I PEEL MY BLISTERS BEFORE THEY CHOOSE TO HEAL 🔥🔥🔥🔥

"she's gonna break my bones and send me a fart!" 😫🗣️💯

tell me its over ill leave right now
forgot to look down saw that im bleeding out
vision's blurred do you see me now
and i hold on hope that you’ll come newfound
cant move from the neck down
havent checked my pulse i think im screwed 
can’t take no breaths now
ever since you cut the lights out in this room
(hi mom!)
ever since you cut the lights out in this room
its true
want you to understand so badly
i wanted you so bad i let you stab me nooo
and even now i’d let you,  gladly

you didn’t tell me you were so cold
(everyday is a different battle)

And i have never felt better then after i was thrown away w/ sydney runner

outside the lines prod narc

i do this shit for zay
@zayok
@zayok
@zayok
@zayok

#FreeZayok prod jxcob

a farewell to summer and its burdens
prod me & @djmegan666 & @sunsculptor
https://hachinemu.com

tracklist
1. [WAR_PAINT] ʅ(◞‸◟ა)ʃ PROD ME & DJMEGAN23 #精神戦
2. [MAKESHIFT] ꉂ(≧▽≦) PROD ME & SUNSCULPTOR #ｳﾝｻﾞﾘ
3. [IDOL_DILEMMA] (𖦹 _ 𖦹) PROD ME #アイジレ
4. [EVEN_IF_IT_MEANS_YOU_BREAK_ME] 肺腑 PROD SUNSCULPTOR

lyrics:

treesap from the street doctor
mean mobbing
labels give me green offers
i keep sobbing
my tears fill the money counter
im clean, polished
my mother raised a mean monster
he real toxic

im off it im on one
im inside out and fucked up
duct tape
shawty aint gone want me when the suns up
bros fake
they dont really love me keep it summed up
war paint better keep it cordial i dont want trust

she dont even think about me when im singing bout her
pockets turned from Austin powers into fat bastard
choppa sing like crystal kay okay then soon after
that boy name up on display next to a newscaster

gas from the street doctor
mean mobbing
labels give me green offers
i keep sobbing
my tears fill the money counter
im clean, polished
my mother raised a mean monster
he real toxic

...

im a internet baller
she said that she want me got her number but wont call her
she came up to me no i aint ever cat call her
chain around my neck im a cat with no collar

gotta make a dollar stretch fuck honor
money power and respect ion want it
shawty biting on my neck like shinobu
i dont rlly know you but yo bitch call me father

brother, mother, make em famous
i dont fuck with fakes pop yo homie if he racist
fuck a studio i diy it my shit makeshift
press record i dont think i just make shit
i stay away from paparazzi my bitch hate em
saying she wanna stay private cuz she faking
i go undercover Takahashi dont be blatant
i got undercover shooters like a freemason

...

i never tried to be an idol yet we here
im just sick of being idle standing by when you're not near
fill the void with sex and lies
in your eyes im nothing much
you can tell that i disguise it
i try not to open up
smoking heavy in my lungs
i dont love it but im numb
crash dummy sitting passenger
im trashed if it go wrong
i pass and rip the bong
strip myself of every single thought
hoping God will strike me down because im writing bout this stuff

...

its rough i know
i been through this shit more than a couple times
smoking hopes and dreams and in-betweens and mom and papas lies
craving dopamine and smoking i been tryna cut our ties
but inside of me im broken picking petals off my life
packing product ship it off and cast the net just once again
shes been getting on my nerves with every word im taking in
pick the dirt up with my hands and sprinkle it over my sins
i know no amount of digging graves could kill off what i did

i tried to be an idol now im stuck
up at 6 i haven't slept my body stressed, dont give a fuck
miss my brother he been dead but in my head he still my 1
sometimes i wish that i never said the shit i say in songs

...

wishing things never went south
up at 3am tryna make sure she dont kill herself
i think bout sammy everyday i wish i could have helped him out
felt like a dumbass tryna save him from 1000 miles out
i know that you and i have issues
i would rather we not speak
but i remember when we chatted every hour of the week
5 years seem like its forever til you watch that shit go by
didn't get to say goodbye, i dont got any left to weep

and we can fight again, fight again but it wont fix the trauma
i know i dont got the courage to be honest with you mama
growing up we had a lot but we aint have communication
i just wish that i could say maybe its a form of karma
i dont understand why i had to grow up inside a cage
sitting pretty while the ugly shit is feeding off my brain
grandma we're not the same because the color of my skin
but my bro never played tricks or tried to make me feel hate

