Things are never how they seem in the first place

Vibes XIII

@owtiss, @222bino
prod @yashio20k, @rewind214

GUYS IM CHEATING ON BAZ DONT LET HIM FIND OUT (HE'S ILLITLERATE SO HE CAN'T READ THIS I THINK)

@owtiss
things are never how they seem in the first place
feel like im stuck at second place
feel like im always half awake
in my dreams i see ur face

u were never what i thought u were
i played with fire and i got burned
this time it'll be ur turn
u'll see how much it hurts x2

@vin0000
im not the one
always the second
me haz hecho mierda
ahora estoy incompleto 
u broke my heart 
now i feel so depressed 
te quiero bien lejos
feeling incomplete
now im so deep
en mis pensamientos
now its ur turn
to feel how much hurts
cuz u broke my heart
ya no quiero tus besos

3 hrs start to finish :)

second place w/ vin0 (yashio, rewind)

[victxrw]

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

[ch2rms]

i cant take it any longer
other words i do not even bother
oh cause it dont work
and we strangers again and again
we going up off in circles
and u calling me out which is very hurtful
take her took you to the grave thats a dirtful
so much lean so i gotta stay purple

?

[victxrw]

its all over again
hate going from friends to strangers
to lovers, then strangers again
im feeling exhausted
tired of getting injured, healing, then injured again :(

y cant u feel wht i feel?
tell me whts the deal whts the deal
i cant even start and try to heal
i cant even tell wht is real...

cuz i try so hard
nd then i fall so far
is it rlly that hard?
to hide a shattered heart?

from lovers to friends to strangers ft. ch2rms (poni)

deeprest & 2CEJay - ROCKSTAR HATE

CREDITS :
𖤐 FEATURING ► https://soundcloud.com/jose-cisneros-27049596
𖤐 PRODUCTION/ENGINEERING ► https://soundcloud.com/cillkalypso
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LYRICS:
I been smoking all night
I'm getting high
I'm going crazy
Feeling like a lowlife
The way you act, yeah you must hate me

I been getting busy in the city lately
Leaving all these bitches shaking
Clout ain't given unless you chase it
I ain't moving, I ain't changing
I'mma pop a molly rock
Write another song
Learn to shake it off
Shake it off

Shawty tell me what you know
Tell me what you don't
Don't you worry baby girl, it'll blow off
You act like you ain't care
I know you need my love
I'm fucking on a thot cuz she need my cock
And I'm smoking on a Fronto cuz I need that stuff

Rockstar hate
Don't want you with me
Rockstar hate
Bitch, fuck you, kiss me
Rockstar hate
Rockstar hate

Blowing through an O just to get me through the night
Chronic inside the joint, man that shit was something slight
Puffing on the Fronto until I'm fucking high
Deep and Krieg stay with me man
This shit really for life
Don't you go and lie to me
Cuts deeper than a knife
Put faith into my music
Now some things are looking right
Rockstar Love so good we did it twice
Can't wait to be on stage, shining in the spotlight
Smoking too much, yeah I know it's not right
All black fit to match my heart
Knew that I'd be shining right from the start
Album mode is on, now it's banger after banger
Don't bother trying to bro me if you used to be a hater
Can't go playing both sides, at that point you a traitor
Told my mom I'm breaking hearts
I'm sorry I'mma player
When this shit is over, I know I won't see you later

Shawty tell me what you know
Tell me what you don't
Don't you worry baby girl, it'll blow off
You act like you ain't care
I know you need my love
I'm fucking on a thot cuz she need my cock
And I'm smoking on a Fronto cuz I need that stuff

Rockstar hate
Don't want you with me
Rockstar hate
Bitch, fuck you, kiss me
Rockstar hate
Rockstar hate

deeprest & 2CEJay - ROCKSTAR HATE (prod. Krieg)

@owtiss, @k4rson love love! <3
prod @bazington, @neohnq

karson friend! karson cool!👍

@owtiss
strangers back to lovers
wna feel ur touch under the covers
texts read like a thesis
i dont need this
falling to pieces
im so dreamless
and all the time we spent meant nothing
everything we talked ab shoulda meant something :/
maybe im js naive
love is dying
i wish that u liked me
but maybe im dreaming

im a stranger left to suffer
better replace me with another
cuz i wont hear back from u again
cuz i cant really deal with all the stress

