Wait I don’t even got that many friends

Diary 101

nicky - love isnt enough (dec & dimpleb)

My life hasn't been the best I know that bc I'm just not like the rest. I'm feeling blue inside cuz I'm so depressed, I dunno how else I'm being so upset. Gotta put a smile on my face I don't want no one to know, I know that I'll die one day but I just wonder how I'll go. Will I kill my self, or will I die unexpected? Yeah she broke my heart, that was sum expected, what did i do wrong? Bitch u left me for dead. I just hate her guts, now I know where we stand.

I can't eat no more, cuz I feel sick. Anxiety it took over my body now bruh I feel sick. I relate so much to Travis cuz these girls are all the same. they don't care about me, yeah they're all the same. I was high on the streets and it was 3 AM, was high asf on the streets and they were worried man. 

I could've died that night, it was just one of those damn nights. But I always get back to my demons, I'm positive that my shadow is my mfing demon. Bleeding cuts and stitches, dying's on my wishlist. Bro I don't like college, it feels like prison. I don't want a future job no I just wanna make that music, that's all I wanna do I really wanna make music. 

No im not satisfied (x2) I just wanna escape, I  wanna escape this life. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends bro. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends no, I'm in my bedroom I got no friends no. In my bedroom I gotta record yuh. Huh.

my shadow is a demon

SPOTIFY

my shadow is a demon (prod dimpleb + backxster)

Dunno where to go, I've been in this place before. Picked blades up bro at 13 I wasn't enough, just like my scars bro I'm so fucking lost. Serb I miss u so much yea I just wanna talk, I got scars on my body don't remind me I fucked up. Suicidal thoughts rip robin Williams, no matter what I gotta push thru that shit is resilience. 

She doesn't care about me she she doesn't care bout my feelings. Life's bout learning lessons bro and life's bout all that healing. Guess I got no friends left that shit happens when you're winning.

I make mistakes mistakes mistakes sometimes I fuck up okay, I'm just human don't u understand. I'm just like Gia no one understands, my wrist is bleeding yea it's burning man. These niggas hate me, but I’m not Caring man. She just talked to me but that girl's full of lust, been thru so much pain bitch all I want is love.

Bitch i want is love (x)

awakenings

awakenings (prod dimpleb)

At this point I'm scared to open up and fall in love, cuz I don't wanna be in broken fucking pieces. My blood it hit the floor as I was praying to Jesus, like please help me like can you tell me... I can't even eat today nah and i puked too, nigga as a child I had a dream and it was YouTube. Yea I still got dreams yuh, yeah i gotta chase them. 

I wanna go up w my friends I gotta rest up, wait wait wait I don't even got that many friends. I don't got that many friends, cuz I'll die a lonely man. I'd rather be lonely than to hang with all these fake guys, shoutout to my dad cuz that man taught me much about like. Gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler I can't give up I'm a hustler. 

My dad went to the Netherlands from Ghana and didn't die, yea that nigga saw so much but he's still standing tall. Yea lil boy I got many cuts, but I'm still alive now. They're wanting me to fail yea they're wanting me to fall. I don't owe nobody shit get out ion gaf. Ion owe nobody shit no I don't give a fuck

can't eat (prod 77mending)

I’m surrounded by these people but I'm still feeling isolated, all these niggas wanna sleep on me they all know that I'm underrated. Why'd she kiss me on the lips she knows that she's not gonna see me later. Why'd she do this shit to me she's playing guess bro I’ll be crying later. I don't wanna go to  college I wanna do what I love, I thought that she was the one but I guess that girl she gave up. 

These girls ain't shit they're all the same they're all the same, cuts on my wrist I went thru pain I went thru pain. You tried to kiss on my bro you're nothing but a hoe. Blood it dripped on the floor oh no, oh no-oo-oo.  

I'm tryna make it cuz I wanna give back to my parents, I wanna make it cuz I wanna live life like it's my last day. The only reason I'm still breathing's cuz of my nephew. Whenever I see that lil kid I tell him I love you. I want nothing but happiness for you. 

