im nothing without you (dexter yu)

sdp interlude (Extended)

talking 2 stars

sewerxsorrow // the album , soon . <3

lyrics:



How the fuck did I make it to this suit and tie
I dont know
I am on drugs right now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

Baby just look at me like really look
Cause Im trying to hide deep down
Im so afraid of myself
Fuck
Baby I see the seems of ur book
And the pages are running out
But u sick of slowing down
I just tumped this blunt the ash just hit my ferri belt
I just came thru this door and now they tryna throw me out
I just seen this tab on top my pinky now its in my mouth
U know that Life could be so normal but she’s sick of slowing down
You know that every time I miss u I think of why u not around 
Oh U just dropped a bomb my shadows painted on the ground
u know if u died tomorrow where would u want to be found
Cause Time is running out for me and thats where im going now

I am on drugs right now x8

I just made this the intro cause im on drugs right now
Im fucking dying
Open that ear for damage u getting fucked right now
I cannot eat right now
But Im throwing up some how
Stepping in bile and piss right now
Im so alive right now

on drugs rn (sorrowbringer x soprettyanxiety)

lyrics:

Time had stopped
And I could see
I was that which
Ended we

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks to my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

u know I might be on drugs but my brain works and I got a big heart
but Is it big enough to be washed of this whole thing and sent forth
Her Serpentine eyes stare a dead hole in me from the dashboard
Im getting fucked up in the drivers seat to see if I could’ve done more

What has become of him 
I could throw up with the tension that has taken me on this night
What has become of them
I will burn up from the warmth inside this fire blanket wrapped tight

so Take up the wheel inside ur free hand
and U feel the hurt they missed in their death
Peel back his eyes to watch it again
for The reaper is here to pick thru your friends
the angry man waits and he picks at himself
The patient man stays and he offers him his help
The patient he tends to will take to his thrill
But angry again he becomes when he’s still
so Its thrill that ur after
Its thrill that u want
Its cheap if u choose to take risk of its harm
Its thrilling to me how you gamble its scorn
Im thrilled to inform you the tissue you’ve torn

The ground where I slept pressed the news of its rocks into my wet arms
I am just a putty Waterlogged by a brine made of bad form
When I woke up I was launched 20 feet from a crashed car
And when I got up I could see ur body parts in my front yard

putty man / drugs p2 (sorrowbringer)

Glad I made the party its been a while since we spoke
You all look so cool except that one guy that died
How’d he end up passing I guess still no one here knows
God id really hate to be that one guy that died
Lucy went to Yale and Jeremys start up just had sold
Everyone had success except that one guy that died
The plane has crashed at takeoff but the captain saved the show
And everyone walked away except that one guy that died

I wonder how his family is and I wonder how they cope
And how they deal with the fact of knowing the one guy that died
When we pass away im wondering where the broken go
I wish I could’ve of asked this to that one guy that died
Once you cheat death are u paranoid everywhere u go
This would be what I ask To that other guy that survived
No one gives a fuck and knowing that now means that ur up
Way too many ways to be the one not growing up
I know its scary world but really u gotta suck it up
Its not like when u die you’ll still be thinking of how it sucked
Cause you’ll be dead inside the ground and birds will shit on top of ur grave
Or they’ll burn you and urn u up cause thats how moneys getting saved
You hold brick and mortar dont let money pave the way for 
Dont you wanna be the guy that wakes up bored and old and grey 
I got cholera in my system and a growth thats on my face
Im so glad I finally made it to the young age of 98
I just wonder what adventure I could get up to today
Maybe I could shit my bed and eat my broccoli and paste

Glad I made the party its been a while since we spoke
You all look so cool except that one guy that died
How’d he end up passing I guess still no one here knows
God id really hate to be that one guy that died
Lucy went to Yale and Jeremys start up just had sold
Everyone had success except that one guy that died
The plane has crashed at takeoff but the captain saved the show
And everyone walked away except that one guy that died

that one guy that died (sorrowbringer)

Hurry up
Hurry up
Before the crank wears off could u jury up
Who gives a fuck what she thinks right now
Im in the basement im gearing up
I keep on seeing the 
U just not feeling the fear enough
Blueberry I gotta problem with staying up
I need the butcher weigh it up
Turn me up
Turn me up
Said Im tryna tell u that im in love
But How I could I talk when u hanging up
U way too good at this game I dont play enough
I guess ur memory changed in the past week
Know id fill the blanks if u asked me
U grinding my gears from the back seat
U better off grabbing a taxi

