shallow taste's

@1kaido

produced by me, @maxmadethebeat, and tomoya tomita

dog model in cover by @kei4all
drawings of me n kaido by @nicopatty

//lyrics

(kaido + scruff on backing vocals)
(harmonic moaning)
your finally mine
ive been waiting
im so nervous
ive been patient
with you
open that door
you been alone
pick up that phone
I got bands
i am the man
and i do everything that i can
and I dont understand
i didnt plan this
isnt this lovely
i didnt vanish
pick up that phone
no ones home
pick up that phone
i got bands
im the man

(scruff)
shes my fan
its like this new part of me has began
its turned from impossible to "i can"
whats on your mind i cant face it
i cant erase it
all these feelings in my head I cant take it
now im better off NOT dead in the making
said "isnt this lovely"
i said all this shit like i meant it
feels like im in my mind for a minute
and Im always the one that just NEVER GETS IT
i hope we have no problems
pick up our losses
i dont feel this often
we should never stop it
meet me in the cockpit
its getting boring now I just want her to get off of me

lovely

lovely w/ kaido

sorrow w/ kaido

brand new (prod. joshwa)

i'm scared
i'm scared
i'm scared
oh i'm scared
you left me in the dark and now i'm lost
i thought you were the answer, i was wrong
cause everytime i see you my heart grows numb
it's not fair that i can't feel your fucking love
it's a shame cause you're gone in a couple months
wish i could say that the news really fucked me up
but i'm sat here with my hands in pockets
i don't know where i lost it
i don't like thinking cause my thinking makes me nauseous
so i'm sorry
i'm sorry

sorry

@1spoder
https://www.instagram.com/1spoder/

produced by @prodbyjoshwa
www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/

[lyrics]

(spoder)
you drunk back at 4 am
this shit ain't that easy
tryna find a purpose hoping someone gonna need me
i got a ring, "hello?"
get to the guap, gotta go
i move the pack and i'm gone (bye)
i knew for a fact you were wrong

and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

(javan)
something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me
lying on the floor 
i been thinking if i'm being used
actin if she cared (cared, cared)
i'm like so confused
why you acting so recluse
i mean it's up to you
you been acting such a fool
i'll just head out soon

(something doesn't feel right
feel like i'm dancing with the devil
for like half my life
our love ain't that stable
i been looking for a change
hoping you would do the same
can you tell
this love ain't right for me)

woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
woke up from the floor
i wanted something more
i'm the one you should adore
(dore, dore, dore)
oooohhhh

(spoder)
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong
and my world keeps spinning
can't remember if i'm winning
i'll see you later
she only care about paper
remind me it's not ever fair
for once, felt like a cool a hunnid bucks
she told me i was not enough
i wish that you knew you were wrong

exploit w/ spoder (joshwa)

throwing up
this early 
i dont wanna be grown now,
dont worry
treat me like a nuisance
lets fucking do this
beaten and bruised
put that fucker to use
come and pour that risotto
my main thang move jus like a model
niggas knocking on my head i guess im hollow

lets kill the lights out
i know
i know
you're fucking my life up
right on 
right on

growin up

produced by @prodbyjoshwa
mix and master: me + myno
vocals: me + myno

lyrics:
@asumuh(verse 1)
every single call 
doesn’t feel the same
i know i f*ked up bad
again and again
but i need you to
stay with me
cause i don’t wanna be alone again
and i messed up twice
yet i’m checking my phone
got like 20 missed calls 
and i’m still on my own
yeah i’ve gone off track
and i’m losing control
and i’m losing my mind so baby

(hook)
don’t go
baby i’m just scared of the truth
and all the words that said
meant like nothing to you
and i don’t really wanna end
on some off terms
so baby lets just talk it out
and i don’t really wanna shout
(hahahaha)
baby it just feel like I’m in hell
cause we fighting every day and night
and I’m just yelling through my cell
so baby please don’t go 
so we don’t make it complicated
(and i really wanna stay)

@fknmyno (verse 2)
and i’ve been waiting for u all day
i cant get enough of your love if i’m honest
i know we argue a lot but that’s okay 
cause i don’t think that i would have it any other way 

so don’t you tell me that your gonna leave
i’m tryna talk it out, but it’s too hard to breathe 
who said this loving shit is easy? 
fuck that, we gon make it through just believe me

don’t go 
let’s just try it again and again 
i don’t want this to end 
so don’t leave me all alone 
girl i just need you, you, you, oh

(hook)
don’t go
baby i’m just scared of the truth
and all the words that said
meant like nothing to you
and i don’t really wanna end
on some off terms
so baby lets just talk it out
and i don’t really wanna shout
(hahahaha)
baby it just feel like I’m in hell
cause we fighting every day and night
and I’m just yelling through my cell
so baby please don’t go 
so we don’t make it complicated
(and i really, and i)

don't go

spotify >:D

don't go w/ myno (joshwa)

frou frou frou frou frou frou x4 artifact

a new kind of love(imperf/art1fact)

produced by me
written by me
mix / master by me
some vocals by my brother sprinkled throughout just for the giggles
special thanks to alladin for making that guitar loop so good

have a splendid summer!!

