2000s core

i really dont like life (i need to keep this up somehow)

sorry for the reupload

my life is such a pity
my life feels so shitty
nothing is interesting
why am i even breathing

i suck at everything
had a gf but only for 3 weeks
she wanted to cheat on me
with my friend and then she blocked me

what is the point of this shit
hate school i wanna quit
but i have to get the paper
so i can be a wagie later

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

how do you keep on going
with nothing in life that makes sense
i feel so demotivated
to do anything i feel out of place

my anxiety is killing me
only when im alone i can breathe
i dont think ill ever be happy
its so over not gonna make it

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

my life is over
im an empty shell
cant let you get closure
i dont trust women

my life is over
cant you see
why waste your time
on someone like me

i really dont like life
but i cant afford to die
i have to keep smiling rn
i have to keep this up somehow

i really hate life
everything and everybody sucks
but its too early to back out
i need to keep this up somehow

i really dont like life

he first sunrays in the morning i see
are shining thru my half closed blinds
and they end up on my face
another day
i have to live with myself
life starts going kinda fast
once you hit a certain age theres no going back
all those things of youth that you have missed
youre old and jelaous and full of shit
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture
all those memes all those years
all these pointless things
they shaped your whole identity
all your screams all your fears
you cant explain it its too deep
not like anyone is listening
and youre drowning but youre not making a sound
you dont care if they save you or if they leave you to die
im just like you
pair of fools
ones and zeros on the screen
waking up
clocking in
let it all begin again
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture

my potential is wasted and my life is over

@weejk | 3 billion (＾◡＾) i luv u guys

met her on roblox late last night
we started talkin off the bat
then she said gimme ur tag
n now im fallin all over again
wanted more than just a friend <:(

met her on roblox late last night 
i had to add her quick 
she was just so fine 
and we *ksd in the moonlight 
it was a like a dream
it was going right

u say that u'll never leave me
man i laughed i called u crazy
u said u'll forever hate me
"just kiddin im lyin baby"
ik that u wont betray me
dk how i've been feelin lately
u could see just try to sway me
he wont succeed believe me baby

beleive me baby i was up with you for too long 
you said you ahd to go to sleep yeah u were soon gone 
i wanna be the guy to get u everything u want :(

hook

met her on roblox [+ wujek]

prod ME 

i feel it deep within my lungs
coughing up smoke from the night before
caught up in a dream where i dont belong
but im feeling right

and well money talks
yeah well money talks
i got a call from ya
but i dont wanna
fuckin talk to ya

snakes on my boots gotta shake em off
yeah i shake em off


i could see your face and u looked so down
i just wanna hold ur hand wanna leave this town
im fucked up in my room no ups no downs 
im trynna chase a feeling pour my heart out
pour it out baby make me drown

ya i could've cried when u had to leave
drank half a litre stumbled in the street
u look so pretty when ur underneath
holes in my neck where u sink ur teeth

and my heart is open
im fuckin choking
i need a potion
u keep me hoping
i know ur broken
but i will hold u

i could see your face and u looked so down
i just wanna hold ur hand wanna leave this town
im fucked up in my room no ups no downs 
im trynna chase a feeling pour my heart out
pour it out baby make me drown

heart out </3

I REALLY WANNA KMS AT UR HOUSE

Daisy

lyrics:

so i guess.
lot of things has changed
but also fucking nothing
im still the same
and im still learning
try and error
im always fucking failing
but the way i failed in your eyes rly got me thinking
I can't reall change
but i will die trying
suppress all the filth
be a fucking decent human being???
leave it up to me
to fuck it all up
after all it is my life
im sorry i let u down

so heey
im back
same stories different ppl
think by now i should've been wiser
but i caaant
live uppp
to who u wanted me to be
but I'll get back up on my feet
im so sorry

say im a xo willow clone
while u make fucking scenecore
have u ever heard something like this
i think u are full of shit
i have the right tools in my hands
a little bit of talent in my brain
a few things i want to say
ur sound is awful it's all the same

idc about u ppl
sharing ur songs in discord servers
friends jerking off in the comments
stressing over numbers and plays

say what u want about me
too many friends lost i stopped counting
yk I'll always be there if u change ur mind
but i can't see in ur head so for now it's goodbye

im so sorry

yayyy songg + @bloodsekai

prod me and sekai

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
i wanna come over
even tho i barely know her
standing by her house 
looking like a fucking lunatic 
please open the door
I will not be a bore 
im not having any fun
i just wanna die 
wanna die

bed rot girl
shes so fucking lazy
bed rot girl
she drives me crazy
bed rot girl
the one that could save me
otherwise id be hanging

(bloodsekai)
woke up at ur house
idk what i'm doing here
showed me my way out
now ur looking thru ur car mirror

think i seemed to piss u off
didn't mean to do u wrong
would u say ur better off
if we hadn't met at all

got the sense that i could try
(i can try to try)
in ur life i'll say goodbye
(i'm really bad at lies)
tell my mom i'll be back
(i'll be back)
when u don't want me attacked
(and i'm still intact)

bedrot girl w/ bloodsekai

luvwillow cover

suicide on my mind
she smiles at me
ye shes so kind
her pale skin
and her green eyes
her black hair
and her small thighs

angelgirl living online
i wish that she was mine
but my life is boring
and im too scared to go outside

im too scared to meet with u
im too scared to go outside
im nothing but a waste of time
im too scared to go outside
u broke my heart u broke my mind
im too scared to go outside
but my life is boring
im too scared to go outside

my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope you know how you make me feel
drawing blood to know im real
my cold heart reaches out for you
im so sick im turning blue
i hope u know that i am through
with all the shitty things u love to do

lmfao im sorry

hihi im rlly proud of this song (instrumental by me)

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
the look in your eyes
ive seen them before
no llores mi amor
no tienes razon
mi corazon 
duele por el tuyo 

wish away all your fears
come to me to wipe your tears 
your pretty face is more than smears
so baby wont you sit right here

i had a dream and you were there
dancing lots without a care 
in a world thats full of disrepair 
i couldnt help but hold a stare

i dont want this to end tonight 
you are my light you are my life
for once i dont wanna die
cuz you make me feel so alive

you keep me alive
with those eyes

(bloodsekai)
i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
tell me 
what u rly wanna say
i know u hide ur lies
until ur grave
erased kisses
taken from ur face
can u leave my door closed
i can never love a fake

u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
u've gone and thrown it all away
i can't trust anyone today
the world it burns
my sins returned
i thought it was over oh
 
the sucker punch
my broken trust
it's not my first time hurt

kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now
kill me now kill me now

i just saw 
inside ur eyes
looks so cold
u might die inside
give me ur heart
ur life and lies
ive been struggling
to live in this timeline
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone
it's so cold when ur alone

in your eyes w/ bloodsekai

@bloodsekai

pls dont complain about me
i saw u at the church
u were looking pretty pouty
jumping in the crowd
and fuck it's pretty rowdy
this world u made
yeah its pretty shitty
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
i got u surrounded and theres nothing u can do

u belong to me
so come here on ur feet
u belong to me
so lets spill the tea
lets sit and think
life isn't free
i made u who u r
so u can come to be

pls dont complain about me
i saw u at the church
u looking pretty pouty
jumping in the crowd
and fuck it's pretty rowdy
this world u made
yeah its pretty shitty

pls dont complain about me
i saw u at the church
u were looking pretty pouty
jumping in the crowd
and fuck it's pretty rowdy
this world u made
yeah its pretty shitty
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
but i made u and u made me too
i got u surrounded and theres nothing u can do

bloodsekai - u made the world but i made u

miau prod nesta 🐈🐾

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