@k4rson
i cant deal with all of this stress
now im not with you i hope u turn into a mess
im glad im not with you, you dont deserve me at my best
now i'm not with you i can get it off my chest

i'm with someone who appreciates that i try
someone who can understand my mind
someone who tells the truth and never lies
now im finally with someone who could treat me right

who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right
who could treat me right

dreamless w/ karson (baz, neohn)

you put the colour into my skin, now i'll take it away once and for all
https://soundcloud.com/jonsve
https://soundcloud.com/owtiss
prod. https://soundcloud.com/lovefelt + https://soundcloud.com/y4ndere

and i cry in the mirror, hide in the rain
dry my eyes, see it clearer, mind is a pain
and i talk to the image, talk to my brain
and i walk 'til i'm with her, walk to my grave

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

[ https://soundcloud.com/owtiss ]
i'm a liar, suicider
i go through this all the time
her eyes locked to mine
wish you were a little kinder
this fight isn't mine so why should i fight her?
look me in the eye, i don't wanna be a liar
it's ok, i know that i'll be fine
i go through this all the time
please don't ever cry
try my best to read between the lines
am i the one you like?
i can't help sate your desires

look me in the eyes, i don't wanna see you crying!
used to fantasize, thought about how i'd be dying
it's this flaw of mine, don't think it was worthless trying
i don't have the time, never had it, nevermind it [x2]

eyes w/ owtiss (lovefelt/yandere)

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deeprest - afraid

MUSIC VIDEO -> https://youtu.be/H77EjmFQGag?si=hCo0rgOPpYs4ZynP

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LYRICS:
The sun's in her hair
And I'm lost in her gaze
Asked if she should go
Said it's getting kinda late
I said I don't care
We both been up for days
We started making out
I guess that's all that it take
That's all that it take
Well that and a light
We going crazy
Both lost our damn minds
Feeling spacey
I'm lost inside time
Gettin wavy riding

Keep it up
I wanna see where this go
She moves fast
And I move slow
I been poisoned
I can feel it in my bones
She my high
And I'm my low
x2

I'm walking, I'm stumbling through the streets
Beer in my hand, and I'm feeling kinda geeked
I
Cannot
Walk a straight line
I'm double fisting drinks
While I decline the Facetime
An isolation king
I just need like 8 lines
I'm used to my friends
Not being friends and switching sides
That's all that it take
Well that and a light
We going crazy
Both lost our damn minds

Keep it up
I wanna see where this go
She moves fast
And I move slow
I been poisoned
I can feel it in my bones
She my high
And I'm my low
x2

I'm afraid to see
Afraid to see it
x2
Looks can be deceiving
x2
I'm afraid to see
Afraid to see it

mallghost

afraid

afraid (prod. Coka$ian)

felt like changing my sound a little :)
wrote this from the heart

@breakupbreakdown <3

lyrics:
gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

i been hurting way to much
way to many
my heart is fucking static
my feelings feel like plastic
i dont want you back
nor another
my head is getting dizzy
i wish you wasnt busy
yea, i know that you miss me (yeaaa)
took a while before you kissed me (aaaa)

its okay uh
bitch im on my way
another day
cannot find my place
like a race
how you fucking chase (meeee)
feel so wasted
wish i didnt break it

torture everyday
i dont need you okay
but it still hurts my when i think about you everyday
but your intentions are the problem
but we cant solve them
shit how i be wrongful
yea bitch im awfull

i dont fucking understand how you still go
always with you all the time i cant adore
keep on begging me for more
i dont want you baby can you leave and close the door
i can keep fucking with you
how you fucking with my head
i dont want you back so can u just go back to bed
all the things u fucking said
that will keep on hurting till the day i get my rest

one more left
i will keep on smoking till my lungs black
cuz i fucking know that you will be back
all these fucking feelings cannot hide that
(NEVER WILL I GO BACK)
x2

you dont wanna be mine
walking in the sunshine
bitch i got a glock nine
know that im not fine
dont wanna stand by
you know i cant die
feel like i might cry
dont wanna say bye

