fall. you are alone child. there is only darkness for you; and only death for your people.

“to my hands, you’re stiff an cold”

Sounds like he sampled residential - the old fisherman

never enough

lyrics:

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

tryna open the doors, can’t find an escape
maybe it’s karma or maybe it’s fate
start to think I’m the problem and I shoulda changed
i wanted things and I got them but I’m still the same
I wanted to be someone you could depend on
Someone to be there when you need a hand or something else
A shoulder to cry on when you’re not well
I wanted to be that, can you believe that?
After everything I’ve done
But I could never be that, am I dumb?
I been shooting for the moon,stars,and the sun

I try my best but I’m still fucking it up
your scent is poison and it’s fucking my lungs
the thought of trying makes me wanna give up
try to do everything but it’s not enough

I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 
cuz I’d do anything to make you feel important
show you that your special, I tried and you ignore it
I been lying and you know it
The love is lying dormant
I hate waking up and not knowing my importance
The effort isn’t showing
The hate is getting potent
Can’t look up at the clock, my time is getting shortened
I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they’ll notice

potent

same song, new pitch, some new vocals, slightly better mix. enjoy <3 

lyrics: 
maybe im never enough
i'm sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together, it's not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
it's too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

don't call me at 3 AM in the morning
do not disturb, it's been getting annoying
you say that you care but it's not really showing
cant take it no more that's why I've been ignoring your calls
its cool if you don't care at all
but why try to talk when you know that i'm tryna move on from you
like what's wrong with you?

we just go up and down and back and forth
i've been looking left and right and nothing works
i don't wanna talk cuz ill just make it worse
ill just keep acting like it doesn't hurt
there's too much in my head i gotta figure out
i've been on my own for a minute now
you cannot stay, i gotta kick you out
i cannot wait until i finish now

maybe im never enough
im sick and tired of fucking it up
tryna put it together but its not adding up
talking a lot but you can't back it up
act like you care but it's not holding up
it's getting harder, i cant open up
tried over and over to show you my love
its too bad that we dont give a fuck at all
x2

never enough (2023)

produced by guda & JibaoRockin

lyrics: 
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes
open your eyes, eyes

i know you see me
you cant deceive me
you act like it's easy
to throw me away to rot

i know you see me
i know that
just open your eyes
just open up your eyes

you're not blind you're not deaf
i know you see and hear me well
you choose not to hear me
i feel i need to yell
and you say that it's love
but i'm not sure if you mean well
til death do us part
i guess i'll see your ass in hell
i'll see you then
i don't know when
just open your eyes
and you'll see me again
i'm neither foe or a friend
it's only us in the end
wish you could see through my lens
won't you just

open your eyes (just open up)
open your eyes (can you see me?)
open your eyes(just open up)
open your eyes, eyes (can you see me?)

ah

open your eyes

produced by vercettiprada

lyrics: 

only call me when you need sum
I’m not returning a call bitch I never need them
I said fuck em only need me and my money
I don’t need a threesome
you busy hatin on the net, I don’t think you bitches ever been loved

I done made bout 50 bands chillin in my bedroom
Plan on making 50 more chillin in the same room
I know that’s something you can’t do
Honestly baby I can’t lose
I know I said that before but now it’s sum I can prove

tell me where the fuck you at
where the fuck you been
tell me what’s the word
told me chase that fucking bag
Put in that work
And the world is yours
Told you that I never lack 
But I fucking did 
Bag up on the floor 
Yk imma bring it back
Stuff it in my bag
Bring it back home

call failed

bones. w/ jelex (f. jades)

lyrics:

I feel you drifting away from me
you do it so blatantly
I’m done waiting patiently 
I know you don’t care
(x2)

I know you don’t care for me
you love me so hatefully
can’t hide ur complacency 
ur heart is no place for me

I’m never falling again
you pushed me over the edge
I’m scared to fucking offend
but can’t keep playing pretend with you
can’t forgive and forget the truth

