Track 3 
Music Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EICeKSdrOKw

Lyrics:
oh they're gon see it as a callback 
when I drown myself in moss
who am I to care about a cost I already sunk it all 
and now I'm left to wonder why I'm off
they didn't say a word they just watched
sat back and just watched
now I swear its washed
couldn't stand another second in the box
think I lost the plot with that one song
mayday, hope is lost uh
angel hair just like pasta
and they pushed me back into the lava
I don't play with no snow I'm not Anna 
1009 up the mix and it's awesome
tally up the points then I dock em
I deserve everything in the locker
haven't felt this crazy since I talked to her
haven't felt this crazy in a while
but I'm feeling crazier than ever
I write down the times where I thought about the times where I thought about it
I end up with notebooks full of nothing in the embers
I'm so tired I just cant fulfill the need
there's no extra info ever needed to be gleaned from the peak
I thought I was me and then I shrieked
you're tearing me apart and then I leave
I'll just play the part like for a week
I just let me guard down, that moment I speak
no I'll never do that shit again or it's on me

Mayday, hope is Lost .. prod feardorian & lavanguard [MV IN DESC]

Two thumbs down i got love 4 lil tov
i was ridin inna sprinter been a min since onna road
i been gettin hella checks so i been buyin fancy soap
we cld take him by the legs if he aint stickin 2 the code
i been reppin tms ya im up w chino
if he said he wanna verse its j like 20 c notes
ye i said its our world b who u wna be h** 
ksuuvi ridin inna back w the twin ovo
ksuuvi ridin inna back i got jaden inna front
said she rly want me back but i been said tht we were done
i been buggin out my ass my boy j said im onna run 
we been knew tht he was doomed like ever since he droppd the blunt huh
hit my line wn me 2 push up
say u bta beat my ass frl but u aint do nun
up in my dm u actin scary i-
up in my dm u actin scary i cant take u srs
alice auaa coat w the boots ion wear amiris
i j keep goin ghost i aint too mysterious
im tryna c wyo b im gettin curious
bust ass quick then i dip ion wna hear it

Two (ksuuvi bbuggin)

you dont like to dish what you cant take cuz it comes around

@endrisdeath

prod @lynyou

honest w/ endri

shoutout oxy shoutout damani

free palestine
free angola

pull up w/oxydecay prod me & 1:21

produced by aftrr
stream: ffm.to/outs

Why am I still holding on
I know your heart’s been gone
They say we should cut it off
I say let’s prove 'em wrong
But I’m so sick of it all
The words that give me withdrawals
Stuck at the root of it all

I know you’re not good for me
It hurts like second degree
It’s getting hard to believe
You’re lying right through your teeth
I know I just let it be
But I don’t want you to leave
Maybe I want you to see
(Maybe I want you to see)

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know what's got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

(Show you what it feels like)
(Show you what it feels like)

You feeling under the weather
Tomorrow we could be better
You wanna stay up inside
In your closet, my sweater
We haven’t talked since November 
But then I saw you that night

It’s getting cold, do you feel it too
Ask me what it feels like
Don’t know whats got into you
Letting go, look for something new
We did everything right
Now I’m on the outside

On the outside
I’ll be just fine

(Show you what it feels like)

stream

The Outside

prod & mixed by @piotrekwozniak

lyrics:

she acts so proud, but i know she's another paper tiger
might take a break from toronto, and fly macao for the winter
bengal cats in my condo, and they scratching up the leather
no tcs this gts might spin out in bad weather

in those 2 inch miu miu pumps, she stand 5'4
she look real good, i don't know, i might die for it
i was in reyjkavik, full arc'teryx, it kept me real warm
no cats, so you could smell the engine in this v8 porsche

i'm swerving lanes, i'm cutting cutting traffic like tim burton
i quit chunghwas for the week, 'cause my lungs been hurting
getting scared just isn't me, so i could never ever get nervous
she playing games on my phone, she don't never wanna put the work in

paper tigers and pretty liars, i been used to it
i'm in sassafraz with a new sauvignon, i'm too used to this

in this gts, with cigarettes, that came from beijing
i'm with a new girl, she's from the east, right out of magazines

i would hate it if she spilt bacardi on my dior jeans
she asked me, how come my sweaters only say prada and mcqueen
tom ford lipstick on my collar, but she did it gracefully
i think i've got a sweet tooth, 'cause i only mix my bacardi with grenadine

paper tigers and pretty liars, i been used to it
i'm in sassafraz with a new sauvignon, i'm too used to this
paper tigers and pretty liars, i been used to it
i'm in sassafraz with a new sauvignon, i'm too used to this

she acts so proud, but i know she's another paper tiger
might take a break from toronto, and fly macao for the winter
bengal cats in my condo, and they scratching up the leather
no tcs this gts might spin out in bad weather

paper tigers and pretty liars, i been used to it
i'm in sassafraz with a new sauvignon, i'm too used to this
paper tigers and pretty liars, i been used to it
i'm in sassafraz with a new sauvignon, i'm too used to this

paper tigers and pretty liars, i been used to it
i'm in sassafraz with a new sauvignon, i'm too used to this
paper tigers and pretty liars, i been used to it
i'm in sassafraz with a new sauvignon, i'm too used to this

i'm too used to this

paper tigers (prod. piotrek___wozniak)

goal

produced by @duble / @jackemipho

—
and i (x6)

its complicated all the times that i cant pick up
heard a knock at the
so i cant miss ya
cant miss ya
strip it off so i can kiss ya
can kiss ya

i am more than your vessel
i tried to save it all the nights that i met you
its overrated all the times that i
id even say that i could see you with my eyes closed
show you that youve always been my

end goal (x16)

girl you know that i cant sing
alone
put myself up in your skin and bones

i am more than your vessel
i tried to save it all the nights that i met you
its overrated all the times that i
id even say that i could see you with my eyes closed
show you that youve always been my

and deep down
you keep thinking that im stressed
id hate to send that message over text
i aint even mean to hit you back
cause

i am more than your vessel
i tried to save it all the nights that i met you
its overrated all the times that i
id even say that i could see you with my eyes closed
show you that youve always been my

goal

7 stars prod rachyl

Mel : Anem0s
Drums : Me

[Chrous]

All the time lost that I spent with you
Everytime that I try and tell the truth
If you want ill cut my skin and bleed for you
Why you never try as hard and see it through

[Verse]

Bae I try so hard to be with you
Tell me what to do dont want to be rude
Tell me what I gotta do to see you
Dont know why its so hard to believe you
How tf did I put my trust in someone that wants me to lose yeah
How tf did it come from you like why would you decieve me 
How tf could you switch up on me like so fucking easy
How tf could I find out all this shit man it just beats me

I wont ever trust again I dont wanna drown 
I wont ever love again ill see you around
Everytime I sleep I catch myself breaking down
Everytime I pray I keep my head to the ground
I put addy on my tounge dont like when im coming down
Had to restart yeah from zero ever since you aint come around
Its so much up in my brain im tryna go break myself out
Hard to do this on my own I had to go figure it out

[Chrous]

All the time lost that I spent with you
Everytime that I try and tell the truth
If you want ill cut my skin and bleed for you
Why you never try as hard and see it through (2x)

I Spend My Time Thinking About It

Adrenaline

Engine No. 9

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