my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

5/21 :bruh:

NO FRIENDS NO LIFE I WANT TO DIE

🔙🔛🔝🔜

cute but psycho

Hard Christ - Wish U Were Here (Extended)

don't leave me waiting, darling, you know i love you so
i've been dying to meet you, i can't keep living in hope
anticipation for something you know may never come
no tragedy, no relief, until you're bored and numb

one day you'll ask yourself what have i done?
involuntary celibate martyrdom
hold me closer, pull me under, heaven's waiting for her lover
no one here on earth wants your delusion

your isolation's deceiving, it's something that you want
40 years in the desert believing you'll run into someone
policemen working and watching the system fall apart
no point in working for nothing unless you call it art

one day you'll ask yourself what have i done?
involuntary celibate martyrdom
point the gun and pull the trigger, heaven's waiting for a victim
no one here on earth that you can love

martyrdom

ickle's afterschool jam

stupid

Gibberish
WOAW
Thats so fricking wholesome man thats so freaking wholesome
WOOOAW

EVERY DAY IS AGONY

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

im sorry mom
i really tried
my best isnt enough
and i dont know
how to fix it cause

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
and i dont care
ran out of luck
its all fucking despair

my life sucks
my life sucks
my life sucks
its all fucking despair

Semi-Aquatic and Armed

My Life Sucks - Penguinband

g.round w.ave e.mergency n.etwork (preripped)


I'm a loser with no Future 
No girl, no work, no fun
I'm an empty-nothing in my life, i wanna die
So let me buy a gun

Na-na-la-la 
I'm Just a goner
Na-na-la-la
And you know i want her
Na-na-la-la
I'm Just a goner
Na-na-la-la
I'm so pathetic

I wanna fuck, i wanna breed
(nothing)
I'm being ripped right from a tree
(nothing)

Na-na-la-la
I'm Just a goner
Na-na-la-la
And you know i want her
Na-na-la-la
I'm Just a goner
Na-na-la-la
I'm so pathetic

I'm never missing more
My life Is such a bore

My hope's forlorn
I'm Just a goner
Tears in my eyes
And you know i want her
Stream down my face
I'm Just a goner

im a disgrace
im so pathetic



Goner

I smell like piss and I hate myself

showing the world how I feel through the music I make

stupid

Owen Adamcik