I feel you drifting away from me
you do it so blatantly
I’m done waiting patiently 
I know you don’t care
(x2)

blatant

produced by thom 

I’m sick but thanks for 5K 



lyrics:

and I’m not stuckk like when I started
got away from that apartment
used my pain to line my pockets
now they’re gone and no one’s watching me

just wanna know if you’re proud of me
but I know I’ll never get that
just wanna hear that you’re proud of me

you know I will always try my best
I’m doing more when I feel like less
there’s so much that I wish I said
but you’re not here now

I still don’t like to cry now
don’t like to cry now

and I’m not stuckk like when I started
got away from that apartment
used my pain to line my pockets
now they’re gone and no one’s watching me

just wanna know if you’re proud of me

are you proud of me?

song is by otuka, he just deleted it so i reuploaded it 😈

Lyrics:

(I'm just procrastinating)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

Do you hear me, my dear?
I'm calling for you
I'll give up my fear, and step away from my room
Step away my safe place, my comfort is you
My heart's not in the same place when it comes to you
(When it comes to you)

As long as it's you, I don't care
As long as it's with you, I don't care
As long as it's with you
Don't care what it is, as long as it's with you
As long as it's you

darling

otuka - darling

produced by michael harrison

lyrics:

there’s nobody home tonight 
they won’t hear me if I scream
if I put one in my head
they won’t find me til I reach 
rigor mortis

until my hands are stiff and cold
and the lead’s pierced through my bones
this is everything I’ll leave

I hope that you don’t weep 
good thing I’m a coward
I’ll be here for a while
don’t worry about me

still save a seat for you / don't worry about me

don't worry about me

thx for 200K monthly on spotify!!

I don’t really like to talk unless it’s worth my while
don’t feel right anytime I smile
jaw been locked for a gawdamn while
u changed up the way I change my sound
I’m too RAW, hittin like smackdown
punch-in like Rock (Lee), drunken fist style
in due time they’ll give me flowers

better put some respect on me
try to catch up, u gon need a whole damn team
the way I drop now I don’t even let them breathe
not a single mf who could play in my league

thought I told you tell me your regrets
the greed you hold inside ur chest
don’t self destruct I’m not against you
I’m tryna get inside ur head

it don’t even make sense to me
they don’t even wanna talk to me
won’t even acknowledge me
(no they won’t, no they won’t now)

I’ve been fighting tooth and nail
til my skin is running pale
til I’m on my last inhale
til I got nothing left to share

drunken fist style

raw vocals
guitar by michael harrison

I’m so afraid right now
feel like I’m close to the end somehow
thought I was just getting started
and now I’m stuck in my tracks

I’m scared that it’s all for nothing
I’ll lose it all in a blink of an eye
I devoted my life for this and I’d die for it

and I’d die for it
I’d die for it
would you die for it?

it feels like it’s all coming after me
they got my life on a stopwatch
feels like my own brain is after me
who even needs enemies
when you got urself straight torturing
put myself in a minefield
can’t even win when it’s my field
I’m losing a home game
how am I losing a home game?

home game

enjoy the funky little intermission. 
take a break, dance a little, breathe.
back to work i go but we'll be back soon,
all love always.

produced by yogic


lyrics:

baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice


they gonna tell you what you want
but I’ll tell you what you need
everything is said and done
gotta know when you should leave
but the feeling’s so addicting 
can’t let it go
all you gotta do is listen to me
be one and sink into me
I crave your intimacy 
love it when you’re in sync with me
I love the way you smile
love the way you walk around
every breath and every sound
the way my name comes out your mouth


baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice

listen

reupload. someone took it upon themselves to upload "eyelids" to all platforms as their own song and in turn, my upload of my own original song was copyright striked and taken down automatically. this is the same song just slightly pitched down. if it stays up without issue, enjoy.

produced by never forever


lyrics:

i know that i'm clouded
hope the sun shines someday upon me
I’ll open my eyelids
and see what I was missing 
cause my mind was so weak
crack open a smile for all the times I couldn’t speak
my mind

it don’t even matter, never lost faith in it
now I make a little pape with it
fuck around make a name with it
this a cold brew with some pain in it
now the boy got some age in em
same book but the page different
set a bookmark but it kept flipping on me
I’m running outta time

don't worry about me

otuka

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