i wish you had known what i know
so maybe you'd hear my words
i see right through your chest
you're lying to your self
and that's why i don't fear death

i wish you knew what i do
every single little word i say is true
and even though i couldn't save you
it's all i ever wanted to

i wish you had known what i know
so maybe you'd hear my words
i see right through your chest
you're lying to your self
and that's why i don't fear death

My Life's An Ocean, and I'm Drowning in Love

i feel like i might just give up
and I still cant fall asleep
cause i'm still in love
it makes me throw up
and I'm tired of this
all i wanna do is quit
all I wanna do is quit
my life feels like shit
fuck what I feel cause it's not even real
i'm a selkie between worlds and that's okay
sometimes I wonder if you're okay
i've witnessed true horrors and shifted my fate
everything changed when I looked in your face
the love I felt, failed me
i just want some peace of mind
that's why I sing a piece of mine
this brief moment in our time
i can't even slow down right now
i think we frayed the twine we had
Do you trust me or think we're bad?
i just wanna get in your heart
show you my art
so you know why I'm falling apart
yeah, nobody knows
i reap what i sow I'm loving cause thats all I know
and that's why a year later she says she is sorry
she knows where I'll go and can't wait when I start
stacking up cash posting pics with nice cars
dadadada I don't care it's not hard
I have no love for this world
it's tearing my soul so I pray to Christ for a new heart
yuh I'm looking far
yuh ay faith will take part
relearning my love
I want to show you these feelings above
I know that one day you'll realize
when you look in my eyes
and see past all the butterflies
and i can finally tell you what i've been hiding inside
that i'm in love with you
if only you knew

i feel like i might just give up
and I still cant fall asleep
cause i'm still in love
it makes me throw up
and I'm tired of this
all i wanna do is quit
all I wanna do is quit
my life feels like shit
fuck what I feel cause it's not even real
i'm a selkie between worlds and that's okay
sometimes I wonder if you're okay
i've witnessed true horrors and shifted my fate
everything changed when I looked in your face
the love I felt, felt me

Blue Eyes White Dragon

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mixed by Greennotes

yeah, she got a lot of baggage
and it's sad shit
cause she was a bad bitch
yeah, smoking gas, spill my ashes
lose my mind like I'm on acid
yeah, and I don't even wanna pass shit
keep it humble cause they blowin cabbage
lights out, that's it
in the dark, bloody mattress
got me flaccid, cause she ratchet

i'm out the door
she on the floor
she like britney sayin 'gimme gimme more'
and it's cold in my core
is this existential horror
hoes in my dms but i don't fuck whores
spoken words from the past tense
once it's said and done it's my advantage
i'm rampent
and i'm snapping
and i'm laughing
don't get caught lacking
guns out
no strapping
no packing
no lust or bad acting
you're not a link to me so why you masking
that's asking
rosin bowls and i cache it
passed out outside and i meditate on magic

yeah, she got a lot of baggage
and it's sad shit
cause she was a bad bitch
yeah, smoking gas, spill my ashes
lose my mind like I'm on acid
yeah, and I don't even wanna pass shit
keep it humble cause they blowin cabbage
lights out, that's it
in the dark, bloody mattress
got me flaccid, cause she ratchet
no packing
no lust or bad acting
you're not a link to me so why you masking
that's asking
rosin bowls and i cache it
passed out outside and i meditate on magic

baggage!

i said i would never lie to you
i thought i was right for you
would you care if i lied? i lied.

not so fast
wanted us to make things last
wanted to regret our past
and i thought i was honest cause honestly
all i ever had was lust inside
i really thought you were my ride or die
now i'm tryna figure out who i'm inside but somehow...

I SAID I WOULD NEVER LIE TO YOU
I THOUGHT I WAS RIGHT FOR YOU
WOULD YOU CARE IF I LIED? I LIED.
SOMETIMES PHONE LIGHTS ARE MY NIGHTLIGHT
I WISH FOR A NEW LIFE
BUT UNTIL THEN I'LL FIGHT
I'LL FIGHT

and that's the way it ends
no more time to play pretend
you won't forgive amends
how can i make sense?

at the time in the past
i just wanted your love fast
felt your tongue
taste the rum
thought desire'd be more fun
if only i had knew it's not true

I SAID I WOULD NEVER LIE TO YOU
I THOUGHT I WAS RIGHT FOR YOU
WOULD YOU CARE IF I LIED? I LIED.
SOMETIMES PHONE LIGHTS ARE MY NIGHTLIGHT
I WISH FOR A NEW LIFE
BUT UNTIL THEN I'LL FIGHT
I'LL FIGHT
SINCE SIN
THOUGH I'VE BEEN LEFT RIDDEN
I STILL LOVE WHERE IT IS
LOVE IS ALL THAT'S WRITTEN
WHAT'S GIVEN
SOMETIMES I KNOW THAT I MISS YOU
BUT I CAN'T LIVE WITH YOU
YOU SAW THROUGH ME IT'S TRUE
AND I DID TOO

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