Owen

sick thoughts

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when i see your face

blackpillage

V tubers are a plague and annoying af 
(lyrics)  
(Verse 1)
 I dream of anime girls who tell me I can escape this world 
They know how much my life sucks, They know how hard I got fucked.    
(chorus)
You say that I'm killing myself 
I say that I'm escaping hell
point the trigger directly at my brain 
blast away at the source of my pain
(verse 2) 
I know it won't be painless 
it sure as hell won't be easy
but once I join them 
they'll do anything to please me. 
(bridge) 
you tell me not to kill myself 
your words are emptier than this broken hell
my only true support wants me to blow my fucking head off
one shot is all it takes , one shot and everything will be okay

Kill Myself

Crustsox - FPS (unreleased cover demo?)

You don’t really wanna get in my way
I’m a madman, got my finger behind the trigger
I’m a wild card you’ll never know what I’ll do
I’m a killer, I’m a beater, I’m a cheater, I’m a winner
Walk up to your house with this Glock 45
There’s No hope for you I’ll make sure you die
Talking a lot of smack but you look so laid back
Just so you know I’m always on the attack

There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping
There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping

When you see the spray of my colt 44
You better running out those doors
Cause I can’t stop I’m a maniac
I always knew that I would be smoking crack
Shooting up heroin, they might call me black
They way I got this bread, i’m always counting stacks
You don’t wanna mess with me and the mac
I’m telling you man you better watch your back

There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping
There’s a shootout at the 7/11
There’s nowhere to run and you won’t go to heaven
People are dropping and hearts are stopping
There ain’t no more time for shopping

7/11

lovebug

chainsmoke

someday

black and blue

jamsesh

@mimimumi
A psycho in the making
His irrationality
The victim of his own lies
In his own reality

Say what you want, man
Why not give him a chance?
Well if you heard every word
That I had to sit through
No one knows it better than
The way that I do

You have the gall
You were not the one
I was waiting for
At all
I guess you were right
The one that you ruled out
Was the one I had
In mind
Think what you want
You used to be cool
You used to be more than
 a creep

You only ever got worse
Victim of a lost cause
Holding on to what hope?
That's all it ever was

I tried as hard as I could
To be your friend
God forbid
I admit
I don't like you
Like that

You have the gall
You were not the one
I was waiting for
At all
I guess you were right
The one that you ruled out
Was the one I had
In mind
Think what you want
You used to be cool
You used to be more than
 a creep

And you know I feel guilty too
Cuz it's not like I ever
Hated you
And you know I regret it too
But its too late
Its too late

Psycho in the Making (feat. mimimumi)

win your heart

I met this girl
I thought she was the one
She broke my heart 
Now i hate that cunt.
And once a week she drinks
And dials me
She knows me well
Cuz she calls when Im horny
Am I a fool cuz I always pick up?
Is this love or just a phase of lust?
I dont care, i want to hear her voice
And in the morning, she'll forget that I exist.

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

The next morning she blocks my number
I try to call but she doesnt answer
The clarity (i gain) when I beat my meat
Makes me hate her
Shes for the streets
I hate that bitch I really hope 
She dies
I say Ill block her
We know that that's lies
And im a fool because Im full of shit
My phone will ring again at 3 A.M

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

Phones ringing
She's calling
Imma answer
Im drunk in a mood
Shes crying
Im drying 
Im a retard 
I will fall for it
Shes screaming
Im bleeding
Blood of false hope
Knowing whats to come
The cycle continues
Until i blow her fucking head off 

You stupid fucking bitch 

Drunk calls in the night
Will be the death of me
I dont understand
Why she tortures me
False hope fills my heart
for the evening
Until she calls again on another weekend

On another weekend
Its just a phase of sin
And imma answer again

Drunk Calls

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

I'm a synthesist , sound designer , artist and musician from Denton TX focused on making music & art not for the product but to enjoy the process . my music is made almost exclusively using hardware and minimal to no editing/software , I hope you can appreciate the work and the strange sounds that come out of my life

showing the world who I am through the music I make

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