[SHINRISEN] 心理戦 www.hachinemu.com

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a demo ; i cant be bothered to finish it 

lyrics:
i peel my blisters before they choose to heal
i choose to love you before i love my self
darling come look my way
darling come dig my grave

if i cant have you dont want anyone else
pull me closer till i learn how to feel
and im a weapon of mass destruction
and shes the queen of inducing seduction

dear spine eater you took my heart
shes gonna break my bones and tear me apart

i peel my blisters fell in love with the pain
and the fog of war between us fucks with my brain
i fold my cards until i split into two
cus i know you better than anyone in this room

darlin dont look my way
come join me in my grave
you said you love me but you dont know my name
you love the summer heat i hate when it rains

spine eater

soundcloud.com/sinefelt soundcloud.com/chewy soundcloud.com/dreamno7e
soundcloud.com/100signs

soundcloud.com/zzoos
100signs thats my bros i cant fold
countin up this bread lose my count i dont kno
im on a new leaf
u switched up
dnt act like u ever knew me
its not 
its not what i want
brand new clothes u know that ima flaunt
bitch
w my bros n we smokin on that strong
i been away from home
u kno i cant admit im in the wrong

soundcloud.com/sinefelt
yea u seem to move with keeping up appearances in mind
telling the lie that i'm at fault isn't something i'd get behind
and it feels so stupid that it took me so damn long to realize
how many thoughts i had about you were really idealized
shit, fuck it tho i guess it's all okay
cause zoos and i gon reach our end goals
you been actin tough but you oragami and we can't fold
you out of touch as fuck like melik saying he got "cancelled"

soundcloud.com/zzoos
24 im on new shit
off this gas i get stupid
yea these bands aint fix my brain this shit useless
(that shit useless)
i cant feel my face im too gone off these pills
my bro keep that chop n u kno he shoot to kill
all the shit i been thru bitch im srry i cant feel
ima medicate myself thats th only way i heal

soundcloud.com/sinefelt
huh, yeah, and i've been hurting
can't quite aptly state the affect of your wording
my bitch she perfect
make me feel worthless
tear me apart; i don't deserve it, yeah
but it's alright, i'm not the one devoid of purpose

New leaf w/ sinefelt (heroine + dreamnote)

mixed 
produced
written
loved by me

lyrics;
dry tears on my face
from where i cry all the time
and im done losing sleep 
over the girl of my dreams

we all pay a price
you freeze me like ice
dont even say bye

my name up on a photograph 
on ya nightstand
i look up at the moon i love the way the stars dance
you cropped my face out of that picture and its quite sad
anemic baby when i stand up i get white hands

carved our initials in a tree my baby
and ive never been brave
you mold me like clay
in your heart i stay

and i watch how you blossom
you love how i rot
just please let me breathe

dry tears on my face 
from where i cry all the time
and im done losing sleep
over the girl of my dreams

we yell and we fight
i hate when you lie
wanna see that smile
id wait a lifetime

your voice in my head
id be rich and dead
but im trying me best

done livin my nightmare
im scared of the dark
dont know what ill find there
dying for the sake of art

sleepwalker

produced mixed mastered and written by me 
cover from mi beloved

lyrics;

i wont be the same
imagine how it hurts
when im the one they blame
you cant take it back
whats said is done

just feed me to dogs
and leave me out to dry
and when they clip your wings
cant teach that bird to fly
and everytime we kiss angels seem to cry

they cryyy they cryyy

i found your arms
in someone elses heart :(
and youll die 
in my head
i wanna stay 
just stay with me 

make it worthhh 
all my precious time
i wanna have you to my self
nobody else

and i found your arms
in someone
elses heart
and ill die 
my feelings all the same

i found your arms

game

og song - https://soundcloud.com/sinefelt/weed-beach
@sinefelt kinda awesome

i did everythinmg in this version

cover of that one sinefelt song

dying for the sake of art
#tweakn
vocalist
heartwrenching rock

spine eater

osoarin

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