I got a bullet inside of heart
When I go back to Lilith she rip it apart
Never again will I think of my life
Cause the more that I do more i see its not mine
This is my true point of view
If I wasn’t myself and i thought like you
And U hate me and I could see why u do
And im sick of pretending I like me too
Dragged by the waves
Im Washed on the beach
Salt soaked shoes cover
Raisining feet
Let me roll this fucking smoke
Before I talk to you at least
Its been a long day
Andto be honest with u im beat
U just need to hurry up
And tell me by end of week
How u gonna lie to me
I know just what u need
Promise if u rock with me
Ill be all u could dream
Me and u the same baby
I know just what u bleed

Hurry up
Hurry up
Before the crank wears off could u jury up
Who gives a fuck what she thinks right now
Im in the basement im gearing up
I keep on seeing the 
U just not feeling the fear enough
Blueberry I gotta problem with staying up
I need the butcher weigh it up
Turn me up
Turn me up
Said Im tryna tell u that im in love
But How I could I talk when u hanging up
U way too good at this game I dont play enough
I guess ur memory changed in the past week
Know id fill the blanks if u asked me
U grinding my gears from the back seat
U better off grabbing a taxi

b4 the crank wears off (sorrowbringer)

I cant die right now I sit these fumes and I breath in harder

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

As I write this down I feel myself get caught in anguish
Seems the constants in my life have all been found and tainted
When the sun goes down at night does it give word to oceans
They find the moon a guest invited here to grant them motion
A plasticine home
With a porcelain bed
On the linoleum floors
Where I break open heads
Theres jakes on the phone
And a scalp in my lap 
Now With All that I know
I just know that its bad

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

I swear I didnt that she would die
It was right here that she attacked me with a knife
I defended myself
It was brutal I know
But the wounds dont match up with the story ive told
Its called love
And you could never understand it
Love comes with hardship
And love comes with damage
And this here is passion
A love left unbandaged
When Im all thats left 
I find love in disparage

I know you love me like u say but I just love u harder
Rain just ricochets from bone I see ur face in water
When the stars die baby ill be right here
Not a step id take again if it would pull u further

pure unadulterated love (sorrowbringer)

Bullshit on my mind
And Too much money on top my body yea
Why would I hear u out when there’s like nothing u got to swap me yea
Night got way too rocky I had to kick her out the party
Really I seen that text and u saw me check it I guess u got me
This right here in this blunt its like directly out the harley
Oh u think u funny I think u think u Chris Farley yea
Try some different jokes because I must be missing something yea
Im tryna piss myself and u just boring as fuck and sorry
I put bandaids on my wounds and peel them off so fucking slowly
I been told u get to know me and u gonna wish u didnt know me
Talk to me like I do not get the concept of a story
Could u Break it down for me like out my ears my brain is pouring
I could see the mighty max edition of my life
I close up the top and shake the shit out the device
I pour out the side and write a page about my trip
Yea it might not be much work but its as honest as it gets

Least I was there for most of it
These memories and fellowships
Ive seen enough to write the book
But ive wrote enough now take a look

Scared of heights
Watch me hold my breath
I was pushed for i just meant to balance on the ledge
Thru the London fog
I could see a hand
Pointing steel of a barrel at my open head
And On the coldest night
Of this winter passed
I had seen this hand again albeit a tighter grasp
Thru my life he has crept thru bricks and broken glass
All the time just loading clips full of brutal pasts


this winter past (sorrowbringer)

I got too much time on my hands
I got too much nova cane plugged up inside my gums
Its a lot
Make way for the doc
U say u in pain
Its curbed with 20 shots

Bleed
This right here in my hand is what u need
Im not giving it up without the fee
Honourable practice covertly I practice greed
All of that passion play is make believe
Dead ringer bitch it was me
Watch me change the genome of her seed
Bitch im playing a god so lemme eat
I just wanted power over the free

I keep failed attempts in the safe
I keep them fresh I touch upon their face
This shit way too fucked up to be saved
When I operate I do traditional archaic

Bleed
This right here in my hand is what u need
Im not giving it up without the fee
Honourable practice covertly I practice greed
All of that passion play is make believe
Dead ringer bitch it was me
Watch me change the genome of her seed
Bitch im playing a god so lemme eat
I just wanted power over the free



MEDICINE MAN (sorrowbringer)

chernobyl

Bless the Maker and His water.
Bless the coming and going of Him.
May His passage cleanse the world.
May He keep the world for His people.

im nothing without you (dexter yu)

OXYHAUNT