i hope ur okay osei ik nb else asks abt it in the music but i understand u and we love u gng 🫶

Diary music is a raw, emotionally intimate style of music that feels like a sonic journal entry. It often features confessional lyrics about heartbreak, mental health, and personal struggles, paired with lo-fi or ambient production that enhances its vulnerability.

Diary 101

(jkjmetasco & dimpleb)


@emopara
@iloveyelowandmom

u cant take her from me ft nicky & rage (jkjmetasco & dimpleb)

blood all on my skin
wish i could do it again
write my name down when i sin
yea im wit my twin
he try to run bullets hit his friends
he talking down we spinning again
she said she hate me all again

she know i try
make me cry
why would u lie
i dont wanna die
all she do is cry
to me

nicky:

I feel like I’m stuck without u 
but I cannot leave so I just want u here wit me

I roll up your sleeves and I see tht you cutting deep
think about my traumas now ah nigga cannot sleep
now ah nigga cannot think without u

fuck it ima leave without u
I want you to see what I do
are u here with me?

crying in my arms said u might die like probably 

hate u self harm yea I hate it honestly 
nd u just hate it when I speak 

ik I tell u to leave me lone
but now I want you home

lil bitch I’m tryna open up
but she blockin the door

she don’t want me to go 
kissing on your throat 
girl yk yous ah gem 

girl yk us ah ten
I’m just tryna fw yo friend

crying to me w/ nicky (meta)

I would hear you would speak bout my business, that's why I cut y'all off. Y'all are doing that shit cause I am winning. Idgaf bout these fake friends okay, my preset bro got the reverb delay. Cuts on my wrist I was never okay. They wouldn't care bro if I died today, I'm praying to god cuz bro I got some faith. I got no friends and that shit is okay, nigga at school I was always so late, I wouldn't work unless I’m getting paid. 

I was with six nigga we would get high, but now I hope that boy's gon be alright. If you talk to me lil bro I will fight, ion gaf bout these bitches alright. I'll spread all this money I'll spread it so wide, I'm gon crash out gon crash out bitch.

Yea this year I cut on myself bro I’m sorry, sometimes I gotta act nigga like I'm Tom Hardy, got no dreads cuz I cut them off bro I was wilding, when I study I pop that damn adderall, yea u wann put me down cuz ur fucking small, your hoe liked my dick she said it wasn't small. I was buying my boots nigga there at the mall, they be hating on me and I don't even care. 

Bruh I fucked on that bitch and I pulled on her hair, cut my wrist vertically cause I don't even care, cut myself on the leg cuz I don't even care, like Travis bickle I'll block you right there. Sometimes life ain't fair, well nigga oh well. You're gon go to hell bitch cuz ur so unhealthy. Yea u tried to kiss my best bro got me like wth here. 

2025 is bout the damn money, I'll wear that sweater even tho it is sunny. These hoes are tryna talk to me, I'll kick these niggas like I'm Bruce Lee, raf Simon's no trues, ion gaf who like me, I got shyne fuck a type beat, cut my wrist I'm unhealthy. 

I'm addicted, im addicted .

crashed out

SPOTIFY

crashed out (prod shyne)

My life hasn't been the best I know that bc I'm just not like the rest. I'm feeling blue inside cuz I'm so depressed, I dunno how else I'm being so upset. Gotta put a smile on my face I don't want no one to know, I know that I'll die one day but I just wonder how I'll go. Will I kill my self, or will I die unexpected? Yeah she broke my heart, that was sum expected, what did i do wrong? Bitch u left me for dead. I just hate her guts, now I know where we stand.

I can't eat no more, cuz I feel sick. Anxiety it took over my body now bruh I feel sick. I relate so much to Travis cuz these girls are all the same. they don't care about me, yeah they're all the same. I was high on the streets and it was 3 AM, was high asf on the streets and they were worried man. 

I could've died that night, it was just one of those damn nights. But I always get back to my demons, I'm positive that my shadow is my mfing demon. Bleeding cuts and stitches, dying's on my wishlist. Bro I don't like college, it feels like prison. I don't want a future job no I just wanna make that music, that's all I wanna do I really wanna make music. 

