lmao this a remake from a song i dropped in 2017

Love This Feeling (prod. sketchmyname)

Prod @Sinxi 
Thx for the guitar sample @izwithonez

LYRICS 

Fuck it up take the problem and the pills again
Im honest but, I can lie when I need a friend
So dont face me with all the regret you have
Cuz I know damn well you believed in what we did

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW
DONT TRUST AGAIN I HOPE

Breathing lines
Head to toe im feeling shivers
From her demon eyes
Sell my soul just for a feeling
That u caught at mine
I swear she choking on my shit
She say she wanna die
Who dont wanna die
God my times been plastered
Holy water from a pastor
Mixed up all up with the vodka
Guess im only half a bastard
I know
She gon tell me Im broke
Its the same as before
Taking shots at the door

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

Dont pull the strings away together from me
Blocked out facetious things
she wants to say toward me
Collect the only things
You wanna say you own
YOU DONT
And thats just how I fight back
Five bottles counted up right on ya nightstand
Fucked up, never trust me and I write that
Every god damn time I go

Got me stuck again
Other side of this train
She been looking in
I been honest with me
To her only friends
You dont know what you see
Never love a psycho
She been looping round for me
A different typo every time that she screams at me
A different light bulb switching up in behind the scenes
DONT FALL AGAIN I KNOW

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SAIKO

prod. @r3dqx
🚦🚬😮‍💨😶‍🌫️

Lyrics:
I see you everywhere I go
Even when I’m alone
Smoking in the shadows
Think back on those days
Your face

I think about their faces
Wearing my mistakes bitch
No I can’t erase them
I got no patience 

this life is just a race bitch
And when it gets bad
these drugs and these hoes make me feel less vacant

issue is I always wanna like the ones that hate me
Okay you can hate me, that’s another feeling that I’m chasing
Breaking, black out, I’m fine faking
Taking, my blood their fine tasting

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams


And when the morning come 
I ask myself what I’ve become
do you have some, have some love
Have some love, cause I have none

She was the oxygen that filled my lungs
Now I’m coughing blood, and dying young
I wish I knew were feelings were from
So I could pop them I could pop them like drugs

Pop them just to bring back one more memory of her
Deserted in my room, everything a blur
Okay, Lesson learned 
No way
What the fuck I learn just a way to get hurt
Run away from this earth

My curse and your scars
Time stops like my heart
Don’t know what we are

Late night driving fast in this car
Girl I gotta far

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

Getting high,
it’s another long night
while I drive by the streetlights
I know that I get to geeked right

Sunrise, 
body just wont sleep 
Keep away these demons hidden
Deep inside of my dreams

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STREETLIGHTS (Prod. R3DQX)

Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mixing by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by Crizzy White
HeyLee Manzeron - https://soundcloud.com/heylee-manzeron

Crizzy White:
Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

In my adolescence
Man, I always craved acceptance
Who knew I'd let you break me down just so I feel respected 
Time don't feel like it's progressing and I'm always stressing 
And when it builds resentment blame myself and my own wishes 
I never wished it so blue 
So why you feeling hurt too 
You scream and cry and hit a wall
But girl I still defend you

Oh time has been tainted 
And I feel like it's fading 
Just say that you hate it 
When I speak my placement 

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

HeyLee Manzeron:
Damn me to hell and I’m drowning in the abyss
I need my medication because your love is an illness
The tone of your voice cuts me open like a wrist slit
I told you from the start you fell in love with a misfit

Digging myself a grave again
I don’t wanna see your face again
I can not breath in the air
‘Cause all you do is spit out the dangerous pathogens
Another conversation, motherfucker, put me on my back
Kicked me in the ass again
We’re damned if we do, we’re damned if we don’t
Refer to our love in the past tense

Crizzy White: 
And it's useless to control you 
You never wanna listen to my issues
Try to talk it out but it's foolish
Should've known that I only play a nuisance

