Oct 3rd, 2023 "Love"

LYRICS:

I FORGOT THE RUBBER LET’S MAKE A BABY
SHAWTY CALLED MY PHONE SHE SAID SHE MISSIN ME LIKE CRAZY
I GOT ALL THESE BADDIE BITCHES LININ UP TO DATE ME
ALL YOU MOTHER FUVKERS CAN’T TO NOTHIN TO REPLACE ME

BUT LATELY I BEEN
ON MY OWN SHIT
DONT GOT TIME FOR NO BITCH
YOU BE ON THAT FUVK SHIT
IM JUST TRYNA GET RICH
BUT LATELY I BEEN
ON MY OWN SHIT
DONT GOT TIME FOR NO BITCH
YOU BE ON THAT FUVK SHIT
IM JUST TRYNA GET RICH

AYY I GOTTA KNOW
CAN YOU MAKE THAT BOOTY CLAP
YUH
IF I DO IT LIKE THIS DOES IT BOUNCE BACK
AYY 
WE CAN LIGHT UP THE INDIGO BY THE PACK
SHE MY ONLY FAN I BE DOIN IT LIKE THAT

I FORGOT THE RUBBER LET’S MAKE A BABY
SHAWTY CALLED MY PHONE SHE SAID SHE MISSIN ME LIKE CRAZY
I GOT ALL THESE BADDIE BITCHES LININ UP TO DATE ME
ALL YOU MOTHER FUVKERS CAN’T TO NOTHIN TO REPLACE ME

BOUNCE BACK

happy day everybody hope your day is happy

i- i- i- i-
i don’t wanna talk
every time i try i get cut off
i’m so fucking tired, i’m so fucking done
wish i would’ve stayed catholic, ‘cause maybe i could talk to God
but i can’t, so i won’t
i’ve always been the problem so leave me alone
and i’m always fucking solemn, my stare so cold
i wish that i had her on my phone, but i don’t, and it hurts
so i’ll bleed, i’ll bleed
i’ll die at 17
i’m sorry to everyone who relies on me
i can’t fix this one, because i will never get what i need
who i need
who i see like 10 times a week
and it’s not that it’s her, it’s the fact that there’s always a girl
that reminds me of the guy that i’ll never be
and it’s fucked, it’s fucking over
i’m so fucked, i don’t even know her
i wish we were closer, i wish i could show her
but getting what i want isn’t fucking closure

people say things won’t fix themself and they’re right
i don’t have it in me to fix my life
and i don’t have it in me to want to try
anymore, anymore
i’d rather pass away on this floor
i can’t open up my door
i can’t, i just can’t

i could just fall apart at any second
this fucking gun, i’d never use it as a weapon
this chamber’s filled to deal with me, to teach a fucking lesson
rather have bullets in my head than this fucking obsession
and i’ll sigh, i just sigh away
LLD with a dove emoji, hope my soul will fly away
and i’d hurt fucking everyone, my family would find a grave
like oh my fucking god i’m sorry, if i have to die this way
maybe not, maybe it’s okay
maybe i just talk to her, maybe i just go away
maybe i just fuck off, it’ll take a few days
i can’t just die like this, there has to be another way
i’d rather stay, than die i guess
i hate the way, i’m insane when i’m depressed
it’s okay though, it’s okay
it’s okay, it’s okay

how the fuck do i stop myself, i caught myself
i just hate the fact that i’m always not myself
i forgot myself, like the fuck, bitch do i even want myself
like i taunt myself
like it’s her, it’s all about her
it’s all about me being so insecure
‘cause what the fuck can you reassure
that’ll make me feel like i have worth
but it’s not worth the bleeding
my friends are feining, i’m fucking leaking
and i’m feeling like i don’t have a reason
i’m too low to be this high, but not in between it
i’m just feeling low on the ceiling
it’s all on me, gotta make this work
gotta stop hating myself, gotta stop hating this earth
and it hurts, but it’ll only get worse
if i give up, i give up, so i won’t

it’s so hard to change my mind
it’s like i don’t even talk to her but want her to be mine
it’s this stupid fucking feeling and it happens all the time
but like what the fuck she’s perfect i’m in love with her eyes
same shit all the time still the same shit
fucked up in the mind can’t change it
and she’s fine, can’t deny i can’t take it
i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it