[osei... 'hello osei'] <3

I hope that you're not gonna go thru what I went through, if u wanna talk ill be there bro I gotchu. niggas is all talk yea they're lame I gotta block u  

Mm-mm-a aa I'm alone

caged

why i'm still breathing (prod backxster)

[I'm dying you know that? I'm dying here.]

I just dunno who to talk to, you lied to my face when you said Osei I love you. Ion think love exists I think that shit is fake, hoes they stay on tinder they can't get away. Am I good enough? Idk. Bitch why'd you leave me? Those times were a lie, yeah I know, the times that you kissed me.

Stop looking at my body and please look at my heart, I'm not made for lust I got pain and I got scars. Whenever I love, I just be loving too hard. And that shit hurts me all the damn time I should do better. I stopped cutting on myself I’m doing better, it's almost been a year yeah I hope I don't relapse. Loneliness follows me everywhere, used to cut my wrist yeah my blood it was everywhere. 

I know that there's something wrong with me, I should try to sign up for that therapy. But last time it felt like no one was helping me, there's no hope, oh. I don't think I wanna go. I got no one left like oh.

hopeless romantic

hopeless romantic (prod dimpleb)

blood +nicky (nassim)

popular (backxster + revert)

lyrics: 

f*ck x2 

hurt so bad cant love her (love her x2)
hurt so bad cant trust her 
its harder to listen to her
but i wanna listen alright
thought of me kissin on ya
you left me crying all night

i put my trust in ya
baby tell me where you are
lovin on you from the start
now im lovin on you from afar 

im sayin like how do you want me girl 
you hate when im off it yeah
i swear you makin my life give out
you makin my blood shut out
talk on the phone what u talkin about
i swear im off of you 
i swear that my life gave out

fuck uh x3 
no i cant trust nun
no i cant trust her 

its harder to listen to her 
but i wanna listen alright
the thought of me kissin on ya
you left me crying all night

i put my trust in ya
baby tell me where you are 

im sayin like how do you want me girl
you hate when im off it yeah
i swear that im making my life give out

bella (ikari)

i need (jannah)

prod nassim


one last call wont hurt
wen i see her imma flirt
tell me if u sure
gave u my heart nd u saw
tell me problems imma solve em
baby i been really evolving 
all these problems u involved in 
she wan b my ball like spadin
but we dont talk often 
im tryn change dat
she talkin abt old me
like i could change that
she think she important 
like how do i tell you im not tryna chase
im gettin scared
lately ive been needin sum space
im tryn get to it
i know its not a race
problems that i gotta erase
i kno dat you hate my face
lookin it at a spade a spade
hopefully i dont fade away
she use love as a trade 
u dont have to be afraid 
i kno u want me 2 care
but my love is not for share
dam you seen me smile
now u wan see some tears,


dis bitch hooked like i got the recipe 
dam she got me booked 
like baby why u stressin me?
knew i was cooked its like god testin me
its like wut am i gonna do 
wat do she wan me to prove
im tryn climb sum heights
u jus got watch my moves 
hit the j im in my groove 
hit my dance i hit my move
lately havent been feeling u
so maybe ive been moving loose
lost a real, thot it was a win
why do i js lose
thought dis shit was for me
but i gotta leave dis shit to you
i kno dat u see me, but u got favorites 
im tryna be that dude
dis bitch want a rude guy
i need cash nd a ruger 
jay hit like a cigar
play w da chop like a guitar 
dis hoe faking imma call yo ass tmr
dis girl tryn get blessed
but bae im not ur god
u see i fucking tried 
i kno u fucking saw it

wut am i gnna do prod nassim

franc met sophie rain (n0tsiah)

Luvs

"MARS" is a futuristic catchy track that describes an individual finding their independence and choosing to live life their way.

MARS

moxi jus leave idgaf prod shyne

18M, Huge fan of Osei's music. Love your music, bro, truly.

can't eat (prod 77mending)

osei

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