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I am 23 years old and i have lived my life without striving to do my best everyday i wake up. Sports, Church, being talented, handsome and having a dysfunctional family gave me strengths and flaws that I've learned to understand. I've decided not to focus on anything but God and myself and accept what punches life swing at me. I had a bruised ego on probation a hurt heart and a lost spirit, i thought i had it all together. At 15 years old i decided to overlook my parents teaching and do things my own way. One unforgettable day i put my hands on a 40 year old man who took care of me and loved my grandmother dearly. I was a child and didnt think that i would be here in these shoes at 23 years old. Every since that day I've locked up, in and out of relationships, on and off homeless focusing on women and living savagely. I choose to respect authority at this age in life. I choose to have the serenity to accept the things i cant change and to have faith for the dreams i posses. I burnt bridges, destroyed houses and actually put my hands on people. Men and women I'm definitely not proud of it so dont get led astray. I will learn from my mistakes, i will rise above my occasion. I will take care of my children and reconcile relationships with the ones i hurt. The ones that i owe emotional, and physical debts to. I am throbbing with sorrow, I know YOU have a testimony as well. I know you've felt what i felt i know you have seen what i seen and maybe more. Im leaving behind the quick attitudes, distinctive thinking, sailor mouth, and subtle ways of being. Yea everyone makes mistakes and yes it will be hard but im asking for a chance  at life. I am a wonderful person inside and out and i know its time for a change and i can reach my community. I'm very known in Warner Robins, GA and I've loved this state all my life. I want to actually be someone who makes it out of poverty and welfare. Almost everyone i know is struggling with funds and need a way out of this hurt, this pain and torture on our bones. 		I understand that nothing in life is free and if you want it you have to go get it the best way you know how. I have job opportunities now and i know i will start working soon but i want to flourish through life. NOT just barely make ends meet and look around struggling for the nest check. I'm asking someone of power, someone of relevance to life. Someone who overcame the feeling of poverty the smell faith through God and a few good works and we all will be fine. I love my family and all i want to do is show them i can be something in life. I just need a financial boost to pay my homage to the state for my misbehaivor and wrongdoings. Its been a couple months since i decided to really make a change and do things right this time. 3k would do away with my probation and set me free of the shackles that i locked on myself. I would gladly aprreciate your services and continue to strive in the Lord knowing that everything is in his hands and he works in mysterious ways. 
Best Regards, Sincerely
Gyiecrege Williams

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