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ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Waking Up Is Hard To Do (Alt Version)

Not Too Fond Of Them Ft. Chimney - NOKILAM

faggot

awake

Oh, this miserable stress headache... Feels like there's a rat in my brain!

My brain, it feels rearranged
It doesn't feel the same
Feeling really strange
My thoughts are starting to rot
I can't seem to talk
I don't need to talk 
When I die
I'll finally arrive
To where I wanna go
In the ground
Nothing to be worried about
That's where I wanna go 
My brain, feels rearranged
It doesn't feel the same
It's feeling really strange
My thoughts are starting to rot
I can't seem to talk
I don't need to talk 
When I die
I'll finally arrive
To where I wanna go
In the ground
Nothing to be worried about
That's where I wanna go

(2016)

my brain

pretty shit rip

i USED to feel like this.

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and the rents unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

Don’t need friends don’t need plans
Don’t need hope I barely stand
If I’m a joke let it land
It’s the only thing I understand x2

Nothing gets better it just get bitter
Text my ex then unsend it quicker
They said grow up guess I won’t
I Just sit here broke alone
And it’s fine whatever leave me alone

Haven’t left my room in like three damn days
There’s mold in the sink and rent’s unpaid
Tried to clean up but I just laid down
Stared at the ceiling til the guilt died down

I’m kinda fine with it
im gonna end it all

Same three songs same old loop
Cold fast food and warm canned soup
Tried to scream but I just stared
Guess it’s harder to stay impaired
I don’t feel bad I don’t feel much

I'm kinda fine with it

Live Audio Recorded August 24th 2024,

Remastered and Repackaged to commemorate the loss of Ian Mockler, a.k.a. Lil Watermark. A Natural Showman who put on one of the best shows East of the Mississippi deep in the forests of Virginia. A Great night of banter, partying and solidifying another great celebration of soyjack party

credits:

Performers:
Ian Mockler (Lil Watermark) - Guitars & Vocals
Danghul Bangyana - Drums
Aidan Ziril - Bass

Photography, Design - Foolz
Mixing & Mastering - Foolz

Additional Audio Submitted from Phone Video Recordings, Action Cameras, and Handheld Recorders:
- Elias
- Gabe
- Shot
- Tac

Special thanks to Bessarion and halfwayhobo for hosting. 

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Owen Adamcik