tdgmfu (prod. back2thapast)

1. eyes wide open
2. treason
3. manic (reprise)
4. savior
5. eyes run red
6. [[ passé // wayward ]]
7. need u // admittance

ive lost my sense of self no going back
i cant recoup ive broke my back
no friends in the meantime ill just repeat rhymes
im on the decline (x2)

downward spiraling down in and out i cant
figure it out id rather pout again
know it all now i only frown
im dead
figure it out its something i cant atest

passé // wayward [TG1K ARCHIVE]

been a while, gonna try posting more regularly tho

https://www.instagram.com/oscarxpisces/

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0r3PcFp8wknaYYoTTy4DhO?si=GJ1-bmH6SZ-aSX7zPPLEaQ

lyrics:

im anxious 
im stressed out
ye ill figure the rest out
and sometimes 
i just need to be by myself for once

its not always easy to breathe
but i need to force it
cause i need some type of relief
i need it
i need it

im way better than before
but im still not fine
its way better than before 
but i still cant sleep at night

anxious

##unlucky13
art by @pr3sentt
@brayamxo
@shishyshishy
@diligencexs
@1spc
@wtfnoble
@ev333
@prodsoulsss
@troiner
@numbvibn
@wintrrss
kaelthy
@tuaaandx (+@shishyshishy)
@klonoah (ctr1s)
@1kauwii
@wakeupsleepyhead
@user-609719049 (spruce)

spring clips 2021 ##unlucky13

i don't own these tracks - nor do i profit. all credit to destroy lonely
instagram: rockstar.suicide

sour patch

And I know how it goes, I been stuck here for a minute 
Gotta get up off my ass, I waste too much time just pretending 
It’s the same as it’s always been, but everybody different 
Got me reaching for the stars again, as soon as I can touch em I’m slippin 

It’s been a minute no trippin 
I used to fuck up my mental thought it was cool to see visions 
But now I wish that I didn’t 
I’m just a fish in the ocean who they done caught started smokin’
I’m sure I’m surely delicious 
It’s all delightful or is it? 

Until ya damaged and done up 
Not shit to do til the sun up
I sit in silence and crumble 
I can’t believe what I’ve done to 
Myself on countless occasions 
I take the cheapest vacations 
Inside my mind in the basement 
I wake up to it all vacant 

And I know how it goes, I been stuck here for a minute 
Gotta get up of my ass, I waste too much time just pretending 
It’s the same as it’s always been, but everybody different 
Got me reaching for the stars again, as soon as I can touch em I’m slippin

dont.be.rude

thank u @misakufoxx
prod me
art by @ddbkm623

https://open.spotify.com/track/4yBq7qlRSreQrCQFBQGWXx

frozen 2 (w/ misakufoxx)

bankroll + luthien(lovejoy + quaverr)

K ft. i9bonsai (prod. sloymo)

prod sxrrow

this time i’m gona tell the truth
in my room cut my wrist wit my tiger tooth
then my mom came home ion know what to do
i jus act like i’m sleep n felt the blood flow
got up in an hour snuck into the shower
bandaids on my injuries prayed that it’d be over
very next night i was down bad
took a couple pills n i cried with that
reached into my desk drawer
lay down on the floor
same knife and i cut it up some more
thought i saw a bone so i stopped i was prolly trippin
there was vicodin in my system
broke up w my girl but i ain’t trippin bout hoes
rest of the month i wore my long sleeve clothes
could’ve had it all but when the time comes i fold
that’s the story of my life and the story i told
it’s so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
i’m so fucked up
it’s so fucked up
i cut i cut
it’s so fucked up
the blood the blood
it’s so fucked up
but that’s just how it is
i cut my heart

long sleeves

feb 24th + luthien (dead yami)

@oscarpisces2

https://oscarpisces.carrd.co

anxious

oscar pisces