instrumental by me, ft. @deadcouple

https://open.spotify.com/track/3BGn9mC8B7TOGeZqfJNXaT?si=b6b1d111540244e4

lyrics:
[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

kisses on the cheek
baby ur so sweet
my knees are feeling weak
i forgot to eat
think it's been a week
and theres blood on my sheets
in what fucking world
would someone like me?

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

i just wanna be normal, normal
sit around feeling horrible, horrible

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

[deadcouple:]
yeah i love ur smile its adorable
im afraid to mess up this time i dont want that
sit in my room wasting away feeling horrible
yeah i hate this shit i always feel like trash

cut and crash
why are you sad?
dont feel bad
i did this all for you

why are you sad?
dont be mad
wipe ur tears
i did this all for you

[sekai:]
she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

she's a girl i met online
she could take my heart
yeah for a dime
her long pink hair and evil eyes
so dragged to her i'm mesmerized

denpa girl (ft. deadcouple)

evil ass anime song prod me w / @odihu

https://open.spotify.com/track/372bGG8wOCYX2Y6Sq98RY5?si=2312e7e71ecd420f

lyrics:
she's trying to tear
my world apart
ripping out my hair
i cry in the dark
when i leave this earth
i wanna leave a mark
big enough so she sees it in her heart
rip the page that can't be torn
kill myself cuz i'm adored
a guy with a sythe is at my door
pleasure knocks me on the floor

WHYD YOU HAVE TO DIE (x6)

i guess its time
to make u mine
but im so scared
of what will happen in time
cause im so scared of the dark
and all the places i walk
i want u right by my side
til i commit suicide
anvils
holding me back
im such a maniac
everytime when u yell at me when ur mad it makes me sad
when u talk to someone else it feels like ur stabbing my back

scared of this world (ft. odihu)

@bloodsekai

to false hope im clinging
my throat longs slitting 
shes stupid but perfect
n i know im not worth it 
im mesmerized can u be my life
i know i'll waste ur time but be mines for the night
i try to please u 
its worthless
i know the truth

hate everything ab urself 
im watching always hoping you'll b well 
am i doing too little or am i doing too much
will u b here w me? only time will tell 
it doesnt matter yea ill just sell 
in the end ima loser an incel
disappointment all i do is fail 
knife in my throat yea i cant wail

i cant save myself and nor will she Prod bloodsekai

No Talk </3 + renny

prod @bloodsekai

2d girls on my phone they're so nice and loveable
i'd never turn my back they could trust me
real girls aren't like this we get pitied

some think im funny and thats about it
one said she'd date me if i was different
didnt rlly get it cuz it wouldnt b me
but i understand now she just doesnt like me
i don't think that i could ever let me date them
whole standard thing makes me hate em
im a loser for the way that i think
but i rlly dont care cuz the world stinks

all the sols i've watched all the losers that i saw
they all ended up in love so why haven't i won
it really doesnt make sense to me
every girl should die unless they're 2d

i love 2d girls and hope all real women die
4x
hope when i die i get isekai'd
get welcomed home from a girl in my camera roll

real women should die @iloveanimegirls

self prod.

@ougistar
why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo
still can't let you gooo

nothing can fix how i feel.
still take all these pills

no i dont wanna feel
no i dont wanna feel

no i dont wanna feel
ooh, ooh, ooh.

why did you have to go?
you acting like a hoe.
you got me feelin' low
still can't let you gooo

@mqxixo
ima let u go
it was all a joke
the stars are falling so low
y does my heart feel broke
this love that i jus cant keep
it makes me feel like so weak
cuz till this day it haunts me
i feel so unbelonging
plz stop staring at me
mouth closed im grinding my teeth
i know that u wanna tease
y does no one want me 
i wanna slit up my face
cover it up with band-aids 
leave the world w no trace
nd let my name fade away

how i feel + moxi

on all plats   vvvvvvvv
https://open.spotify.com/track/5xa36KuOilMGle5wvI6UlJ?si=RFoCM_2rQdeLRdxpfOgIWA

heavily inspired by fangirls - h4rtbrkr
lyr:
i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i'm like a ghost to you
you see me and you stare right through
just wanna mean something
don't wanna be a spirit to you

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i feed into the delusions 
there's something in my head
i don't wanna keep on losing
i'd honestly rather just be dead

i watch you, you watch me
we stalk each other creepily
i want you, you want me
my need for you is crippling
i'd run through all the dust
just wanna feel your touch
you hate me but i miss you 
you make me feel so fucking dumb

i watch you prod h4rtbrkr

@bloodsekai

mystery guy nobody wants to follow
the grey sky compliments his sorrow
late night he got his heart broke
erase the factors he'd jump out a window

demons, no girl could ever treat him well 
thats how he sees them, no one would care bout how he felt
hates humans cuz their judgement 
inside of his room he's stuck in
he's such a stupid shut in
no ones heart could ever touch his 
whats love he doesn't trust it 
overthinkin mind's runnin 
will he ever win

grey sky matches my sorrow 
the mystery guy they will not follow
is me

mystery guy Prod bloodsekai

dumb ass bitch keep talkin crazy on the net w @pistanthrophobiaa

- mid mix n master by me cs am lazy n cnt make music

[ @eshx ]:

ye im the club
idk whts wrong
ur so perfect
ima little slut @_@
cut me in the gut
lemme feel ur love
ima ur little dog
cm n chain me 2 ur heart <33

d-d-dancing in the club
only to see u fkn go..
i just fucked up
ye i dont wanna go
im so messed
bby do u rlly care??
sorry im like ths
ima just dissapear ;/
kllng myself
inside of my room
im so insane
insanly in love w u
stalking me online
like do u rlly care?
evrythngs so fake
thats why im so scared-

ye im the club
idk whts wrong
ur so perfect
ima little slut :3
cut me in the gut
lemme feel ur love
ima ur little dog
cm n chain me 2 ur heart <33

sorry im like ths ;c (prod. 10n3st4r)

bro @bloodsekai

im internet famous because i hurt myself
im internet famous they love when i hurt myself
2x 

they love i cut my wrist
they love when i starve myself
they love to see me bleed out 
they love to see me bleed out 

they love the tweets i make
like the ones where i say
im going to slit my throat 
and i want to decay
i hate when they relate 
my lifes a facade 
i jus want to
be happy 

so i say i love
boys that dont love me 
they know we'll never meet
they make me smile for a while tho 
deny reality
temporarily 
love when he says he likes me
love when he says he likes me

i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
i lost my touch with the world 
I LOST THE TOUCH WITH MYSELF

i lost myself
idk how to get my back
i lost myself
and im stuck in here

No Talk </3 + renny

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