@kurse11
@012207

i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work
i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work

then i realize why i feel like that
yeah i never get replies when i feel attached
ur the one that i rely on i need it so bad
always keep my head high though i feel so sad
i wont last
yeah i wont last for long
i cant always be wrong
the time keeps moving on
our love is too far gone

getting worse [kurse11 + baz]

@prod_dxvi
hard to believe in 
cant find the meaning
i dont think u evr listened to reasoning
i don’t understand why ur leaving me
dont know how to feel but i feel free
why's the sky lookin down at me like that?
its just all too new its just all so wack
i dont know whats real i dont know whats facts
took a trip since then i feel abstract .~.

i hope the greed in me is gone
and i hope the good parts stayed along
sometimes i feel like im always wrong
now im ok with being alone :) 
but life goes on :\
try to spend time but i waste it all
feels like i died but i just respawn 
and im tryna sleep but i just cant fall
(what have i done)

ego death (dxvi)

prod @012207, @decago 

i can see u when its raining
see the tears fall out of ur eyes again
havent really felt it lately ;/
all u need to do is ask ill do it again

kissed u one time didnt think it was blunder
u want answers shouldnt have ever gave my number
wish i didnt ever love her
i cant get away i wanna find another
its getting worse
but it never worked
and the way it hurts
feels like a curse
so say goodbye
lets cut our ties
u can try to lie
but i know the signs

u know full well what ur doing
cuz its not the first time u try to fool me
send a million texts that say u miss the cool me
i dont get it cuz u never even knew me
i know im useless
i know im worthless
i cant do this
i miss the solace
i know that u want this to happen
cuz i know that u miss the attention

raining (baz, decago)

#1
@domerrz
@victxrw
@mental

[@domerrz]
every night, i'm waking up
wonder why you given up, dont give a fuck 
i've been hurt a thousand times, i've been struck :/
people that I shouldn't love, I shouldn't trust

out of time and out of love running out of luck
and it all comes from my heart, if i lose this one then im done

i hate being stuck so i had 2 give it up
how'd u say u win
u been stuck at 10th
but u think ur number 1

[@victxrw]
i thought u were bluffing
eveything i did for u, it feels like nothing...
all this violence i cnt handle, pushing and shoving
look at it from a different angle, make up for smth

feels like im in a pit of darkness @_@
feels like im trapped inside this carcass
of my past self, im never perfect :/
tell me baby was i never worth it?

(was i rlly worth it, no?)

(i was never perfect, oh)

spotify

#fromtheheart w/ victxrw (mental)

@erdo
@hiseph

lyrics
@darkestnet
holding my breath
uh, hands on my chest
say im the worst
i treated u like the best
let’s just be honest
you messed up 
u cant solve it 
i ain’t been on it
don’t blame me for ur problems

@hiseph
this ain’t what you want
i can’t really talk now 
make this what it’s not
that’s how you get aired out
i got way too much up on my mind 
(this shit ain’t fair now)
doing way too much to realize
(you never cared now)

holding my breath
swear you lost all understanding when i 
said what i said
keep that ruler just to manage when we
do it all again
i can’t understand it when we 
cut ties in the end
swear this shit was all pretend now

@darkestnet
chorus again

breath w/ seph (erdo)

do you know its okay?
you know its just fine
oh it don’t mean nothing
if i’m left behind
and you make me crazy
i know when you lie
you don’t have to save me
we had a good time

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

you said that you don’t trust me
i like it when you’re bluffing
white lies they don’t mean nothing
tell me if it means something

i don’t wanna be over
in spite of it all
if you ever need comfort
just give me a call
nothing ever gets warmer
it only gets cold
if you ever need me
you know i’m yours.

i dont wanna be here
not without you
i dont wanna be here
not without you
not without you.

white lies

prod: @1altr & @loveismisery
mixed: @1altr & @1vacy

Lyrics

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

君の顔を見ながら
体ふるっていた
今は淵に沈んでいる
心は痛すぎる

僕らの愛はがせだったもんわ
逃げたいけど、いつもi cant stop
falling in love with you
i dont know what to do
目を見ると俺の意志は鈍る

@1vacy
Its over, done for, call it...
take my heart until it all ends...
played my part made me feel nauseous..
tore me down, knock me unconscious..

talk shit... constant-ly making me feel sick

toxic... constant-ly making me feel sick

you leave me nothing i know
tun back on me my eyes closed...

@1altr
stop, i think i like you
my feelings numb but feel more when im with you
just wish youd notice when i dont text you
and feel this distance the same way that i do

ya i lose it all, when i look into your eyes i just lose control,
ya when you stare i can’t move it all, it’s criminal, how i feel this way but you couldn’t care at all

care

altr & vacy - care (altr + kyoa)

guiding light - angelicxmei x arid (sense x kuru x cure)

+ @domerrz
@yashio20k, @neohnq

@owtiss
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time
if i had a wish i would make things right
wait with bated breath till the day i die
i dont wna see if i see u cry
hope that i can make u mine this time

@dommerz
you take away my pain and give me all the blame 
but i cant be the one (i cant stay Q_Q)
its driving me insane
cause i cant be the only one that cares these things they never change
 I wanna make things right 
I may never win but at least i try 
shed another tear out these tear-stained eyes 
wish there was a way to do it right

(cause maybe im too scared to fade off and fall 
cant bring myself to pickup ur calls
Im too scared to shatter it all
if i just had a wish yea)

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

@diligencexs

lyrics:

im so tired i cant even open my eyes
but in my sleep i always seem 2 cry
another fight well im not even suprised :/
do u even care if im alright?

bite the bullet
dont know if ill survive
use me as ur own crutch
the one keeping you alive
i need comfort
and not the pseudo kind
i got too much of that from u
dont want us 2 be alike

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

im feeling all this sorrow
im losing all my trust in u will u be "here tomorrow?"
im running out of all my love do u have some 2 borrow?
or anything that makes me whole i feel so damn hollow...

i can feel
everything thats haunting me is it real?
everything thats taunting me in this ordeal
i can see everything u hide behind ur veil
stuck up in my head yea im stuck up in this hell

at this point 
idk what to think 
i split into 2
one part of my mind
wants us to be through
the other wants it back
it only wanted you
maybe we're both wrong...
dont know what to do

wish w/ dom (yashio, neohn)

owtiss

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