i heard (sentencc)

[osei]

one day my life, it’s gon be over
one day, i know that the pain is gon be over
for the first time, i was 13 and my wrist it burned
why’d you leave me on delivered? yeah, my heart it hurts

when i wake up, nigga, i just be thinking of serb
yeah, ily serb, yeah, ily serb, yeah, ily serbbb-

i do my own thing, and niggas they still fucking envy
why you being distant? bitch, i’m tryna help — just let me
bro, my wrist is messy, i’m not tryna show you
nigga, i’m too traumatized, but that shit is old news
told that bitch, yeah yeah, bye bye
bitch, you’re fucking old news

you were tryna play me
and at the end, you had the nerve to fucking blame me
you were tryna blame me?
yeah, at the end, bitch, i still won, cuz i’m amazing

[yuske]

i can’t explain — girl, you got me so nervous
it’s such a shame, don’t know if it’s worth it
i’ma take the pain — i know that i deserve it
had to leave you, cuz i had to change

cuz you come and then go, but my love never ends
i been tryna get over
over you

just tell me where you wanna go
yeah, nothing stays the same
you know that i’m still holding
know that i’m still holding on

you know i’m struggling, but i keep going on
and on the surface, it doesn’t seem so wrong
and all the words left unsaid, they’re still stuck in my head
i been going in circles while i lie in my bed

and i’m tired of feeling sorry for myself
it keeps going on whenever i come down
i always think of you
and all the things you do to me

traumabonds

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flip dat (ikari)

I just gotta keep my business private  I just gotta I just gotta smoke my gas ill light it. In my 20s but from time to time I think bout cutting , why'd she lie to me she said I'd be her future husband. She would swallow me whenever I was close to cumming , too bad ur a slut bitch yea ur not a wife bitch . 

I used to fw hoes like I’m Robert De Niro , she just asked for my letterboxd that shit's @ noblehonorable . Fuck these music niggas I won't meet them they're all fake bitch, I'm going up with no one by my side that's sum they hate bitch.

Hate bitch hate bitch osei is sum they hate bitch. I ain't quitting college I just got my damn internship , Dutch ppl are racist but I'm still fucking working. I don't wanna work w u bro ur fucking trash man. I don't got no friends left I thought u were my best friend I thought u were my twin bro I thought u were my best friend.

Go ahead and pop a xan again , just know that you're never gon see me again no. U rly picked some pills over me u gtg, all these fucking lies they make me sick I can't no more. I just gotta keep the ppl close that want the best for me. Had to hug thr6x yea my brother wants the best for me.

I'm so sick of people, I'm so sick of giving love I never get it back. Oh no I'm so sick of ppl, ion wanna do this no more. I watch movies to forget my life, I watch movies to forget my pain. I'm in so much pain, all I know is pain. All I know is pain, know is pain.

I'm done.

i'm done. (prod dimpleb)

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Head (Prodby.Xear) - MDE Tae

13majki - kokos (meerski22)

bella (nassim) #twilight

where yo head at

Sometimes I'm on my knees saying god save us, everyday I'm questioning my goddamn existence. I remember the first time I took a blade from the kitchen, I remember the first time I told myself I hate existing. I wasn't even 10 and I already wanted to leave the world, why did she leave my soul after I bought her these diamonds and pearls. I was kissing her neck bc I was thinking that she was my girl , you left me to die while I was ready to show u the world.

I'm in bed watching movies bro I don't have a friend left, I used to cut way too often I don’t wanna see that. I don't wanna see my body, this music took over my life and my body. I’m going insane, I talk about music, I live for that music, I work for that music, I dream about music I’m going insane. I don't see myself nigga clocking in for like 40 hours and sell my soul for a job, when will it stop. When will it stop?

If I had a gun w me id shoot my damn brains out, if I had my blade w me I'd cut my damn veins out. Nigga I'm sick in the head and I got nothing else, once day I'll crash out and die I hope I won't go to hell. I just spent 5 hours watching novecento, movies rly saved me cause I rly don't do no drugs no more. Getting older and wiser I'm trying my best to stay sober, I rly called it quits cold turkey and I said it's over. 

Sometimes I'm on my knees saying god save us, everyday I'm questioning my goddamn existence. I remember the first time I took a blade from the kitchen, I remember the first time I told myself I hate existing. I wasn't even 10 and I already wanted to leave the world, why did she leave my soul after I bought her these diamonds and pearls. I was kissing her neck bc I was thinking that she was my girl , you left me to die while I was ready to show u the world.

i'm done. (prod dimpleb)

osei

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