrote to me
Guess I'm hopin one day you'll see
Here I drown, thought I'd float
I was so damn devoted
Wasn't ready for such cruelty

You're in my way
You're in my way
I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way
I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way

I'm glad you're gone
I wrote this song to remind me that you threw me out like trash
You dashed away fast before I had a say
When I asked I saw you crash
What the fuck was the reason for such painful treason it's eating me up inside

I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way
I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way

You're in my way

in my way

wh- wh- wh- wh- WHY?
why why why why why why
why why why why why why
why why why why why why
why-yy-yy-yy-yy??

gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
thought that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair

why don't you care about me?
stuck here in reality...
I guess you wanted all of this for free

gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
thought that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair
why don't you care for me..?

gave you my heart
(I'm stuck here in realityyy...)
now you're departing so soon

g-g-g-g-gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
though that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair
why don't you care about me?
gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
though that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair

why don't you care?

electronic singer songwriter
former box of juice
~'-.  🏳️‍🌈  .-'~

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