Produced by waves
Featuring @xionnev
Mixed and mastered by me and Xion Nev
Lyrics by me and Xion Nev

You’re needing guidance
Whatever it takes for you to not
Make it so violent, (Mm)
Yeah, damn right, I’m hiding for my own sake

I was crazy when I thought I found you
But, dare I leave here without you
I was fucked up, was I allowed to?
(Was I allowed to?)
Oh, oh-ooh-woah, 'cause baby
Nothing’s been the same as of lately
You’re changing the way you talk
With your friends, the way that you act, (Yeah)
Well, darling won’t you get a grasp?

'Cause you’re needing guidance
Whatever it takes for you to not
Make it so violent
Yeah, damn right, I’m hiding for my own sake

@xionnev
I need your guidance in this moment 
Miss Independent, what a women, I
I wanna give up to find another 
Just hear me out 'cause we’ve got a problem 

And I know you can’t shake all the feelings 
That I gave you in the summer
Yet you say you’re lonely, yet you have me
And you traded me for another, oh
Do you dream about me and what we could’ve been?
Growin' old together don’t seem so bad when I have you
Right by my side

You’re needing guidance
Whatever it takes for you to not
Make it so violent
Yeah, damn right, I’m hiding for my own sake

fragments.

sake

sake w/ Xion Nev [p. waves]

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u keep a photo of me inside of ur wallet
baby if it got stolen would u look around for it
dont think about what she said ill see u on the weekend
oh yeah

im worried bout what he said
when am i done peaking
these arent the normal things u do on the weekend
crank it up lets forget about yesterday
i would never stop cuz of someone in my way
crank it up lets forget about yesterday
i would never stop cuz of someone in my way

you can't shut this party down
what we have goin on
i need it i need u to keep it a secret
won't find out where im at
its a different kind of place you dont know bout it

prologue - 00

Invite only - prod rans0m

damn its been a while
just any day anytime
cud dat perc in my cup take my life
drank too much imma die
im off da shit
damn all my bro switched up cant fix tht
bad bitch in da cut i was gon hit tht
idgaf no more js need a spliff
im on laced blunts im on hella drugs
miss my ogs take my home 
east bay yea im posted w my folk
east bay damn all these bitch give throat
im up in my bag so what
ian do the time so what
im up in my bag 
im tryna take this tab
lsd in da cut go dumb
tryna fw me 
damn these bitch on one
im on molly rocks im tryna fly
i got a glick on my mf thigh
bro talk down damn bro tryna die
bro im tryna blick u bro im tryna fight u
strap got kickback
that bitch fat ian even tryna hit tht
i got racks like why wud i do tht
im in a store and i blew right through that
he on a grailed site he a lil fruit bag
bro in a skirt not a place on earth tht cud make tht work
in diego in the sando gucci sandle
i got henny in da cup y we be so bent for
everybody in da whip got a drake f4
damn these bitch trip out tryna be a mess for

anytime (jasey, okmax)

self prod


i can see the future

i can see the future 

high resolution

high resolution

i was born in the future

oh dont you feel it

i can see the future

i can raise the future

ohh woahh

i can paint the future

i can see the future

high resolution

high resolution 

im j doing what i can its not enough

and i wasted all i got investing love

and id do it all again but not at all

u still wanna talk 

i cn see how it ends….

old me locked me out the door

now im breaking it in

realize its ur last chance

its ur last chance

i cant make u understand what u cant comprehend

like a cannon event

i resume where we left

all is as i had read

all is as i intend

i can feel the split

like im living 2 lives

you could see the light

if i lose it tonight

i cn see it,,,

i wrote it all for you
lets get that out the way
seemed too good to be true
i found u inside the same place 
turn that frown upside down
dont waste that pretty face
need u now
i need u now

im choosing tulips over roses
i need you to shine youre golden
lets not look back at the past
ive been waiting for this moment 
i know we could make this last and i
want u to laugh not cry
forever in my heart
ill never say goodbye 

when i found u
wanted to know every little little thing about you
i dont wanna ever ever ever be without u
always on my mind always on mind about about u
i gotchu
i got to
know every little little thing about u
i dont wanna ever ever ever be without u
always on my mind always on mind about about u
its about u is that obvious 

uncomparable cant compare at all
okay baby lock in yk u a ten
worried bout me and u worriedbout ur friends u got sm love
i think about the future and i think bout us
u would never lie yeah u got my trust
i gotta keep u around thats a must
i gotta

im choosing tulips over roses
i need you to shine youre golden
lets not look back at the past
ive been waiting for this moment 
i know we could make this last and i
want u to laugh not cry
forever in my heart
ill never say goodbye 

never never never no matter the weather 
im rly rly hoping you staying forever
u staying on my mind i could never forget ya
“wasting all my time” but i could forgive that
just know ill always take u back
and u could never make me mad
i could never ever ever say goodbye

tulips over roses

produced by me
drawing by me 

dont be so brave, ive tried it all its the same
am i so stupid, determined
you try to pick at my brain, cant let you know me the same
the scratch on my arms start hurting

it all feels the same, the years the seasons all fade
the weathers never been tame, ill keep going
my minds never blank, my past my problems all stay
if i can push it away, am i growing?

dont be so dumb, its only real if you make it
i havent cried in so long, am i real or am i faking?
playing stupid for everyone, this manipulation
so if i take off my skin, would it be me who you're facing?

dont be so stubborn its just not what u want
and dont try to make it work
you should know that its not worth

don't be so dumb

prod me

lyrics:

when i feel ur skin
forget what’s all around me
don’t let me drown
when i breathe ur air
the world collapses round me
enough to keep me down

we never got to make our scrapbooks
at eldorado park

and i don’t mean to make u sad, look
i just wanted some time apart

but when i look at ur face
it brings me back to a place
where i was happier at least in the moment

i let u rip out my throat
bite marks all over my clothes
u bring me up i tear it down when im hopeless

oh i jus want to feel
your head
against my halo

i find it hard to heal
when i’m stuck in tornadoes

of my mind
and of my eyes
i stay disguised

please don’t hide
and never lie
i’m here to die

eldorado park

prod @bugs @hiddencontact

with @1gunnar

@pantoneee

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/vmdarius/rush-feat-gunnar


what u running from?
i cant understand
got a loaded gun
put it in your hands
swear id take u back
but u never give a chance
ts falling flat?
girl just tell me in advance
we been on the run
dont got say that shit again
think i heard enough
cant believe that shit u said
u so out of touch
dont know why u still talk ab him
he aint doing much
girl cant u feel the rush

what they talking bout?
why they always come around
with they hands out?
hyein seo up on my jacket
now she fanned out
my bag worth a couple bands
fuck a hand me down
girl just tell me what u fear
is it all bad
brand new undercover sweater
u could check the tag
half the shit up in my closet i designed that
pay no mind to what they saying
shit a light jab
dont do me like that

Told that boy to rain check I dont wanna see him
I feel like 2k we handin fades out
Leave the house without my phone, come inside i smell like smoke
Can i still be your friend? Flash on, staring at the floor
Hold me to the couch, make me pay attention
Phone dry bitch i need me some mentions
Got no friends in my city where they at tho

rush w/ gunnar (bugs + hidden contact)

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