No im not satisfied (x2) I just wanna escape, I  wanna escape this life. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends bro. I'm in my bedroom I don't got no friends no, I'm in my bedroom I got no friends no. In my bedroom I gotta record yuh. Huh.

my shadow is a demon

my shadow is a demon (prod dimpleb + backxster)

Dunno where to go, I've been in this place before. Picked blades up bro at 13 I wasn't enough, just like my scars bro I'm so fucking lost. Serb I miss u so much yea I just wanna talk, I got scars on my body don't remind me I fucked up. Suicidal thoughts rip robin Williams, no matter what I gotta push thru that shit is resilience. 

She doesn't care about me she she doesn't care bout my feelings. Life's bout learning lessons bro and life's bout all that healing. Guess I got no friends left that shit happens when you're winning.

I make mistakes mistakes mistakes sometimes I fuck up okay, I'm just human don't u understand. I'm just like Gia no one understands, my wrist is bleeding yea it's burning man. These niggas hate me, but I’m not Caring man. She just talked to me but that girl's full of lust, been thru so much pain bitch all I want is love.

Bitch i want is love (x)

awakenings

awakenings (prod dimpleb)

At this point I'm scared to open up and fall in love, cuz I don't wanna be in broken fucking pieces. My blood it hit the floor as I was praying to Jesus, like please help me like can you tell me... I can't even eat today nah and i puked too, nigga as a child I had a dream and it was YouTube. Yea I still got dreams yuh, yeah i gotta chase them. 

I wanna go up w my friends I gotta rest up, wait wait wait I don't even got that many friends. I don't got that many friends, cuz I'll die a lonely man. I'd rather be lonely than to hang with all these fake guys, shoutout to my dad cuz that man taught me much about like. Gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler gotta be a hustler I can't give up I'm a hustler. 

My dad went to the Netherlands from Ghana and didn't die, yea that nigga saw so much but he's still standing tall. Yea lil boy I got many cuts, but I'm still alive now. They're wanting me to fail yea they're wanting me to fall. I don't owe nobody shit get out ion gaf. Ion owe nobody shit no I don't give a fuck

can't eat (prod 77mending)

I’m surrounded by these people but I'm still feeling isolated, all these niggas wanna sleep on me they all know that I'm underrated. Why'd she kiss me on the lips she knows that she's not gonna see me later. Why'd she do this shit to me she's playing guess bro I’ll be crying later. I don't wanna go to  college I wanna do what I love, I thought that she was the one but I guess that girl she gave up. 

These girls ain't shit they're all the same they're all the same, cuts on my wrist I went thru pain I went thru pain. You tried to kiss on my bro you're nothing but a hoe. Blood it dripped on the floor oh no, oh no-oo-oo.  

I'm tryna make it cuz I wanna give back to my parents, I wanna make it cuz I wanna live life like it's my last day. The only reason I'm still breathing's cuz of my nephew. Whenever I see that lil kid I tell him I love you. I want nothing but happiness for you. 

[osei... 'hello osei'] <3

I hope that you're not gonna go thru what I went through, if u wanna talk ill be there bro I gotchu. niggas is all talk yea they're lame I gotta block u  

Mm-mm-a aa I'm alone

caged

why i'm still breathing (prod backxster)

[I'm dying you know that? I'm dying here.]

I just dunno who to talk to, you lied to my face when you said Osei I love you. Ion think love exists I think that shit is fake, hoes they stay on tinder they can't get away. Am I good enough? Idk. Bitch why'd you leave me? Those times were a lie, yeah I know, the times that you kissed me.

Stop looking at my body and please look at my heart, I'm not made for lust I got pain and I got scars. Whenever I love, I just be loving too hard. And that shit hurts me all the damn time I should do better. I stopped cutting on myself I’m doing better, it's almost been a year yeah I hope I don't relapse. Loneliness follows me everywhere, used to cut my wrist yeah my blood it was everywhere. 

