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AGNOSTHESIA

i've been hiding all my life
what good has it done me? none
i'm missin that sunny sun

see you gliding high above
gotta say that it looks like fun
but there's things that you can't outrun

i've been hiding all my life
see you gliding high above
cut me open with a knife
doubt i'll ever get your love
it's not fair, no
i swear that it's just not fair
but it's not like you care

doin my hair up all pretty
no underwear i admit he
got me good
only he could
planning a trip to the city
maybe i'm moving too quickly
i don't want to scare you
just tryna prepare you
is that understood?

i've been hiding all my life
see you gliding high above
cut me open with a knife
doubt i'll ever get your love

when you say that you don't care
i hope you say it on a dare
oh don't you ever scare me like that again

i've been hiding
see you gliding
cut me open
doubt i'll ever get your love

it's not fair, no
it's definately not fair

i guess life just isn't fair
yeah i'm painfully aware
how i'm losing all my hair
how my life is going nowhere

i've been hiding all my life
see you gliding high above
cut me open with a knife
doubt i'll ever get your love

life isnt fair

tell me what you want
tell me what you want...

you made it all okay
and then you took it away
(you played with my heart...
disturbed from the start...)
you said that you would stay
and then you took it away
(i stayed with you until the end...
and in return you fucked a friend...)

was it my fault?
i dunno...

i ask you to tell me
(i ask you to tell me)
you say nothing's wrong
(you say nothing's wrong)
i know it's not healthy
(i know it's not healthy)
you think you're so strong...

was it my fault?
i dunno..
and maybe i'll never find out
(you played with my heart
disturbed from the start)
ohhh and I doubt your intentions were pure
I'm devote of that much I am sure
i've got questions,
you have inventions,
why can't you

tell me what you want
tell me what you want
tell me what you want
tell me what you want

tell me what you want

I remember tryna take it slow
But you make it so hard
Earned a bit of heartbreak I know
I'm easy to discard
I was only 23 said that you were done with me
There goes 3 whole years down the drain
I was feelin carefree dropping out of my degree
Guess I see why they called me insane

You're in my way
You're in my way

Soft brown eyes and a yellow coat
I still have the letters that you wrote to me
Guess I'm hopin one day you'll see
Here I drown, thought I'd float
I was so damn devoted
Wasn't ready for such cruelty

You're in my way
You're in my way
I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way
I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way

I'm glad you're gone
I wrote this song to remind me that you threw me out like trash
You dashed away fast before I had a say
When I asked I saw you crash
What the fuck was the reason for such painful treason it's eating me up inside

I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way
I'll feel okay another day
You're in my way
You're in my way

You're in my way

in my way

wh- wh- wh- wh- WHY?
why why why why why why
why why why why why why
why why why why why why
why-yy-yy-yy-yy??

gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
thought that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair

why don't you care about me?
stuck here in reality...
I guess you wanted all of this for free

gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
thought that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair
why don't you care for me..?

gave you my heart
(I'm stuck here in realityyy...)
now you're departing so soon

g-g-g-g-gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
though that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair
why don't you care about me?
gave you everything
everything that I could
always thought I would sing
sing of us and the good
but the good ain't comin' 
shoulda saw this comin'
though that you could change
you're so deranged
the pain you bring me isn't fair

why don't you care?

electronic singer songwriter
former box of juice
~'-.  🏳️‍🌈  .-'~

AGNOSTHESIA

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