wtf... this just makes me wish for the old songs lost to time even more...

sick thoughts

self-titled EP released 9th of Jan 2022

Redpilled Rockstars are @deepblumusic @takadurr @ri_coper @goyfriendisraelfart


Credits:
Ozy for banning blu
Blu for angering ozy
Nevaeh for the picture

Fuck E-Punk

Lifes been real hard, you know im a fraud
Act tough all the time, but inside I cry
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

Daydreams keep me sane, problems in my brain
You are all I want, I love you oh wait
Around me vision fades, alone again cause I just woke up

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

I've been real tired, always undesired
Never seen a girl, its all so absurd
Think im gonna hit the hay, maybe tonight I will see ya

In the end it was all a dream
You're not real theres noone who loves me
You were always in my head, in an hour i'll forget ya

You're Not Real

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

whyd u have to go away i sit and lay all day
no goals no energy just want to rot away
ill just close my eyes go to bed i hope i die
when i do youll be the last one on my mind

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
solitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

and now youve came and went
along did my soul too
i wish that i could have held on to you
seems to be too late now, youve found somebody new
oh how i wish that i didnt know that too

cuz i hate living the same day
wishing I can go away
slit my veins and blow my brains
im fucking going insane
sollitude and emptiness
im falling into pieces
now my life has no meaning
soul has died and IM SCREAMINGGG

Solitude & Emptiness

TechClub Comp Vol. 2
4/20/24
Thanks for the help https://soundcloud.com/acleanbreak?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing 

404:
I feel like like death
Just give me one sec
Gonna smoke another pack
Till these lungs are black 
I'm tweaking out again
I'll be right back
I really fucked my brain
I'll be right back
I smoke real good
Only way that i could
She told me to quit 
And maybe i should 
If you don't stop now you'll be standing all alone
But i can't stop now I'm making all this dough 

Ooh
I'll see you out the door
Ooh
Sober life is such a bore 

Break:
I feel like shit just need another drink
I dont care if you throw another fit
Cause work sucks and im all alone
If i had you here then i’d let you know
Got a PBR and im driving my car
Down to the show for a beer with my bros
Gonna get fucked up and call you again
Don't wanna be friends i want you till the end

Ooh
I'll see you out the door
Ooh
Sober life is such a bore 

But you see that
Me quitting, I'm not trying half assed
This life really goes fast
And I'm sober now
Wish i told her how
It really fucking sucks that she's not around

WANNA B SOBER (ft. a clean break)

loser (shooter cover)

I met this girl
I thought she was the one
She broke my heart 
Now i hate that cunt.
And once a week she drinks
And dials me
She knows me well
Cuz she calls when Im horny
Am I a fool cuz I always pick up?
Is this love or just a phase of lust?
I dont care, i want to hear her voice
And in the morning, she'll forget that I exist.

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

The next morning she blocks my number
I try to call but she doesnt answer
The clarity (i gain) when I beat my meat
Makes me hate her
Shes for the streets
I hate that bitch I really hope 
She dies
I say Ill block her
We know that that's lies
And im a fool because Im full of shit
My phone will ring again at 3 A.M

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

Phones ringing
She's calling
Imma answer
Im drunk in a mood
Shes crying
Im drying 
Im a retard 
I will fall for it
Shes screaming
Im bleeding
Blood of false hope
Knowing whats to come
The cycle continues
Until i blow her fucking head off 

You stupid fucking bitch 

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

Drunk Calls

dont like what I see outside
feel just as shit when im inside
I dont want to live the rest of my life


omnicide omnicide omnicide omnicide
end my life end my life end my life end my life
suicide suicide suicide suicide
omnicide

I hate the way I, I always cry
fuck my mind just end my fucking life
hate everything cant change my mind

omnicide omnicide omnicide omnicide
end my life end my life end my life end my life
suicide suicide suicide suicide
omnicide

just end my life
just end my life

omnicide.wav

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https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build

Girls (Incel Anthem)

showing the world who I am through the music I make

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