prod @fum1ko
@terastic
@1crusafix
@primmreaperr
@1lucina
(me @cldsummer)
yea im getting big bags nd i leave u behind
im only thinkin bout the dollars, yea u leavin my mind
n now ur crossing the line, ur tellin me that ur mine
go back nd forth all the time
ruthless, idk how much longer i'll do this
ur takin me apart n replacing my parts w toothpicks
ur saying if the shoe fits, but girl it isnt fitting me
ur draining all my energy, nd now im on to better things
counting up my dollar bills, yea they're 100s
u say u wanna date me but this isnt what u wanted
but girl im not ur plaything, no i am not a puppet
u cannot put me on a string, n idc what u think
(tera @terastic)
pills in my system, i might die
yea i dont rly wanna waste my time
gave u everything i had, why the fuck u gotta lie
tell me what u want, baby dont b shy
i know that u didnt rly love me u was fakin
like to talk a lot we cut him up like some bacon
.....

back nd forth + tera, 1crusafix, primm, lucina

2.8.21

prod https://soundcloud.com/silokilledthis
w/ https://soundcloud.com/memwald https://soundcloud.com/atn2k https://soundcloud.com/1polarity https://soundcloud.com/okstarkie https://soundcloud.com/thelunacy

Lyrics:
[Hook]
i dont like to brag
but ive been doing great
i dont need anything from you ill be okay either way
promise me that you wouldn't miss me whenever im not around
cus i just want to make you smile i pray i dont let you down

i know that im not perfect but i always try my best
really hope that i deserve good things happening again

im so thankful for the people that i get to call my friends
i can't say it enough but i swear that im in your debt

[My Verse]
i appreciate the things you always say and do
i can't imagine the person id be if i never met you
i count my blessings everyday and i cant thank you enough
ill never take it for granted im grateful for all your love

[Memory]
Taking you for granted
Trust me that's something I'll never do
I don't know why I expected you to play me like a fool

Not like all these other girls, tryna rip my heart apart
You just wanted all my love from the very start

Yet im a rabbit in a snowstorm
A needle in a haystack
Trying to be different but all it do is make me sad
Just playing the anti hero
Cos ill never be ur hero
Guess im just stuck as a zero
Not even reaching subzero 

[Hook]

[Atone]
It's like I stepped into a new land
Forget about my problems and forget about my old friends

I'm here to have a good time
Got nothing else on my mind
And we've been going up
I'm talking bout my friends and I

Four bands, on me

One for all my bros,
And I got one for Mr. Tony

I keep a lot to myself
I don't tell nobody else
Except for my best friends, cus they deserve to know me

[Polarity]
Lately I've been lowkey cus I'm not much of a boaster
But shit's been getting crazy turn my life into a poster 
(Fuck!)

I turn this shit upside down
Now I can't figure it out
Things feel okay in the moment
But know I still have my doubts

Always have and always will
I'm under pressure don't lose chill
And when the cops come calling in
Just know we both don't pay our bills

And every single second I'm alone just know there's time to kill
So you can come back home whenever there's a house up on these hills

[OKSTARKIE]
thank you for the all love
drownin in the water, but you helped me above
ma i know that i dont say it enough
glad that you were here, i hope they put you above

aye
cuz if they put you below
id b sittin in a rut, id put my nose to the blow
aye (bruh) aye 
ima just stick to the dope
i been asking for help, im going door to door

[Lunacy]
Pick me up when I'm down, I'm never going out
Talk me off the ledge, I ain't ever giving up
I would never be alone since I got you by my side
On your shoulder I can cry, hope the feeling never dies

You're the type to never judge tell you all my secrets
I was drowning in depression but you saved me from the deep end
Deepen our connection I was always in my head
Yea you saved me from the demons that keep me in bed

[Hook]

Fin

grateful w/ memory, atone, polarity, OKSTARKIE, lunacy (silo)

Spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/aspecta/goforit-feat-caponeti-og-lost-howl1-i6neiru-visions-nocts--shynitel

prod. @e13venthirteen

@caponeti
@OG_Lost
@fvnny
@i6neiru
@ilyvisions
@noct_s
@shynitel

#GOFORIT ft. caponeti, OG Lost, howl1, i6 neiru, visions, Noct!s, & shynitel (p. eleven thirteen)

feat. @kaixan 
produced by @prodbytoshi & @prodsoulsss

lyrics:
take advantage of me you know i like that 
in the end im going ghost like snapchat 
too much pressure on my chest i cant take it 
pull up to the party you aint get an invitation 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse 

