Left in Shadows (2).mp3

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[Verse]
It's three in the morning
Can't get no sleep
Every time I try to close my eyes
There's a voice inside my mind
Saying
"What's she doing? Who's she with?"
"Where is she? I know she's with him"
I just wanna be

[Chorus]
I wanna be the only one she sees
I wanna be the only one she needs
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one she sees
I wanna be the only one she needs
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one
 
[Verse]
I can't be your fool
I need to know the truth
Why does your phone keep blowing up?
Why do you take so long to respond?
I can't take this anymore
Please let me in or let me go
I just wanna be
 
[Chorus]
I wanna be the only one she sees
I wanna be the only one she needs
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one she sees
I wanna be the only one she needs
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one
 
[Bridge]
Don't let me waste my time
I know that you know that I
Just wanna be
'Cause babe
Everybodys lookin so fine
But your eyes dont meet mine
Are you playin some kinda game
Or am I the one to blame
 
[Chorus]
I wanna be the only one she sees
I wanna be the only one she needs
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one she sees
I wanna be the only one she needs
I wanna be the only one
I wanna be the only one

[Outro]
I want your eyes eyes eyes on me
Only me me me
Is that so wrong wrong wrong
To want your eyes eyes eyes on me
I just wanna be
Just wanna be

Wanna Be (Only One)

J’ai écrit I Feel Changed en août 2023, avec l’idée que, malgré nos 13 années ensemble, je n’avais encore jamais dédié de chanson à ma compagne. C’était une période paisible, où tout semblait enfin aligné, comme une accalmie dans le tourbillon de la vie. Un moment parfait pour regarder en arrière, faire une petite introspection, et simplement lui dire merci d’être à mes côtés.

I wrote I Feel Changed in August 2023, realizing that after 13 years together, I had never actually written a song for my partner. It was a peaceful time in my life, when everything seemed aligned, a calm in the usual whirlwind of everyday life. The perfect moment to look inward, reflect, and simply say thank you to the woman I love for being by my side.

(Verse 1)
I gotta be dreaming
It’s more than a feeling
With every heartbit, you are my sweet addiction
I gotta be dreaming
When our love is revealing
You changed my world, surrender with no condition

You gotta be dreaming
Watching our love growing
You let all your feelings flow-ow
You gotta be dreaming
How the magic is playing
When I touch your skin
My soul is burning till that

(Chorus)
I feel changed, I’m not the same
Since you steppedinto my life, I rearranged
I feel changed, I’m not the same
In this vintage new wave love we will remain

(Verse 2)
I gotta be dreaming
Cause my heart is healing
It’s beyond my control, you are my sweet perfection
I gotta be dreaming
How I’m redefining
Better man I want to stand with no contradiction
You gotta be dreaming
Love, you are game changing
You don’t know how much you can show-ow
You gotta be dreaming
But the best is forthcoming 
I just need my love to grow, and believe till that…

(Chorus)
I feel changed, I’m not the same
Since you steppedinto my life, I rearranged
I feel changed, I’m not the same
In this vintage new wave love we will remain

I Feel Changed

#expermental #trip-hop #jungle #housemusic #deephouse #bjork #drums

Nearly like a Virgin

Mud (again)

New Haggard Ass Intro

WITHOUT YOU expresses an intense dependence on someone who feels irreplaceable, portraying love as both a lifeline and an obsession. It captures the struggle of trying to move on while being constantly pulled back by memories and emotions that refuse to fade. The lyrics reveal vulnerability, longing, and the inability to imagine life without that person, framing them as the center of existence. It’s a powerful declaration of love’s grip, where absence feels unbearable and presence defines identity.

LYRIC

Verse

Every day I wake, I still hear your name
Like a song stuck deep in my veins
Tried to move, tried to play it cool
But I’m falling hard, like a reckless fool

Pre-Chorus

You’re the reason that I lose my ground
When you’re not near, I spin around
Don’t tell me it’s just a phase
I’m caught in your magnetic haze

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the start of every moment, the place where I end
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Verse

Every room I walk through feels too wide
You were the pulse that fit inside
No map can guide me from your trace
I still see your face in every place

Pre-Chorus

Told myself I’d be just fine
But you’re the frame to my broken line
You’re the spark that lights my fire
The only name I still desire

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the start of every moment, the place where I end
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Bridge

I’ve tried to rewrite all our lines
But every word still leads me back in time
You’re the rhythm I can’t replace
Still feel your hand, still see your face

Chorus

I can’t live without you, no way to pretend
You’re the beat that never ends
I can’t breathe, I can’t fake it
This is real, I can’t shake it
I can’t live, I can’t live without you
No, I can’t live, I can’t live without you

Without You

Ein Wunder Vielleicht

CALOR

Pop / electronic / indie — Track 7 of 8 from VICE by Nova J. Full album streaming now.

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Lyrics:

[Verse 1]
The long days undo me
Holidays leave me bare
The silence is fatal
The shadows are there

[Verse 2]
The fantasies flicker
They left me long ago
Desire was a masquerade
Shame the only show

[Chorus]
Without the sun, the peach will blacken
The fruit waits, forgotten, in its wound
This borrowed life does not forgive you
Forgive yourself
Accept yourself
Love yourself

[Verse 3]
I counted the bodies
The beds, and the names
I traded my tenderness
For a ritual of games
It was not joy, not despair
Just the dullness of years
Asking, how am I still here?

[Verse 4]
Every act leaves its scar
Karma knocks at the door
I meant no cruelty
But cruelty was born
I lie when I rise
I lie when I fall
My house is in ruins
There’s no house at all

[Chorus]
Without the sun, the peach will blacken
The fruit waits, forgotten, in its wound
This borrowed life does not forgive you
Forgive yourself
Accept yourself
Love yourself

[Outro]
Without the sun, the peach will blacken
The fruit waits, forgotten, in its wound
This double life was never yours to carry
Forgive yourself
Accept yourself
Love yourself

PEACH — Track 7 of 8 from VICE by Nova J

Surfers like Us ….. composition, all guitar parts, arrangement and mix

Hi Everyone!
The seasons change, but I still surf... on my guitar board 😎
This is a new version of my older track called „Born to Surf”.
I hope you enjoy the blend of surf rock and synth pop beats 🔆

This new version is dedicated to my friends: J.J. Terrell, Josh Clary and Håkan Skeneby (Well) 🍀

The cover image was downloaded from Pixabay.

Many thanks for listening and support!
Artur

Still Surfing

Ark-OverKill /Orrustubjarki. Im a Demo-Dog and everything I Do is my Life! Welcome to my Life…❤️

Left in Shadows (2).mp3

Ark Overkill