i might look happy its not what it seems😔💔

zombie + shoruda prod symelz

questions (dimple + yungdni + smxkeystunna)

vampire diaries(888cole)

hold my hand 
counting hella bands 
got on marni when i land 
can i see u now while i can 
can u hold me down no you cant
 downtown walking around booted with my friends
dont know how to live
u booted off percs thats fentanyl 
evertime yall talk i cant hear yall 
fuck what he gon do im gon stand tall
i would call your phone 
if i had one call

when i land (dimpleb)

My wounds are itching I got fresh cuts on me , I'm trying my best but I just wanna die I'm sorry. If I kill myself no one would be able to stop me, if I kill myself no one would be able to stop me. I never signed up to live I never asked for this, people abandon me so much I never asked for this. Bitch keep on ignoring me I feel alone, niggas keep on talking shit I'm on my own, got no one to love I watch movies alone. Got too many wounds I feel like a soldier that came back from war.

You disappointed me so much u know I'm upset, rip to serb that's my brother but u know that. I can't do this no more, I just wanna die I don't wanna live no more, I feel like I'm a failure everything I do, It's not good enough. I feel like I'm a failure, if I'm dying soon just know that I did that to myself. 

I gotta smile for everyone, cuz I don’t want them to see, I just don't like how life is treating me. Cut myself and then I passed out, I just need a hug I just need a hug now. Please oh please, people don't ask me how I'm doing they don’t care. When u kill myself that's when they’ll care, please oh please oh please. Bro I got so much to say , I just wanna die young. Gotta cry, gotta cry sum. No one cares bout me, I'm cutting too much I cant stop bleeding. 

I needa stop sniffing ketamine that's addiction , addiction. Bro I'm hurting so much I'm addicted, I cried so hard. I just wanna die I just wanna die cuz I wanna die

OSEI 4-EVER

itching wounds

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itching wounds (prod april21)

I rain when no one sees the skies, my storms are hidden behind my eyes. I got some days where my sun don't shine, it's always a night in this heart of mine. I bleed in ways they've never seen, I might look happy it’s not what it seems. Slavery ended but I still feel caged, bro why do white people discriminate?

Man I'm so tired of proving my worth, everyday it feels like I gotta work. But what if I’m exhausted and tired? I'm tired of smiling I'm tired of lying. I’m tryna smile but I'm sadly breathing , I gotta be honest I think of OD'ing. 

Like Travis bickle I cannot stop bleeding, I'm bleeding my wrist it just cannot stop bleeding. I sew myself with the words of steel, I pretend that I'm otw to fucking heal. But my soul is tired it's empty , cannot wait til my life will be ending. My eyes are rolling to the ceiling, will it be my last breath I hope so. I hope I don't wake up, I hope I don't wake up.. tomorrow .

lonely

lonely (prod ikari + 1sadboii)

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I guess they just laughed at me making music, you ain't no one nigga u ain't start shit. At least I’m making money yea they know that I got profit, back in the day I hopped on beats that had no profit. You're going to music school lil boy u got no passion, I guess you're living a lie I gotta laugh bitch. Y'all niggas are just watching me but y'all just cannot start sum, fuck a local get ur money up and start sum. 

Quit acting nice bitch I see right thru you, I'm an addict to these movies it's like that shit got voodoo. Bruh u fucked up if I have ever blocked you , blocked you blocked you yea that nigga's blockfood. Blocked you blocked you yeah that bitch is blockfood. Just watched a movie and that nigga's like me, keep cloning me and hop on my type beats. 

You'll never be Osei-ei-ei-ei, half this community is Lame lame lame lame, I'm on letterboxd ok ay ay ay. I don't got no friends and that's a okay, with this life shit I'm allowed to make mistakes. This is earth not heaven I don't have to be perfect, you're talking behind my back and nigga u are lurking. 

Bitch , hope you die bitch, hope u cry bitch ima pop this gun like it's a mfing light switch, light switch light switch. I don't got no guns IRL I'm talking bout cod of course, I don't cap rap bruh my shits too real, used to sip lean I used to crack a seal. 

Did this shit on my own and I ain't sign no deal, suck my dick if ur walking like a hater. Fuck the fakes nigga I won't hang with no traitors, fuck red pill content and fuck traders, fuck that nigga Andrew Tate yea he lame yea. If you talk bout me I'll leave u a prayer. I guess that u move weird if u is a homophobe, I guess that u move weird if u is a transphobe, I guess that u move weird if u are a racist. Fuck a racist, fuck a racist, fuck a racist, fuck a racist.

letterboxd

letterboxd (prod rippo + brknglass)

(Osei)

Whenever people hurt me they're not sorry, don't want u to look at all the cuts that are on my body. I don't wanna live my life it’s not making me happy, niggas wanna beef online but they still cannot @ me. I feel so stuck w my life I don't wanna do this, fuck a 9 to 5 bruh I don't wanna do this. I just wanna get up and only make that music, but I wake up and go to work. 

Cuts they're on my wrists it's something I did not deserve, I don’t wanna dickride to a boss or a ceo. Nigga I wanna be my own boss and no ceo, I love watching movies now that shit makes me happy now. I got no friends by my side I just had to let them go, I record fast in my bedroom nigga I don't need a studio. You were testing my feelings lil bitch and now I blocked u hoe.

Bitch how does that feel now hoe
B-Bitch how does that feel now hoe
I'm making jokes about the pain in my life like I'm Rupert, Rupert Pupkin yea I was in London. One day I'm gon make it and that shits gon be worth it, it's gon b worth it cuz now I'm hurting cuz now I’m bleeding cuz now I'm cutting cuz now I'm praying cuz now I'm crying.

I cannot lie everyday I think bout dying, everyday I think bout dying. I’m either gon make it or I'm gonna die trying, niggas wanna hate cuz I don't do the dickriding. Like go and check my page I don't even need a feature, Ima watch another movie I don’t wanna relapse. My whole life nigga I've been a reject, don't look at my cuts lil bro I don't want you to see that, please look away now please look away now.

Please look away now
I said please look away now.

lonely (prod ikari + 1sadboii)

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