drinking under the streetlights

future diary

always wanted to do a remix of this song by x. i never got the chance to meet him in person but the art he created is beautiful <3

OFFICIAL VIDEO

what are you so afraid of (reimagined)

Lyrics

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Forget the times when you gave me a meaning
Fell for your laugh fuck I fell for your breathing
Then you switched up like leaves in the seasons
Running away and I rot into pieces
Fuck with my mental not feeling enough
Feeling the pain and I’m taking a puff
Playing the victim like what have I done
I see through the lies I see through the bluffs

I’m hating my person
Thinking bout life and I guess I deserved it
Could have been better I was just a burden
Wouldn’t care right now even if the world end
World end 
World end
thinking right now and I’m wishing the world end
And if it did I would save you a spot yeah you hurt me a lot but your my favorite person

You were there for me so why did you lie
I fucking loved you and I felt alive
My only friend and you stuck at my side
But I guess that’s convenient cause you stuck a knife
And I fell for you once nah I fell for you twice
But I fell to the bottom it’s dark there’s no light
And I know I sound petty I don’t wanna die
But just thinking of you I don’t wanna live life

What do I do when you leave me here bleeding
How do I cope when my pasts not receding
How can I start to rebuild up my heart when you said to my face I’m a joke and your leaving

What do I do when you leave me alone
What do I do when you blow up my phone
How i text back when I know all the facts 
And You put up an act cause I know bout the cheating

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Now your screaming that I hate you I hate you
No one really wants to date you yeah date you
Now Im hesitant to pick up the pencil 
Cause I’ve lost all the people that I relate to

Cognitive Distortion (prod. tennis player)

written by Lxst Boy & A Distant Voice
produced by mrmcchickino
mixed and mastered by Lxst Boy
cover art by Cavasoul

-lyrics-
(Chorus: Lxst Boy)
does she remember
the way she made me laugh?
i wanna text her
but i will get nothing back
it's harder than i anticipated
feel my chest collapse
i think i need a break
but i cant relax

(Verse 1: Lxst Boy)
save me
take control, don't
break me
turn the pencil upside down
erase me
what did i do wrong cause now
she hates me
oh she hates me

(Chorus)

(Verse 2: A Distant Voice)
every note that i would send
was a list of the dreams that i had in my head
but i missed all my chances, i’m feeling regret
now 
i’m 
thinking of how you would smile
you lit up my world
and it would took me a while
to stop feeling red
got my heart rate a hundred and ten
and you’re making it clear
i got nothing to fear
cuz now my end is here
all these letters i wrote to myself
were they meant for me or someone else
did i do something wrong to you 
making me seem like a demon from hell

(Chorus 2x)

S T R E A M

letters2myself w/ A Distant Voice (mrmcchickino)

@rxseboy x @fennelily x @sarcasticsounds - stay for the night

EXT999-Fighting

i couldn't really make this one any longer, because of how short the sample was. i really enjoyed flipping this sample into something even better. 
this sample was originally by @powfu. go give him a listen, he makes sick music.

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separation (feat. powfu)

happy valentines c:

your i love you... (ft. @powfu)

bae robins - your i love you... (ft. powfu)

My Mattress (feat. Powfu & Indii G.)

feat. ivri, jomie, and rxseboy
prod. Skinny Atlas and Monty Data

a world of chaos | feat. ivri, jomie, rxseboy

prod. @nilowhbeats

Verse

All off these burns 
Are things that ive learned
Chasing down something is powered by hurt

Feelings will fade
But memories stay
I wish they won’t

Chorus

I see the chaos
Their crossing the line
Fighting for honour and falling behind
Bleeding alone
And thinking of you
Hope I wake up at a table for two 


Verse 2

Soldiers are coming 
The ashes are flooding 
The ground beneath our feet

miles of bodies
The smell of flesh rotting
a ghost inside a dream

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of your eyes

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of being at your side

End

Wherever u go
Is where ill go to
I know im not home cuz my home is w you
And ill crawl
Ill crawl
Back to you
Ill fall back to u

My Mattress (feat. Powfu & Indii G.)

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