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

Damned w/ HeyLee Manzeron

feat. @hoeplessboy
prod. by michael harrison x jean parker
cover art: https://www.instagram.com/icyriina

stab feat. hoepless

what was ur purpose<\3

lyrics:

now tell me the point what was ur purpose
i dont think ill ever be able to understand if it was worth it
you broke the ground underneath me now all im left with is hurt
i dont know if ill ever have the strength to believe again
why did i grow up an all the friendships i had to end
the times i sharerd like air blown with the wind
talk shit like i care i never did
didnt notice i was there you only did
losin my senses
sniffin too much
like ive had enough
why am i relentless 
done with this shit
so incosistent
why cant i give
i hate my existence
im never gon fold
i leaned that from
bro
he gave me these goals
may he rest in pieces
fuckn onna hoe 
she like my neck gold
i put this on bro
wont stop til im ceasin


i wont ever stop
til my body fuckn drops 
im fuckn manic bipolor in my blood
im stuck up in the mud
look inside my cup its filled w muddy
i will never stop writing 
even if my hands are bloody
i will never stop writing 
even if my hands are bloody

LIVE 4EVR  [+ ANGELDUST2003]

i tried <///3 
.
.
yeah u tell me i dont try hard no
when im drunk i only call u
shawty come over i need u
shawty come over i need u

use to love me all the time
now i only make u cry
now u not around 
now im always feelin sad
heart on my sleeve
do u love to see me bleed
i be drinking every night
i could use the company

shawty said we could go far yeah
but you dont trust me at all yeah
and i dont wanna put u thru that
and i dont wanna put u thru that

-damiyen aka yung respecting trees and women 2k everyday

i tried (prod. TREETIME)

it was always something more that you wanted from me
but i was so fucked up I couldnt see me dreams
17 and Im wasting away my life
Poppin molly the stars they shine so bright
the starts they shine so bright
even here without you
forget my face forget my name
Im just another teenage heartthrob
did you say you could do this without me
will it guess that's payback 
and I guess we'll go way back if we're bringing up facts
i never wanted you back
fuck that in the club sippin bottles im drunk
a new girl to bring home show her off
thats whats up

forget my face
forget my name

I despise the way you wrap your skin
all around me
all around me
intoxicate my mind
I think I'll be just fine
here without you

Always Something More [prod xscapexgoatx]

WELCOME TO MY LONELY WORLD U LIL LONELY GIRL 
.
twitter: @myemofruit
instagram: @emofruits
.
.
conceited <//3
.
yeah it sucks
but u want him
and i want u 
but u dont care
now i got all this blow inside my nose
u was right i never learn
but u dont know
cause u let go
now i dont pick up my phone
cuz its for the best
and u were the worst
and maybe one day it wont even hurt

yeah and i been gettin fucked up
heart still bleeding
this the type of shit that gets u conceited
do u love seeing how im breaking down
do u love seeing how im breaking down
i been gettin fucked up 
heart still bleeding
this the type of shit that gets u conceited
do u love seeing how im breaking down
do u love seeing how im breaking down
.
-ur friendly neighborhood fruits

LONELYWORLD 

conceited (prod. lederrick)

𝕾𝖎𝖓𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖙𝖍 𝖎𝖓

Lyrics:

(frvr)
Got me feeling ecstasy 
Bleed all over me yeah bleed on me
Suck my scars I'll be your remedy
Poison me, and fall for me 

You were a vampire
Sinking your teeth in 
Couldnt feel the pain until you were leaving
In love with the feeling, I'm in love with the feeling
Bleeding and bleeding 
Keep me recieving 

I don't fucking care it's all bliss
I dont fucking care I like this
Get out of my hair I need it
Get out of my hair im bleeding

(erisu)
Your a vampire suck apon my fucking veins
Lemme feed you 
I’ll do whatever it fucking takes
Lemme be there
I need you 
Lemme be there for you 
abuse you
Take my life away
Use me as a puppet aye 
I don’t got a name 
I’ll let you use my fucking strings

YOU’RE A VAMPIRE 
I NEED IT 
I NEED YOU TO ABUSE ME
I NEED IT
JUSt TEAR Me limb from limb APART TILL IM BLEEDING
I DONT NEED NO LOVE I JUST NEED DEMONS
RIP MY HEART OUT I 
promise I’ll FEEL IT
I want attention you give! promise you’ll see this ?!

LIVE 4EVR [+ ANGELDUST2003]

OXYCODONE2006