Oct 3rd, 2023 "Love"

Felt good getting this off my chest.....

Was on my way to bed when a melody appeared in my head, so I went downstairs, turned on my computer and decided to wreck my sleep rythm. 4 hours later (4:20am), I was going to store it on my computer for endless rumination and future tinkering, where 80% of my tracks go into hibernation, but this time I thought why not just upload the damn thing as it is.

Btw that's me as a kid in the picture. Dressed up as a frog for halloween

The Leipzig Chest Relief Fund

Aggressive track about the sort of "friend" who turns out to be a lying liar who lies. If anger is an energy, this track could be used to combat the heat death of the universe.

SUCK

produced by orrionn
from "nemuri" album
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lyrics: 
i'm suchlike
would you change to speak into a mic?
i wouldn't try, because i'm authentic too
i know everything about me is due to
a lot, a lot of things concerning you
but would you change?
would you change too?
i wouldn't dare, since i'm true
i'm such a broken record
i feel like repeating myself
i'm feeling like not beating my record
except every single time i do
when talking to you

when talking to you, when talking to you
when talking to you, when talking to you
when talking to you, when talking to you

nemuri

broken record

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Down in El Paso

Pullup

PÜLL!UP (Prod ByerMashov)

No Game

produced by vhxxl, & orrionn 
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lyrics: 
never thought i'd never die, but i must
never thought i'd lose that many people
let's go and try to test the odds
let's meet the reaper and make it cry
make it cry in front of all its victims
to see why this is happening in vain
what a pain, what a drain (drain, drain)
dang, whichever is crazy from me to you?
i'm trying to dance, to the beautiful blues
by the bullets of the shotgun you're pointing at
me, me, me, me, me
(me, me, me, me, me)

everybody goes insane
attacking their own ones
everybody dies, protecting their own lies
everyone lies, not just verbally but on the soil
it needs a break as much as i need a breather
this isn't paint on your art, just blood and oil
make it seem like it isn't what it is, refresher?
(what?) why do you need more?

everyone dies
everyone dies, and
it makes me sad
it makes wanna die
everyone dies
everyone dies

everyone dies
everyone dies, and
it makes me wanna fucking die

ay, ay
what the fuck?

an optimistic state

everyone dies

produced by pavlos 
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lyrics: 
running out of breath
running away from you
negative thoughts in my mind 
and on my chest
this is all your fault 
bow down and face the 
consequences you had to face
running out of breath
running away from you
negative thoughts in my mind 
and on my chest
this is all your fault 
bow down and face the 
consequences you had to face 

my throat burns and itches 
need some of the stitches 
you've got on your skin
so today i'll scream anyway
don't wanna kill myself, 
so imma scream to death 
at death instead (instead, instead)

i'm running out of breath 
i'm running out of breath
i'm running out of breath 
i'm running out of breath

breath

produced by paradosso
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lyrics: 
don't end yourself, please
could've said this to anyone i care for, but
there was you, and you had nothing
that's what you kept saying
but you lost a lot
can tell

please don't kill yourself
and consider staying around us
we miss you so much, please please
consider staying, consider staying
i had a lot in my mind, you kept playing
consider staying, consider staying

please, stay

farah, consider staying

prod. & vocals by fade

lyrics:
Wieder voll betäubt und sie sieht es ganz genau
Was erlaubt sich diese geheimnisvolle Frau
Sie schleicht um mich herum
Sie glaubt doch nicht etwa ich bin dumm
Ihr Bogen hats gefunden
Der Pfeil hat gesungen
und sie trifft
Nein nein nein, nein nein nicht
Sie hat mich doch erwischt
Nun steht sie in meiner Pflicht
darauf bin ich nicht erpicht
Fäuste aufgeschlagen, aber es hilft nichts
Oh baby ich vermiss dich
jaja du liegst immer richtig
Für mich ist nichts so wichtig wie du
Auch von ihr krieg ich nie genug
Scheiß auf Entzug und die Selbstbestimmung
Non existente Gesinnung 
Was ist ihre Bedingung

Geb ihr alles was ich hab
Ich spring für sie ins Grab
Tu alles was sie sagt
weiß was sie nicht so mag
und weiß was sie liebt
Sie ist die einzige die sich mir entzieht
Mit ihr will ich ewig warten
Ich seh es in den Karten
Eine Dead Man's Hand
Gut zu wissen dass uns der Tod nicht trennt

Beim Getränk geht es nur noch um Prozent
Kein Wunder, dass mich niemand mehr erkennt
Graue Haut und blutende Augen
Nichts zu essen, aber ganz viel zu kauen
Dass du mein Bestes willst, glaub ich dir kaum
Haltest mich fest, haltest mich im Zaum
Sie will es wieder aufdröseln
Sollte sie vlt in Säure auflösen
Schließlich entsprang sie dem Bösen
so wie ich auch
oh baby wir gehen heute drauf
und das wolltest du doch
das hast du doch gehofft
du hast mich ja noch nie gemocht

farah, consider staying

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