(i fucking hate it)
(i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it)
(i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it)
(i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it)
i hate that i’m hating on me (i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it)
i really need to fucking stop it’s all weighing on me (i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it)
i need to fucking get up, nothing is waiting for me (i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it)
i need to take it, i need to get up and take it (i fucking hate it, i fucking hate it)

breh

i'm sick 7

This shit is going to take me out tonight 
I don’t wanna be right 
It’s just my chest it’s just my air 
I can count on my hands and toes how many inhales I got left 
So I hold my breath 
It comes to me in the night says your not living right I said I know right? It said no wrong 
So I guess wrong is right 
Let me get that right back 
Let me get that right back 
Let me get that life back 
Let get that knife out 
My back Let me get them staples in 
All good things come to a end 
It’s just business like staples closing 
If I’m at home hardly got on any clothing 
And it’s fucking snowing I don’t care. 
Can tell by look of my hair 
I don’t care 
Daddy wasn’t there 
Me and my brother will take our own asses to the fair 
Me my mom and brother lived at the Fairfield in. 
For a year waffles everyday 
Hide and seek 3 stories 
We had RC cars chad had a yellow corvette 
I had a blue Chevy impala low rider had switches too we use to take them down to indoor pool and make them drift around the hot tub and swimming pool 
Till chads fell in 
I can’t even remember what happen to mine 
Had a lot of out of the ordinary good times thru unsure times 
First time I drove a car was in that parking lot it wasCadillac can’t make this shit up like you can’t get your youth back 
What a crazy life this world made me like 
You can’t tell me nothing I’ve already done what you said  I shouldn’t do or I’m fixing too 
I’m fixing to break something it ain’t worth fixing you think we would’ve been the worst children most disciplined 
We know how it feel to sink 
But hat’s also why we know how to swim 
I guess my life is really coming to a end 
Emotions and nostalgia sinking in heavy 
Since a kid I’ve never been ready to die just like Freddy wonder why? Looking at it now I’m like hmm maybe I’ll give it a try 
Thank you mom and thank you brother my brother is a father and my mother is a grandmother 
Time isn’t real at least I don’t condone or believe in it 
Why are they going out their way 
They carry dirt and unload it on my name 
Woman are a drug 
Like crack cocaine 
And I’m the white Rick 
That’s Rick James you white bitch
Never mind who you thought I was 
I am 30 years old but I prayed for my first time just yesterday 
Prayed for a new better day 
Woke up today I said thank you I feel better than yesterday and that’s a gift today 
Some people might miss the day 
When I die 
I won’t miss you really 
So make sure you return the favor 
Sincerely 
I sin early 
Sin easy 
Sin like winter breeze 
Burn you till it freeze 
Or freeze you till you burn 
You don’t get my humor 
Just know My skin ain’t the only thing that’s dry 

Too bad it’s love that I’m executed 
This is not my life I feel substituted

FAIRFIELD iNN [Prod.ERLAX]

Dont You (forget about me) - Simple MInds

produced by orrionn
w/ Yurie Hoyoyon
from "nemuri" album
enjoy <3

lyrics: 
i'm not sure if you wanted to come to tell me
if i'm alright or not, softly to my ear but,
i didn't go to war for you to tell me
i've been overprotective over nothing

thoughts on my fights against the oppressor?
throughout everything i've been through,
you're already and always feeling superior
but why, why? why? why?
but why would you be done with me already?
need to find my composure, my manners
my ways, my everyday behaviors
my everything, my only true self