gotta get rid of my demons
i wanna live without free lance
i can see you on my phone lens
i gotta stay in the moments
i cannot track all their movement
keep coming back cause your clueless
why do you say that im useless
i do not care about no past sense

yea, i wanna be by myself
put your shit back on the shelf
you are not good for my health (yea yea)
but i keep geting stuck
i wanna be by your side
but our feelings collide
wish i could say that your mine
but thats not what you think

demons (breakupbreakdown)

https://open.spotify.com/track/4Ziayy5wtGWxyMArKc9ZpO?si=de0aa4bdb68944a5

prod: @trustt

whats there to say?
everything u do always goes ur way
make more mistakes
but ur still gonna go lie to my face
i cant explain 
idk how much more i could just take
i get taste of bitter 
feel like my tongue filled with glitter

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

know u cant forgive me
been ignoring all my sins
been at the point where u dont need me 
but i still try to make it in
unlike the others, i can fix it
dont wanna go thru this again
it been so hard cuz idk when ur gonna
let go of that thread

i been told u
idrk if i should risk it for u
ive been losing patience dk if i know u
tell me if i bore u 
tell me if i swore too, never leave u by ur side

(i feel bitter) 
(oh no theres not a winner)
(ik im not a quitter)
(feel like my tongue filled with glitter) x2

i feel bitter
oh no theres not a winner
oh no im not a quitter
feel like my tongue filled with glitter x2

what u see in me?
telling me these choices but u dont believe in me
if i still dont fix it then youll end up leaving me
i struggle with the voices cause they stay deceiving me x2

glitter

glitter (trustt)

feels so good to be back i missed this
prod me and @makemeapromise featuring @remiliaxd

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

@remiliaxd :

i can't hear you calling
why can't i stop myself from falling down
idk what's left tonight
beware my love, don't hold me tight

let it go
so alone
lost control
but i don't know where to go
oh, but i don't know where to go
gotta find another light, gotta find you love

me :

oh, i know im not like before
words can’t reach me anymore
and I’m tired of feeling like a corpse
like a corpse

i just need space
and i cant relate
is this all for them or me?
i cant tell anymore

i cant do it
lets just drop this
i cant stop this
everything is calling
calling me now
and I don’t know how
i can stop my path
from going south

spiraling + remilia (me + surgeon)

last song of the year! thank you for a great 365 days<3
@victxrw

@attachxd
desire
it all falls apart
regret
like embers it fades
suffering greed

@victxrw
in the ashes of light
turn black in the sun
i try and fight
its already gone

@attachxd
its all your fault
you let them fall
you meant them no harm
the blood on your hands tells a different story

@victxrw
and i cant feel the same
when u left me to die here
but you still treat me like im insane
when u left me to lie here
all alone

@attachxd
desire
it all falls apart
regret
like embers it fades
get me away from you

prod alagen & wixxy

desire w/ victxrw

@1yeezo @domerrz

lyrics:

im at a crossroads idk where 2 go
if u aint here 2 help then leave me alone
cus i dnt need anything else
2 bring me down instead of better myself

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

feels like all the walls are closing in, im in the middle
im stuck inside a jail cell i feel so fucking little
i can feel all my bones start 2 creak y r they so brittle
cnt think of any solutions, theyre so simple
i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

thts what they always say its more complicated than tht
cnt look at u the same, my brain wants to reenact
everything i did, everything i fucking said
everything i did, it jus makes no fucking sense
nothing really make no sense anymore
y am i waking up at 5 on the floor
y am i living like my life is a chore
i dont think i can do this anymore

need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna make u frown
when everyday i wanna hear ur sound
need 2 better myself staying out the ground
6 feet up, not 6 feet down
what makes u think i wanna see u frown
am i the reason tht u frown?

(6 feet up, not 6 feet down
dont frown dont frown)

i guess its not as simple as i thought
they ask me if im trynna get my life together well, sorta kinda...
i jus wnt it all 2 stop
i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina

(i wish i could just wake up as a kid here in North Carolina... Carolina)

second place w/ vin0 (yashio, rewind)

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