god theres so many of this short, beautiful pieces out there. I can't get enough of them

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always breaking, always healing
all I tried to find was meaning
fill my heart and learn to let go
sacrificing all my being 

always healing, always breaking
I’ve lost track of what my age is
in this little lifeless meadow
I thought I could bring salvation
//

Thank you everyone for your patience and support while I pour the totality of my heart and soul into creating my album; it means the world to me.

always breaking, always healing

IT'S THE NEW WAVE OF THE FUTURE!
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fishmonger is probably album of the year for me, so when @underscores put out the stems for it i knew i had to do something with them. here's a mashup remix featuring parts from kinko's field trip 2006, where did you fall, second hand embarassment, del mar county fair 2008, spoiled little brat, and there's a cover of the fish song on piano at the end. i had a lot of fun with this and if you're not familiar with the album i highly encourage you to go listen through it!

PANDARAGUPAN

bacon pancakes cover

070421, memo 9. rishi, upright.  jaron, launchpad midisynth, monogram cc.  mike, pads midi, yelling.  brenda, kaosscilator, drums.   kaela, blahaj.  desi, barking. c':

foreverjuly

this was a freestyle recorded in 2020 on a night when i was drunk and sad.

purchase on bandcamp here: https://otrapic.bandcamp.com/track/flutter

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/7vYyDasfVor6TpYtOOP5RJ?si=dde422623649419d

listen on apple music: https://music.apple.com/us/album/flutter/1606804327?i=1606804328&app=music

flutter

co-prod by @charliemakesmusic
thank you for being here :)


baby i can't fall asleep i think too much about the end
and i think im running out of time ill fall into your skin
fall into your skin
wait for this to end

romanticizing life
you must have lost your mind
all i do is sit inside
i waste my time

but its all my fault
didn't get a job cause ur too comfortable
cutting off some friends its nothin personal
they're just going through some shit you never felt at all
party in the city i forgot my flaws

my visions blurry tonight but im still looking at you
we got too high (high) off our shit and we got slightly amused
i dont feel so sad
baby you don't mean that
i take a look where im at
feelings i gotta combat
and i fall back to you
i fall back to you

something has to change

its not hard to be alone
i watch your spine slope
jumping out the window
take care
you know i wont
morphine tastes like sunscreen
i got a mouthful
termites follow ballpoint pens 
hand the plate to the waiter and touch his hand
what doesn’t kill me makes me small
ive been so quiet since i turned 18

carpal tunnel

have you forgiven yourself?
have you forgiven yourself?

you're cruel and you're drenched
in sweat.
you're cruel and you're drenched
in sweat.

have your helping of revenge and write a hateful song.
have your helping of revenge and say a nasty prayer.

your bed is your padded cell.
your bed is your padded cell.

so bite your tongue and
paint the cell with
every god damn ounce

Fields

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