˚*•̩̩͙rippd✩sweatr•̩̩͙*˚＊

she told me i was hers
before she left me the same night
he told me "stay with me"
but i knew nothing about his life
i don't even know his name
but i still took a chance just to ruin it
tell me what i want to hear 
and it'll go in one ear and out the other

she kissed me on my cheek
and walked out the door
tears rolled down my face 
and onto the floor
i don't even know my name 
or what it was before
she thinks i was a waste
and now i'm just an eyesore
to her

Eyesore

Download

wishicouldletgo [Vocal Mix] / prod. byōki (ビョウキ)

gasping for air | Track 1/6
produced by @irselr w additional prod by me
written, performed, mixed & mastered by Micah Callari

[Verse 1]
Hush, I don’t care anymore
You wrung me out like a towel and I don’t care for it
No more of all your lies to keep me trapped
In your fucking spider web until all the strings have snapped

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Verse 2]
You would rather forget it ever happened
But I’ll never abandon all the thoughts I had (in the moment)
My first impressions changed, now we don’t see eye to eye
Now we’re just seeing ghosts (and you’re just ghosting me)

[Bridge]
Leave me for dead, I wouldn’t mind to
Never see you again, I’m fine to simply
Die alone in my bed, and let the scavengers
Avenge me post my death

[Chorus]
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust
Sick of your complacency and 7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

[Outro]
7 dollar beverages
7 times you said it wouldn’t matter if I said it twice
You’d still never fucking listen no matter how strong my leverage
You’d never cherish what we have until it bites the dust

7 dollar beverages {prod. irselr}

Change

prod: Flxffy_
guitar loop by jkei on looperman

lyrics:
"now im stuck in my head"

what's the point in life if i can't enjoy even a little second?
i end up feeling worse when i notice i don't know what im chasing
i convinced myself that nothing's going on so i'll just keep on breaking
doesn't matter tho cuz i gave up on life ever since that last weekend

i don't like this
everything that happens around feels like its my fault
stop crying
it'll take sometime till they know im not there no more

it wasn't so bad at the start and i miss it
i can't keep going on cuz im sick of it
oh
so i'll slowly keep going insane

i feel tired but i don't wanna sleep
help me get out i've been stuck in a dream
its too late now there's some things i won't see
i'll live my life not knowing what i've missed 

i really do not care if they forget me
i'll probably go back and do the same thing
its cuz the only thoughts i'll end up keeping
are things that im regretting
the people im forgiving

i don't mind it
they're simply just months of my life that i won't get back
i can't help it
just hope that the thougths that i have won't come back to bite

can i get a second?
i need to retrace my steps
i finally feel better
im hoping that it stays like this

i feel tired but i don't wanna sleep
help me get out i've been stuck in a dream
its too late now there's some things i won't see
i'll live my life not knowing what i've missed

(ty for taking the time to listen, it means a lot <3)

dreaming

drank shit ft. vilse, xxomm & kid sora (p. atmxs)

bring me to life

typicall

restart ft zoos [scrapped]

music video out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8uq2WMbZ1y4&ab_channel=paxel

my bro the rizzler, my gun big justice
you not spicy white you got no drip and no ice
like a ballerina on the block i had to spin twice
hawk tuah on the beat i had to spit twice
dead memes on the channel, had to watch lwaiy
take one, now im off one
bullied misha now my girl think im awful, fuck
take shots now im 9 in
reservations, stake sponsored take-out yeah, ay
chio sponsored hype house, it gets hype now
my bro egg irl, prolly took a cis pill
greened out but we stay taking hits still
love me or hate me im still making hits still
he a fan, he a hater, he can suck my dick
casual 100 mil on a fidget spinner
my fits so clean think im sponsored by swiffer
claim you got the sauce, you got stillwater
claim you doodle stuff, but where your talent at
made tommy mad, thats a mistake innit (shoutout l'manburg)

wishicouldletgo [Vocal Mix] / prod. byōki (ビョウキ)

ovthkeepr.