prod by @222pmb

(2x)

I was never meant to feel so alone,
anywhere but here is where that ima fucking go.
loosing track I'm a mess shawty yeah I know,
one time for the back you already know.
one step I be in the background in the backstreets,
one day I'm gon' hop right up in that taxi,
don't play I be smoking cana in the backseat,
and ion rlly know where to go from here.

anywhere but here (prod. 222pmb)

I’d love to talk but I hate being honest
My mind is in a fog but I think it’s dumb regardless

What’s the point
Of the last 5 fucking Augusts
I get so tucking smart
Then I’m dumber than I started 

I start so fucking strong
But I’m weaker than I started 

What’s the point
Of anything
I’m just on a circle that keep spinning 
What’s the point
Of living
When I’m gone it’ll keep on spinning 

Maybe the point is it keeps on spinning 
Why does everything have to have a meaning 

I’d love to tell you everything in my head
I wish I’d have button to press id press it now
I wouldn’t need to sing cause you’d know everything 
Maybe I could stop swimming circles till I drown


Maybe the point is it keeps on spinning 
Why does everything have to have a meaning 

Cause I was thinking maybe finding meaning is the meaning, if you could read my mind I wouldn’t need to express myself. And that just simply wouldn’t be as fun

Spinning

lyrics-
i really miss my self , yea
i cant tell u from nobody else
u said u love me, i couldnt tell, i couldnt tell

now im riding around 1 deep
they cant get under me
and its all good and its all right 
dont even think ab suicide
cuz im right here with you 
and my heart still see thru 
riding my wave, its still blue 
and she just like kirby cuz her pussy's pink too
fell off w friends like really who's who 
i thought we were connected like bluetooth
chilling im meditating up on the roof 
and im so locked in i just tell the truth

shawty so bad i cant see the room 
my vision  blurry like where my glasses at 
i cant tell nothing but i can tell her ass is phat
went to sleep hungry i woke up to sum cash
money keep callin im picking up 
bmwx7 that shit is tuff 
pass me the weed i might take a puff 
you can break my heart but u cant break my love

my love (prod. lilidentitycrisis)

im not ok

astrosuicide in deep deep outer space 

lyrics:

i been a lotta places
everybody gotta lotta faces
i dont even understand my place bitch
ima blow up end it on my spaceship
shawty say she love me thats some fake shit
couldnt give a fuck who the fakest
because i grew around this fake earth an
im alone because you jus never waited

tell me the story where your gonna come back
cuz you left me here without realizing that
you were coming back jus to leave a fucking stab
now look at the pill bottles on my night stand
i ain got nothing else baby
losin my concious inside a mercedes
my mom wont talk shit cuz she couldn’t raise me 
(yuh yuh yuh)
left like a game on but nobodys playin
drew up my life jus for her to erase me
my tear drops they fall instead when its raining
(yuh yuh yuh)
i cant find what i need to be happy
mind explodin w this fear yk its everlasting
and if i die now aint nobody gon ever ask abt me
at my funeral baby yk that i want my music fuckn blasting

baby hold on tight 
this double cup a bumpy ride
stay sippin whn im feelin low
lettin go im givin control 
to the demons inside my head
im so glad the nights that we have spent 
so when youre feelin low
jus pour a cup n bump this song
jus pour a cup n bump this soong
where tf did i go wrong

A SAD STORY ABOUT AN ASTRONAUT WHO HAS TOOK HIS LIFE  [+OTWGBEATS]

No Regrets

lyrics-

I don't wanna smoke your weed, i don't think you know about lean
i don't think you know about me, i don't think you know about dream
i don't wanna fuck with your team, sorry but i wanna do me
i don't wanna smoke your weed, but i'm gunna smoke mine g 

my head be all spinning, my vision is tripping
all of this ammy, i'm switching prescription 
this shit just ain't living, my girl start on bitching
my cup need a filling, what shit is you bringing?
i need to stop passing out up in my kitchen, 
if she aint down to fuck then i aint down for chilling 
my dawgs out here drilling and my bruddas be flipping
all five of these drugs and you know i'm mixing
i'm out here i'm fucked up and i am addicted
let me take my last breath, i'm struggling to impress
this god who watch over, this angel not sober, 
i'm drawn into sadness and stress 

I don't wanna smoke your weed, i don't think you know about lean
i don't think you know about me, i don't think you know about dream
i don't wanna fuck with your team, sorry but i wanna do me
i don't wanna smoke your weed, but i'm gunna smoke mine g 

my mind is so clouded, my vision is faded
i'm tryna walk straight, and i can't see you baby 
i think that your late, shit i don't want a baby
you might be a ten but girl is you crazy 
squeeze on her neck and i fuck on her good
roll up a blunt 3 grams if you could
and she dripping with sweat she in a great mood
 and she back off the head and we go and get food

i sit up and wake up i'm starting my day
roll up a big one i'm paving the way 
i crack open a drink and let that shit spray
with all of these toxins i'm wasting away
but all of that don't mean shit
my boy out in cuntch with that stick
one little call, and he'll be at your door
and then we can see whose the prick

I don't wanna smoke your weed, i don't think you know about lean
i don't think you know about me, i don't think you know about dream
i don't wanna fuck with your team, sorry but i wanna do me
i don't wanna smoke your weed, but i'm gunna smoke mine g

LEAN (Prod Mors)VIDEO NOW IN DESCRIPTION

suicide notes/roses (prod. vessels)

forever ft. roland (prod. odece and northeast lights)

i been feelin faceless
like i been floating
around this realm 
for ages
do you even comprehend
the words i'm saying?
or do you see through 
every smile that i'm faking?

no-face, look away
if you come any closer
i'll hurt you, don't want to
see me in this position
any longer, be stronger
i swear this time i mean it
i can't help it, i felt this
feeling in the past

i can't get past it, it's lasting
forever but i never thought
i'd live, just to give
everything i had away
into the world that never was
not a soul that i can trust
ain't a thing to be discussed
i'm breaking hearts just because

i been feelin faceless
like i been floating
around this realm 
for ages
do you even comprehend
the words i'm saying?
or do you see through
every smile that i'm faking?

she said "baby what's the issue?
it's been a second i miss you"
i don't gotta clue
but i promise girl i don't hate you
can't even remember 
who i was back then
can't even explain 
all the words i've said

stay away from me 
i'm nothing like your memories
so stay away from me
i'm better off your enemy

i been feelin faceless
like i been floating
around this realm 
for ages
do you even comprehend
the words i'm saying?
or do you see through
every smile that i'm faking?

A SAD STORY ABOUT AN ASTRONAUT WHO HAS TOOK HIS LIFE [+OTWGBEATS]

OXYCODONE2006