mixed and beat made by holdmetillicry✌🏾

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July 2027 will be my funeral

prod. bowsa

now u kiss me
w ur hands on my fuckin shoulders
cuz u can stay w me until were fuckin over
its autumn fall and im smokin on that asphalt 

got this feelin in my veins
i jst say its okay
nothin really feels the same
its jst another fucking game

fucked up

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@orlando-687155814 @hmofaking @pifonn

ugh bro

u can call me what u want
i dont care abt the cost
im so fucked up i needa stop
im surprised ur shocked

im rotting away
im so surprised that u tried to stay
u obviously felt some type of way
im sorry that i pushed u away
nah im playin

dumb bitch ruined my life
u said you'd be my wife

u can call me what u want
i dont care abt the cost
im so fucked up i needa stop
im surprised ur shocked

i can maybe fit another line or two
remember when i nodded out tryna talk to u?
cz i do, girl i do
i think abt it in my room
i tried to talk it out of u but u do what u do

it is what it is ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

you will be goth get sick of pills then die

yk its true w may

FINALLY did this cover, ive wanted to do this for a while. shout out to pifon for working with me on this!

I can’t get these words right
Maybe I should listen one more time

They’re all gonna hear this one
And you can’t take it back once it’s online

And I’m so scared of what they’ll say when they hear me
I just wish that I could delete my whole being

It’s so hot here but in hell it always rains, there’s always pain
And everybodys faces blend together they all look the same
And they all dance and speak in tongues the only game they plays charades
I wanna be a person someday but I’d probably break my brain

I don’t wanna die in USA
I’m bipolar so I feel insane
I know you hate it when I start to change
Maybe we just shouldn’t talk today

Everybody wants company
I’d feel better at the blood parade
They’re all crying and its not okay
I'd feel better at the blood parade

We've all wasted time, it'll take me a while
And you cant change my mind, I'll avert my eyes

I would give my life to go back a day
I think I'll be fine at the black parade

Wish I could read your mind no longer afraid of what I'd find
And I wont break the ice before I drown in fear of what I left behind
Misunderstandings turn into mistakes

Memories I try to erase
Cant help but hate who I am today
But I don't wanna die before I see ur face

I don’t wanna die in USA
I’m bipolar so I feel insane
I know you hate it when I start to change
Maybe we just shouldn’t talk today

Everybody wants company
I’d feel better at the blood parade
They’re all crying and its not okay
I'd feel better at the blood parade

be nice feat. pifon (cover)

Schwarzwald

GLASS JAR OF SOULS

tonight

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