prod me, como siempre
rip jose
aguante joa

BLOOD

produced by orrionn 
from "nemuri" album
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lyrics: 
feeling sick to my stomach
i'm not sticking to my gimmick
i'm all over the place, fix me, please
follow your heart and make mine start beating

fix me, i'm fine but i need a reason, again
follow me in the realms of nightmares
even when you're not asleep
it is the 13th attempt for me to tell you
i am scared of falling asleep, because
otherwise, i would die and since
i remember i sent 13 letters to your place
you wouldn't know since you don't reside
in the same place anymore, it is so sad
i cannot see your face again
thirteen hours staying awake sending
thirteen letters to your door, love

nemuri

thirteen letters

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produced by orrionn
from "nemuri" project
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lyrics:
ghosting an old friend
and going radio silence
after a betrayal, is crucial
whether or not we become enemies
or just share something to eat
we'll never be the same
i'll never hit you up everyday
make up your mind
and say whether or not
we had great times
before it's too late
you already got ghosted

ghosting an old friend
and going radio silence
after a betrayal, is crucial

ghosted

Ode to Failure/Ode al Fallimento is an excerpt from my latest book 'Beginnings & Other Tragedies/Inizi e Altre Tragedie', Valley Press 2023.
Field recording taken with jrf hydrophone.

'Ode to Failure

Close all the windows
check for draughts.
Let it start and flow and pass through
the furniture and the basket of linen
the dying toothpaste tube
the dogs’ eco-bags.
On each visit, it seems it never left
talkative and judgmental, it lingers.
But when we sit surrendered
it crops and trims, it asks for mercy.
This is not about falling per se
rather, about the dynamics of the fall.
Like photon wave-particle duality
and the uncertainty principle.
We can never be certain
about the position of a body in space.
If we fall it’s hard to pinpoint us
figure out where we’ll land.
It says – don’t take all the blame
I can be irrational and unwarranted
over-ascribed to your life.
Contextualise your grief.

Ode al Fallimento

Chiudete tutte le finestre
controllate gli spifferi.
Che cominci e fluttui e passi attraverso
i mobili e il cesto della biancheria
il tubetto agonizzante del dentifricio
i sacchetti bio dei cani.
A ogni visita, sembra non sia mai partito
loquace e giudicante, si attarda.
Ma quando ci sediamo arresi
ritaglia e spunta, ci chiede comprensione.
Non si tratta del cadere di per sé
piuttosto delle dinamiche della caduta.
Come la dualità di onde-particelle dei fotoni
e il principio di incertezza.
Non possiamo mai essere certi
della posizione di un corpo nello spazio.
Se cadiamo è difficile localizzarci
capire dove atterreremo.
Dice – non addossarti tutta la colpa
posso essere irrazionale e arbitrario
sovra attribuito alla tua vita.
Contestualizza la pena.'

Ode To Failure/Ode Al Fallimento

produced by orrionn
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lyrics: 
i have to build myself again, god
people have been destroying me all over
text me back please, need advice now
what the hell are the odds?
i need help and you wouldn't even know her
but she's the reason why i'm here now
and fighting for my life, starting to crumble
in the crappy situation i've been recently
i'm an idiot, who even cares about my takes?
i'm nothing without these pills, need to fumble
been in a darker place than you, unintelligently
who vanishes into the light returns and fakes?
need to know if monsters are the only ones
we can trust, since angels are being shady
i'm trying to see what has been wrong with me
can't really tell that's anyone's fault, anyone's
make something happen, i don't have the key
to your heart anymore, so please forget some
of everything we built together, i rather not, no
get me out of here before you treat me worse
than whoever you're dating, whoever you aren't
it's like i'm noticing every detail of your life
you aren't, so please shut up next time you
want to make a bet on mine
what do you want from me?
good games, brother
i ain't gonna do that
not sure if i rather
i'm not anything without that
i'm nothing without it

thank you for your patience
think i'm touché? i might be a bit
need to silence my brain
emotions are messing me a bit
i'm scared i might be in love again

(trust me, i'm on your side
but the truth is i'm not human
get away from me, i can't be trusted
i'm not your kind, tell me words to doubt
because i'm singing over and over again
on time, as i hear bombs go by, while i'm
losing my mind, i've got an heartlock
everything about her is vibrant
ever going to spit it out? cause i won't
for my own safety, i won't just do that)

heartlock

I Know It Was Me Ikikik

featuring https://soundcloud.com/beelzebufo4  
produced by orrionn 

lyrics: 
[orrionn]
no, no, no, please-

a spider can be felt crawling around my neck
can't even be spending time without wasting it
arachnids all around me, as i try more often
to cry but tears won't come out
please make a sound as soon as
i fall asleep for eternity

[beelzebufo]
i can feel the spider crawl
i can feel them in my dreams
where do we go when we fall asleep?
it’s nothing but anxiety
is it gonna be for eternity?
is that what you’re telling me?
your words never scared me (never scared me)
don’t tell me (don't tell me)
don’t- (don't tell me)

[orrionn]
no, no, no, no, please don't
no, no, no, please don't
god no, no

a spider can be felt crawling

a spider can be felt crawling (edit)

a spider can be felt crawling (feat. beelzebufo) [edit]

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Recent My Weekly Video Magazine of piano ten thousand leaves
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#3873(663 left): Jul. 22, 2024: The winds come to me from the fields of sleep (from William Wordsworth from Mar. 16, 2024) 
Today's pure primal piano music here. Happy if this music makes you feel peaceful.. : )
Looking for absolute natural beauty every day for Piano Ten Thousand Leaves. Target number is 4536 and 3873(85.38%) (Only 663 pieces remain) achieved today. Find my project.. : )
This piece may might have good 1/f fluctuation characteristic although I stopped investigating it each piece.

My new message: "Does it make sense to preserve it for 1000 years?

Today's cover ART is created by #Midjourney (Art Generating #AI), according to my wish. Happy if you like it.

spotify playlist 18 hours 449 songs, makes you fully relaxed.
 https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0RCxA8SaySzoFzpQmTCLfo?si=92c44191513340ff

Recent My Weekly Video Magazine of piano ten thousand leaves
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Weekly Piano Ten Thousand Leaves Magazine ; super beautiful video .. 
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I'm now making Archive site of Piano Ten Thousand Leaves project by utilizing #wordpress. Basically nice direction I've already gotten.. : )
Currently 1100 pieces already achieved. 
But this week I need to do something else, so I'm going to stop this task for a bit.



######## NEW 27th SELECTION ALBUM JUST RELEASED ########
"Thousand Years Slumber" - the 27th selection album of piano ten thousand leaves

youtube: FULL VIDEO with 20 full songs in very high quality sounds
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spotify:
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appleMusic:
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The winds come to me from the fields of sleep - #3873 (85R38 663 left) by chair house 240722

Sounds from Saturday afternoon

Recorded in my room 2017. lost song that i found again!

thirteen letters

orrionn

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