I know that there's something wrong with me, I should try to sign up for that therapy. But last time it felt like no one was helping me, there's no hope, oh. I don't think I wanna go. I got no one left like oh.

hopeless romantic

hopeless romantic (prod dimpleb)

@jkjmetasco
#hvb

i know they say i’m wrong but i know it’s right
and i see yo cards u gotta play it right
they just wanna know just how i came by
i’m wit animals in da chamber
yea i know it’s not alright
yea i know i gotta change alright
u wanna go and i know dat right
no u wanna ?
dreads in my head like lobo
i know what u said it was not right
i know wat u did, and i can’t lie
i know that it wasn’t fun for you
i know that it wasn’t fun for you
if i walk up, i might take dat shit from u
ion know why i went back for u
if i go broke i might have to go and loot sum
and u got a glock but i know dat u don’t use em
wait, srt truck ain’t enough for u?
u don’t like my sound well i don’t give two fucks
nigga talking shit ok then we’ll knock ya tooth up
i know i was down but i just had to go up
making money moves i do not wanna be a no one
they just said i’m lame, yea, it take one to know one
i got 20 racks, yea, u can’t even show one
i don’t wanna be around these niggas cause they on one
i got real money and these niggas really online

chamber (saig 1sadboii)

crash out2

recollect ft chaosysl (kynlary chaosysl)

I just gotta keep my business private  I just gotta I just gotta smoke my gas ill light it. In my 20s but from time to time I think bout cutting , why'd she lie to me she said I'd be her future husband. She would swallow me whenever I was close to cumming , too bad ur a slut bitch yea ur not a wife bitch . 

I used to fw hoes like I’m Robert De Niro , she just asked for my letterboxd that shit's @ noblehonorable . Fuck these music niggas I won't meet them they're all fake bitch, I'm going up with no one by my side that's sum they hate bitch.

Hate bitch hate bitch osei is sum they hate bitch. I ain't quitting college I just got my damn internship , Dutch ppl are racist but I'm still fucking working. I don't wanna work w u bro ur fucking trash man. I don't got no friends left I thought u were my best friend I thought u were my twin bro I thought u were my best friend.

Go ahead and pop a xan again , just know that you're never gon see me again no. U rly picked some pills over me u gtg, all these fucking lies they make me sick I can't no more. I just gotta keep the ppl close that want the best for me. Had to hug thr6x yea my brother wants the best for me.

I'm so sick of people, I'm so sick of giving love I never get it back. Oh no I'm so sick of ppl, ion wanna do this no more. I watch movies to forget my life, I watch movies to forget my pain. I'm in so much pain, all I know is pain. All I know is pain, know is pain.

I'm done.

i'm done. (prod dimpleb)

#longliveserb #seigarde

She left me why'd she do this? Idk why they are always in my business, the only reason I make music is because of Serb. Can't lie I miss my brother, I’m honest w my music I’m not undercover. I cannot wait to better my life by going to therapy. I gotta improve my life and my decisions, bro I know that my body's full of them incisions, bro cutting myself was not a good decision.

My bro's in heaven spreading his wings, I’m doing this for you... I often feel so lonely idk what to do, I wanna express myself with my art , was a creative child cuz bro I was always making art. Bro I'm honest w my songs I cannot lie, back in the day I'd look at my wrists to cry. I don't want medication gotta get rid of my demons, I crashed out I was in my feelings. I'm sorry that I always overthink, back in the day i'd do them drugs bro and I would drink: but that’s not the solution. 

I'm delusional you might as well call me Rupert, cuz I will make it one day bro just watch me, cuz I will make it one day bro just watch me. They don't believe in me they don't want me to succeed. I won't slow down ima keep going.. I gotta keep going cause my brother is watching over me. He was the only one that believed, I’m tired of feeling like a burden. Back in the day I'd cut myself that shit was burning. I'm still fucking hurt, yeah I'm hurting.

incisions

incisions (prod shrine + epv)

03 All White (Prod Nine)

senditup ( p. havinamo )

U can call me Ky, or just Linch. Im 18 years old and I'm a big fan of Osei's music. Love your music, bro, truly.

seigarde.
merch: https://osei-4-ever.myshopify.com

https://solo.to/ose1y

why i'm still breathing (prod backxster)

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