The album mostly is instrumental. 'hepofuel' and 'bedtime' were made on logic and the rest was made on ableton. All the 'real' songs were made during the pandemic and through my first half year of college.

You know, I’m at a seemingly very important point in my life, but all this pressure to make the right choices kind of got to me when I started living on my own. I got pretty depressed and had to quit my college course - math. So I tried to express myself in music and by that attempt, most of these songs were made. 

Of course I see that my songs are not excellently produced, but I’m learning. I think these songs do represent me in this time and just because I’m not as good as I will be doesn’t mean that all these songs are for just me to listen to. Or enjoy. I hope enjoy. 


I hope you enjoy!

lonelyjoys

final conversation

oerwoud

'I ruin everything’ is the tagline of this song, and for the right reasons. In the last stages of the creation of Ruin the multitrack fatally crashed. Even Mr. Google couldn’t help, Ruin had ceased to be, it was bereft of life, joining the choir invisible. This was an ex-song. Thankfully there was this last stereo file. Although not tailored to perfection, it was good enough to be mastered into the energetic indierock song I had in mind when I wrote this hopelessly autobiographical lyrics. I hope you’ll make it to the end of this song without fatal injuries.

Ruin

Oxsener

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