cry-jaydes (cover)

prod casper's pishogue

lyrics:

girl i did it for you
but you aint gotta tell me what to do

god i hate myself i can't fill this hole
i'm stuck inside of my home
i'm always home

with you i feel so good
fuck yeah i would see you in hell

do do do >:3

god i hate myself i can't fill this hole
i'm stuck inside of my home
i'm always home

with you i feel so good
fuck yeah i would see you in hell

i can't panic no more i would see you in hell

stop panicking

blame it on you

never finishing prob just trying new stuf
prod me

waste my summer in no time
ill leave this whole world behind
my life means nothing to me
2 more months its getting boring

next summer (demo)

https://open.spotify.com/album/0yUJgkExQ2wON5yiQzu1gc?si=DZtw7NSUQJO6Sgf3AbtatQ

prod. me
@naerobi

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

i wont lie
like you do
cuz time from time
i miss you
your touch you smile
i’ve been through 
so much worse

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going 

@coldwntr

Why am i stressed without you
Always sad dont know how ill get through
What comes next? Im not sure what ill do
Wasting time, cant stop thinking of you

I’ll drive as far as 
i can go
while my heart says
i love you so
why cant life be 
much easier tho
i cant keep on going

i can't keep on going w/ coldwntr

parasite <3 i wish i was pretty

didnt know the guitars a lil off beat sorry 😭


now i know theres nothing left
i know ill just have to end up dead
crying over all your texts
because i am all alone again

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

im crying in my room
i dont know what to do
ive lost interest
in everything i did with you

ive lost control and now
lifes crashing down
where am i supposed to be?
im such a pity

i wish i was perfect 
just so that u could stay with me
im just another boy
but ur my whole life to me

without you in my arms
what am i supposed to be?
and now my bodys all over the ground deceased

i wish i was perfect

losing myself

(HALDERN COVER)

Wake up
Grab your friends and guns and just hold them
Tightly as you fall down
You smile and the walls are scaring me
Just like the faces in the rain
Changes in the grass and trees are speaking
Whispering sweet things to me


I want to know, I want to see
That Hildebrandt candle stove


Listen to her, listen to me
Things are changing like the leafs in the sky
Listen to her, listen to me
Things are changing just let it be


Take a trip
Now your mind is gone like they told you
And you'll never gеt it back
Oh, my story’s died like the cold wind
Smoking things wе found out back
The ceiling is falling down to me
I'm hoping my dog comes with me
I want to know, I want to see
Love is redefined to both you and me


Listen to her, listen to me
Things are changing like the leafs in the sky
Listen to her, listen to me
Things are changing just let it be
Listen again, listen upon me
Lucy's cries got me stuck in time
Listen to her, listen to me
Raise your lie we’ll illuminate inside


Listen to her, listen to me
Things are changing like the leafs in the sky
Listen to her, listen to me
Things are changing just let it be

listen to lucy

prod me

why should i try if im never missed?
she treats me like i dont exist
im drained of my thoughts i just cant get through
cause i feel insecure when i think of you

What dont you see in me?
The thought of you just cuts so deep
i've tried so hard, im starting to think
my feelings dont mean anything

stop stop it hurts me
I want you so badly
there's so much things that i couldve said,
i regret it now, i was a little bit scared

What do you not see in me?
The thought of you just cuts so deep
i've tried so hard, im starting to think
my feelings dont mean anything x2

my feelings dont mean anything

u can call me what u want
i dont care abt the cost
im so fucked up i needa stop
im surprised ur shocked

im rotting away
im so surprised that u tried to stay
u obviously felt some type of way
im sorry that i pushed u away
nah im playin

dumb bitch ruined my life
u said you'd be my wife

u can call me what u want
i dont care abt the cost
im so fucked up i needa stop
im surprised ur shocked

i can maybe fit another line or two
remember when i nodded out tryna talk to u?
cz i do, girl i do
i think abt it in my room
i tried to talk it out of u but u do what u do

it is what it is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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