didn't pitch this one

she said
she cut her wrist
photos
in our fucking texts
i am 
not made for this
i can
not take this shit
she said
her life is sad
blowing 
up my phone again
saying
that she wants me dead
but she
keeps on coming back

and i can't see
a future with
her in my life
but i won't leave
her pretty face
drives me insane
i cannot stand
to see her bleed

psych ward girl

cover of my favorite blink song ^_^

its alright
to tell me
what you think
about me
i wont try
to argue
or hold it
against you
i know that
youre leaving
you must have
your reasons
the season
is calling
your pictures
are falling down

the steps that 
i retrace
the sad look
on your face
the timing
the structure
did u hear
he fucked her :(
a day late
a buck short
im writing
the report
on losing
and failing
when i move
i'm flailing now

and it's happened once again
ill turn to a friend
someone who understands
sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and ive been here for too long
to face this on my own
well i guess this is growing up

and maybe
ill see you
at a movie
sneak preview
youll show up
and walk by
on the arm
of that guy
and i'll smile
and youll wave
we'll pretend
it's okay 
the charade
it wont last
when he's gone
i wont come back

and it's happened once again
ill turn to a friend
someone who understands
sees through the master plan
but everybodys gone
and ive been here for too long
to face this on my own
well i guess this is growing up

dammit

im passed out on the floor
i dont breath no more
it really didnt take long
before i was gone

ig you wouldnt like that
ig you wouldnt like that
dont wanna see me like that
but i am happy im dead

could not live w myself
could not live in this hell
everyday is the same
difficulty nightmare

ig you wouldnt like that
ig you wouldnt like that
dont wanna see me like that
but i am happy im dead

ig you wouldnt like that

Id Kms 4 U

7.17.23 the person i wrote this song about left last night

waking up here again
above all you said we'd be here together
but nothing lasts forever
yeah nothing lasts forever
stuck inside this game of yours
constantly worried that ur bored
bored of me my texts are green
i texted u so patiently
please tell me is it worth it
take oxy my stomachs hurting
throw up outside the curtains
wish i still knew for certain
sweet release
you got me down on my knees
ill do whatever you need

hook

Forever

he first sunrays in the morning i see
are shining thru my half closed blinds
and they end up on my face
another day
i have to live with myself
life starts going kinda fast
once you hit a certain age theres no going back
all those things of youth that you have missed
youre old and jelaous and full of shit
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture
all those memes all those years
all these pointless things
they shaped your whole identity
all your screams all your fears
you cant explain it its too deep
not like anyone is listening
and youre drowning but youre not making a sound
you dont care if they save you or if they leave you to die
im just like you
pair of fools
ones and zeros on the screen
waking up
clocking in
let it all begin again
my potential is wasted and my life is over
dont look at my face dont come closer
i dont wanna be your friend and my time is getting shorter
i see only one way out to end this torture

my potential is wasted and my life is over

now on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/1HuuHimszG0rwRJa8OJqNT?si=kNLgzqfCRUCVeG0XnSwLkw

produced by me

I wish you wouldn't ignore me, I texted you last morning
You said you’d call me early, you said you’d call me early
I thought you didn't like parties, apparently, now you’re changing
I hope you don't exchange me, I hope you don't exchange me
You're so cute, maybe we could still start dating
You said you'd think about it, I doubt you think about it
I don't wanna die alone, can you just pick up the phone?
I'm so in love with you, I'm so in love with you

beta orbiter (xo_willow cover)

@weejk | 3 billion (＾◡＾) i luv u guys

met her on roblox late last night
we started talkin off the bat
then she said gimme ur tag
n now im fallin all over again
wanted more than just a friend <:(

met her on roblox late last night 
i had to add her quick 
she was just so fine 
and we *ksd in the moonlight 
it was a like a dream
it was going right

u say that u'll never leave me
man i laughed i called u crazy
u said u'll forever hate me
"just kiddin im lyin baby"
ik that u wont betray me
dk how i've been feelin lately
u could see just try to sway me
he wont succeed believe me baby

beleive me baby i was up with you for too long 
you said you ahd to go to sleep yeah u were soon gone 
i wanna be the guy to get u everything u want :(

hook

met her on roblox [+ wujek]

prod ME 

i feel it deep within my lungs
coughing up smoke from the night before
caught up in a dream where i dont belong
but im feeling right

and well money talks
yeah well money talks
i got a call from ya
but i dont wanna
fuckin talk to ya

snakes on my boots gotta shake em off
yeah i shake em off


i could see your face and u looked so down
i just wanna hold ur hand wanna leave this town
im fucked up in my room no ups no downs 
im trynna chase a feeling pour my heart out
pour it out baby make me drown

ya i could've cried when u had to leave
drank half a litre stumbled in the street
u look so pretty when ur underneath
holes in my neck where u sink ur teeth

and my heart is open
im fuckin choking
i need a potion
u keep me hoping
i know ur broken
but i will hold u

i could see your face and u looked so down
i just wanna hold ur hand wanna leave this town
im fucked up in my room no ups no downs 
im trynna chase a feeling pour my heart out
pour it out baby make me drown

heart out </3

lyrics:

i hate girls like u

make me feel like im missing out 
u think ur so cool 

and by ur posts i think it is right 
but it's just what u show

underneath that glow

is just a shitty troubled person just like me
hanging by the rope

I don't wanna seem ungrateful
but why i have to be me
I've never been faithful 
i hate the reality 

and you're so far away
more like a concept not a person
wish you'd pull me close
face it im not gonna make it
my life is wasted



she will never be mine
im not her type
we've got bad blood
I've got the worst luck

so i should
yeah i should 
yeah i should 
just kill myself

so i should 
yeah i should
yeah i should 
just kill myself x~



summers coming closer
I'll spend it all at work
don't wanna worry my family
faking my smile so hard i got vertigo

my music doesn't matter
it's not even good 
i just sing and say anything 
so feel free to go

im just a little stain
i got a little brain
after my dad
i try to be nice but it's complica ted

my mom had been taking pills
probably similar to what i take now
i know u don't care
my life means fuck shit anyway 

she will never be mine
im not her type
we've got bad blood
I've got the worst luck

so i should
yeah i should 
yeah i should 
just kill myself

so i should 
yeah i should
yeah i should 
just kill myself x~

maybe in another life 
I'd hate to be reincarnated tho
but maybe
that time
maybe I'll have more luck

be less retarded 
have more confidence 
be less me
maybe
just maybe
but for now im not where I'd want to be

Just Kms

cause I’m the bestt that’s why

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heart out </3

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