The Way I Bleed [prod Fish Narc]

@sendflowrs

[makeangelscry]

when we had met, last september
i wrote a letter i never sent
what he had then, now i remember
cuz i just read it, heres how it went

dear anonymous, i need oxygen
i cant breathe, im underneath your spell
dear anonymous, i think im convinced
that i know you, better than myself

i cant tell you when i think i'll change
but i know i wont stay the same
we're in the now, so girl just wait
you cant rush fate
you cant rush fate
you cant rush fate
you cant rush fate

[sendflowrs]

you can’t rush fate
you can’t
you can’t

and you can’t cheat life by yourself,
dear anonymous, i think i’m going straight to hell,
and i know you only cared about my health,
but get off of my back, i’ll be fine by myself

had a bad day,
i had a bad day,
im sick of writing you, i might just send a blank page,
so you can finally learn the worst thing about me,
i never know what to say, i never know what to say,

now

suicide in september w/ sendflowrs (prod. andysbeats)

prod. @user-597676997

lyrics: 

im a romeo but imma scumbag
i guess thats why she likes to make my blood shed
don't try to stay forever i'll say fuck that
turn the other way and i wont come back 
whenever shes with me its like a bloodbath
but i dont wanna bleed, and yeah she knows that
but every time i do i think she loves it
tell me why im motherfucking soulless

tell me why you claim you different, you dont even act the same
i dont wanna fucking play these games you have for me
i kept my mouth shut so long, i dont have a say
i cant move my fucking feet, what is happening
im staying froze in my own tracks
take another picture with your kodak
bitch im heartless, home is where the holes at
take my fucking past, and bulldoze that
home is where the heart is, but i feel nothing im heartless
im stuck in this darkness, fade away just like our stars did
home is where the heart is, but i feel nothing im heartless
im stuck in this darkness, fade away just like our stars did

scumbag romeo(prod. capsctrl)

second single off the debut collective album "Vol 1: Calling All Ghxsts"

the album will be coming out on july 15th with the members like skully, ethannn.koylll, kanashi, heylee manzeron, goyard sad boi, yvng omen & more, this'll be a vibe of a lifetime for our introduction in a form of an album, ghxst represent

stay spooky my fellow ghouls

[artists: @heylee-manzeron
@sadboigoyard]

HeyLee Manzeron - Never See What I See (ft. Goyard Sad Boi)

Severing Hearts

Nocturnal Ocean [prod. malith]

Instagram.com/jadedloner
https://www.instagram.com/animalgraves/

All Time Low (feat. animalgraves) [prod. Yago]

i can't breathe under all this flesh

+++  

lyrics:

I got my girl next to me, but i wish she was you
an empty pill bottle sea, strewn across my room
And every song I ever wrote, don't mean shit, they not true
and I think it's finally time that I go tell the truth
I'm not the one that you know
At least in that I have confidence
I'm in the background
Like the sound of the faucet drips
I'm more than a ghost
I'm someone who got problems yeah
I need you to know
I'm running low on my oxygen
That's the only one reason why I ain't been talking
Ok that's a lie, but you know that for me, it's so hard to be honest
From this moment on I won't lie to you, not at all, that shit I promise
I'm finally coming to my senses that you're what I wanted
I was fucking dumb, we were only 15
only cared about my art, girl I hope that you do miss me
I don't wanna let you down, just like I did without thinking 
Would you look around, if they said that I was missing
I wanna somehow let you know that I'm more than a ghost
but you never answer your damn phone when you sniffing the blow
your mascara lines they run down like the blood from your nose
the chamber of secrets gripped in my hands I feel the chrome
but no you don't know how to hurt me
because you're an angel descended
your heart it got cold way too early
like winters in northern new england
i wonder why you didn't curve me
once you heard all the rumors your friends spread
I'm sorry please show me some mercy
I hope you do better in heaven

milk carton angel // prod. capsctrl

cover art by Alexander Levesque

VOCALISTS IN ORDER:

1. @dev0x
2. @struqq
3. @makeangelscry

blind until I'm gone [+dev0 & struqq] (prod. BLADE901)

been feeling far away w/ jadedloner (+waytoolost)

All Night (prod. ERLAX)

part of Raven Death Songs (Vol. 1)

01. Intro
02. Breath Like Winter
03. Wish Death
04. Secrets (ft. Gothboisoldier)
05. Life Be Still
06. Crying In My Sleep (ft. Kisho)
07. Into Nothing
08. Too Bad I'm Numb
09. Wretched
10. Dark Light
11. My Own Hell
12. In the Darkest Hour
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Lyrics:

[Soulfade]
I'll be crying in my sleep
If you wanna, see me bleed
What is very hard to see
Is that you're standing over me

Why should i trust you now
is it all a blur for you and me
No wonder i'm this way
Broken down piece by piece

[Kisho]
Broken down piece by piece
I know, nobody understands me like you
I'm a fire, fuck the peace
I'm here, you can judge and observe me like you do
Don't know what you see in me
Every day hoping you still love me
All alone in the sea
Somebody please come save me
I can't do it by myself anymore
I always hate it when you're walking out that door
What can i do to fix it now
This is all beyond my reach
I just wanna fall asleep
Let the ghost take hold of me
I'm not who i want to be
I'll be crying in my sleep

[Soulfade]
I'll be crying in my sleep
If you wanna, see me bleed
What is very hard to see
Is that you're standing over me

Why should i trust you now
is it all a blur for you and me
No wonder i'm this way
Broken down piece by piece

The Way I Bleed [prod Fish Narc]

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