(kaixan)
yeah these pills got me hanging on a tightrope 
leaking body red up on the screen just like a typo
all my money blue its like im texting off an iphone
posted with ur bitch im not just kaixan imma chiro-practor
and that money coming im the factor
spin that fucking building imma turn into disaster
and u can come meet me after 
what i would do for some laughter

to be honest i still wish you the best but
right now im feeling so much better 
thankful for the things that i would do when i would let her 
every time u hit my phone i just ignore it 
every time i see a pill i want to snort it 
baby ur the reason why im sticking to myself 
ive been steady smoking cigarettes im fucking up my health
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse
i pretend it doesnt matter 
fucking with your feelings now ur prolly feeling shattered 
she said im “mysterious” but really its anxiety 
i dont like commitment so im sticking to variety 
my friends will leave me in the dirt 
im sick and tired feeling hurt 
why is it always getting worse 
i took the pills it made it worse

always w/ kaixan (toshi + souls1)

almosteveryday

trauma bonds (ryo)

performed by: @decayinganyways @iissaa-hi @777evil @ily_turo @nokerbforever @soliooooo
produced by: fantom
https://open.spotify.com/track/1on5vNyrc3oZz6rqcn95BJ?si=2ce8894f71e64fe6
lyrics:
(Decay&iissaa)
800 miles per hour but we’re barley at the start line 
Cause i've been in the sky, feel alive on the airline
And damn we got a feeling that we gonna hit it big time 
And you can say what u want about mine
And we know in film roll , we will have an archive of good times 
And tell me what you want but i'm doing fine
I'm wishing you well, but if you couldn't tell

(Lxve Turo)
You can be, anything that you wanna be and its okay.
and try to be, somebody better but it wont last forever but if you're clever

(Decay & Miku)
We will never die young, going supersonic till it’s all done 
Hitting outer space a supernova
Oh no one ever wants to be a no one 
No one

and i don’t wanna waste my time today 
i don’t ever wanna throw my heart away i just wanna be someone today

(Lxve Turo)
I'm tryna be the very best me 
they say I'm out my mind 
I'm tryna be the real me 
and now were running outta time 
I'm tryna fix thing 
but I don't know if I can do it 
forever but I'm tryna be better 
than me

(Nokerb)
Feeling fu*ked up, i don't want you anymore
Saw you walk right out that door
And i could just swear u've sworen
Feels like i've been waiting for this all my life long
Told you now it's time to score
Blue lock, we make the board

(Solio)
I tried so hard to humble myself but every other night we grow in the distance, I had to manifest the world for myself

(Decay & Miku)
We will never die young, going supersonic till it’s all done 
Hitting outer space a supernova
Oh no one ever wants to be a no one 
No one

and i don’t wanna waste my time today 
i don’t ever wanna throw my heart away i just wanna be someone today..

STARTLINE

STARTLINE - DECAYINGANYWAYS, IISSAA, LXVE TURO, EVILMIKU, NOKERB, SOLIO

red roxy prod aldn

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 
just let me know

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 
just let me know

passed out in the shower
i cant feel nothing
got me feeling sour
about my existence
no i will not fit in
no i dont wanna be you
fuck that i dont wanna be a fool
fuck that i dont wanna be cool no
imma kick you out the house
playing games like cat and mouse
you dont know what im about
talking crap boy shut your mouth
you said that you wont cry
wipe your tears and wipe your eyes

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 
just let me know

got smoke in my lungs
cant believe im gone
you just want me drunk
cause that is what you want
finna get it done
you know where im from
im never coming home 

just let me know

just let me know
just let me know

cant believe im gone (northeast lights x odece)

tysm to all my frens
u know who u are, ily
mixing help by @theguy1k

[clearvision]
do u visit me while im sleeping
i was dreaming last night, dreaming of a place that wasnt nearby
every time i see my name written for u and not for me
on checkered floors in the dark im chasing what i cant see

i cant rely on ur red magicks for prize
so take me back to the start
i cant just unfreeze ur heart
i wanna see u tonight
by crystal statues, ill write another oath for this time
ill sign my soul on the line

[8485]
(coming soon)

[paprika]
(coming soon)

witching hour on EFnet w/ 8485 & paprika (odel)

haven't released a song in a month so here you go lol

red roxy prod aldn

oxysleep

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