(nemuri)
i'm done, i'm begging for you to stop
i'm done, i'm preparing a manifesto
but it looks more like a suicide note, hope
i'll be rooting for you in the worst times, so
hope because i'm about to throw the worst yet
of me, i cannot contain anymore
i'm done, done with your attention seeking
i'm done, done with your shitty behavior
i'm done, done with everything you do

(nemuri)
(nemuri)

nemuri

done

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done [interlude]

produced by orrionn 
w/ Yurie Hoyoyon
from "nemuri" 
enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
(orrionn)
(nemuri)

could've seen what i could have not seen
was blinded by your ego, it was a year ago
please let them use your heart to transcend
affection at its purest form, from your actions

it's useless, what i'm doing is useless
i need to go back to bed, sleeping's a remedy
missed a few things, what the hell? i'm a mess
i need to fight my demons and cast 眠り spells
and make them never wake up again
spelling's simple, you can't get rid of me
nemuri style, i'll put you to sleep until you gain
consciousness again as soon as you wake
wake up, wake up (wake up), wake up

transcend the light onto your soul
and levitate, you can't go any lower so,
make it grow (wake up)
make it flow (wake up)
wake
wake up
wake up

transcend

produced by orrionn
from "nemuri" album
enjoy 

lyrics: 
i'm suchlike
would you change to speak into a mic?
i wouldn't try, because i'm authentic too
i know everything about me is due to
a lot, a lot of things concerning you
but would you change?
would you change too?
i wouldn't dare, since i'm true
i'm such a broken record
i feel like repeating myself
i'm feeling like not beating my record
except every single time i do
when talking to you

when talking to you, when talking to you
when talking to you, when talking to you
when talking to you, when talking to you

broken record

produced by Stezzyxl, & orrionn
from "nemuri" project
enjoy

lyrics:
brand new journey
my heart aches, again
i'm falling over my own feet
slamming my body on the ground
what a shame

under the soil, stands my fears
ready to step out of the floor
ready to come up my legs
and crawl up my chest to make me beg
on my knees until it becomes a lore

it's a brand new journey
i feel like living again
brand new journey
deep breath needed

IT'S A BRAND NEW WAY TO LIVE
I FEEL LIKE SWINGING AWAY
I KNEW ALL ALONG IT WASN'T ENOUGH
IT BLEW UP MY MIND WHEN I REALIZED
BECOME SENTIENT, BECOME SENTIENT
DON'T BE DEAD AGAIN TO TRAVEL WITH ME

journey

produced by orrionn
from "nemuri" project
enjoy <3

lyrics:
ghosting an old friend
and going radio silence
after a betrayal, is crucial
whether or not we become enemies
or just share something to eat
we'll never be the same
i'll never hit you up everyday
make up your mind
and say whether or not
we had great times
before it's too late
you already got ghosted

ghosting an old friend
and going radio silence
after a betrayal, is crucial

ghosted

produced by INC3L, & orrionn
enjoy, i tried something <3 

lyrics: 
ouais, ouais 
c'est pas comme si j'avais pas déjà essayé 
de faire appel à un bélier, pour écraser des 
dragons, c'est juste impossible de rivaliser 
putain de merde, c'est pas comme si 
j'avais réinstaller le processus, et 
j'avais réinitialisé le logiciel système 
dans ton crâne, ma gueule 
pour repartir la bonne quantité de données 
dans ta carte mère, mais t'es lent espère de **
genre ton garde-manger est à la maison
du coup t'as faim, et y'a pas ta mère pour te 
feed, espèce de petit ****, y'a R sur mon feed
aidez-moi à passer le cap, car je suis vide 

écartez-moi de toute cette folie 
faudrait vraiment que je doute plus du tout 
faute de quoi, on sait jamais à quoi s'attendre 
c'est ouf à quel point je fonds, comme si
j'avais réinitialisé le processus, et 
j'avais réinitialisé celui du logiciel système
dans ta carte mère 
dans ton crâne, ma gueule 
dans ta carte mère, dans ta carte mère 
dans ta carte mère, dans ta carte mère 
merde

carte mère

「 orrionn 」

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