she listens to msg

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

I Don’t Wanna Die

black and blue

hi lol

lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

what made you think id ever get over you
now you're gone I have nothing left to lose
a maniac is loose and shoots on sight
shoot to kill is all thats on his mind

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

All I wanted was you to stay
didnt want things to end this way
on my way to a shooting spree
death by cop will be the end of me

A gun in my hand 
and voices in my head 
theyre in my head

A Gun in My Hand and Voices in My Head

what the fuck is wrong with me
must be a sped I can't fucking read
nobody even fucking likes me
just wasting time I'm just a waste of space

erected, rejected, retarded pathetic
just wasting time and it feels so hectic
I don't understand why my life sucks I hate it
I don't even know what the play of the game is
I hate it, it's stupid I really don't like
any of this get the fuck out my life
I'm so fucking close to going mad
wish that I could just live in the past 

am I just wasting my fucking life
I'm doing nothing I'm waiting to die
wish that I was a little smarter
wish that I wasn't retarded

retarded

verse
i lie awake and i think of your face
you never seem to go away
every thought it drives me insane
When ur deep inside my BRAINN

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

verse
and every night i break down and cry 
ive tried so hard to make it right
ever since youve left without a trace
im stuck alone here with this PAINN 

chorus
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
FOREVER INSIDE MY HEAD
ILL NEVER SEE U AGAIN
REMEMBER U UNTIL IM DEAD

NEVER SEE U AGAIN

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

Woke up dead, but I gotta keep grinding
Feed me my pills, keep my brain rewiring
Passed out from last night's bender
Another day, another drug, I'm just a number
And I'm never thinking, thinking out loud
I've never been dumber than I am now
I can't get anywhere in my own life
I can't ever do any thing right

i'm so tired of getting no where
i'm so tired, life is unfair
i'm so tired of getting no where
Ending my life cuz I don't care

I’m So Tired Of Getting Nowhere

80 bucks and I'm strapped up now
Laser sight in the dark pointin' you out
9 millimeter yeah that's the title 
Give a fuck if I'm suicidal
I won't be here in a while

Kickin' ass yeah
With my Hi-Point
Huffin' spraypaint
With my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point

My life is nothing but problems
And I got some something to solve 'em
Don't give me no fucking revolver
Hi-point is my problem solver
It was only 80 dollars

Do a kickflip
With my Hi-Point
Cough syrup
And my Hi-Point

In my waistband 
Is my Hi-Point
I got nine rounds
To prove my point
Girl don't touch my Hi-Point

My body was made for the tomb
Ever since I was in the womb
Gun violence, that's what I crave
I'm on a skateboard straight to the grave
Cuz all I do is misbehave

Do a drive-by
With my Hi-Point
No survivors
With my Hi-Point

To my forehead
Is my Hi-Point
I got one round 
To prove my point

Hi-Point

showing the world who I am through the music I make

black and blue

Owen Adamcik

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