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yanaali/melody-of-flowers

//

verse 1

i know about those eyes
and everythin' they're tryna tell me. yeah
throw on something, dont look too nice
cause im not tryna catch nothing but its too hard for u

pre-chorus 1

i know, drive all around with all my a-
-migos, but it do not compare to u
movin slow is for the past
so u and me lets hop in u know we're goin fast

chorus

cause girl we're shinin
we've got the timing all wrong like the chorus of a song
know where to find me
leave a city full of lies with the weather on our side baby

you know ive tried but i cant hack it
lets just live along tonight
melody of flowers magic
got the speed we're cruisin high
shinin
leave a city full of lies with the weather on our side baby

verse 2

i know ive got competition
got them doin too much girl u what everybody missin
but im callin the shots, i dont know if im on ur mind  
cause i feel like a lot of what i want is with ur time

u dont needa say 'alright'
i could read it from ur sighs
tryna see u on this side
i can take us for a ride
but i cant be alone with u for so long 
cause im not tryna catch nothing but its too hard for u

pre-chorus 2

i know, driving around with only
us two, the sun is down while we stay up 
movin slow is for the past
so u and me lets hop in u know we're goin fast

chorus

cause girl we're shinin
we've got the timing all wrong like the chorus of a song
know where to find me
leave a city full of lies with the weather on our side baby

you know ive tried but i cant hack it
lets just live along tonight
melody of flowers magic
got the speed we're cruisin high
you know ive tried but i cant hack it
lets just live along tonight
melody of flowers magic
got the speed we're cruisin high

melody of flowers

produced by xona 

[???]

-lyrics-
I might act like you but I’ve been knowing my own limits
I can’t help myself when you treat me like I was different
oh my god, I swear I’m falling all apart and it won’t stop
it’s like September and it doesn’t seem to rot-

like you..

I might stab myself or two
don’t walk within these hilly dunes
I’ll fall right here and shoot through you
“stay by side”
I’m not your other guy
this isn’t choice I just know that I’ve been airtight 

I’ve been so upset, ember through my chest
where did all your friends go(?) coalesce
I might need a grip to pull me into this 
drugs are different, they walk into a depth
ay, yeah
caught within my skin 8 leg to my sight 
I’ll tell my truth and leave you hanging so you won’t cry- don’t try
ain’t one, ain’t by your side
so so, out of line? enduring all the fights

~

my life is hurting for a way to pause
I’ll hang around and let it go on
yeah, yeah
I can’t choose on what I’m on
I tend to change and I’m worried that-

talk down oh my oh my-
it’s on me to make it out alive 
more found within my skin
8 eyes, 8 legs
they left off from my head

the coldest winter seemed so innocent, swim through the rivers and reach my instrument
I threw my life on the line for a threat.
I’m so depressed, I’m at fault for this shit
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin’ dread to our trust and I cry
and I can’t find a source why oh I, hate my life I don’t need an-

spotify

spiders III

...

vocals by javan
production by gc
mixing and mastering by javan

apologies

<3
prod joshwa and me

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/joon.prod/

I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

//Lyrics

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're talkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
yeah im the worst guy

(verse)
what was the first lie, you said, to me
ill be searchin for some answers
can't control my temper
you just wanna rent her
i just need some money on me won't tell u again sir
thought i was over it all, but
i feel like i gave it up
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
I couldn't let you run
i don't think im saying enough
you ain't sayin nun
how am I waitin up
yeah i'm still thinking bout how

(hook)
my heart beats when your textin me when you're walkin wit me
when ur next to me when ur walkin wit me
cause i miss you so much
don wanna say that
i miss that aroma
imma find my way back

(chorus)
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
i know im the worst guy
i see it all the time
i dont rlly wanna die
shi.. how it look from your side
i know you could light it up with your eyes
yeah we could tie it up on the short side
I know i'm the worst guy
i see it all the time
idrwd

(sauce)

talk2me

talk2me [p. sai]

produced by me
mastered by me
written by me
hopefully sc compressor doesn't mess with it too much :/

//

verse

walk away, ur face is only a crime
lose today missed ur alarm for nine
feels like everything is falling apart
day to day feels so subpar
u missed the train u have no way back home
stayed up for her now u stay up for nothing
no progression in day
at night its mind decay
ive done everything apart from poppin pills to fix this brain
dont have ownership on anything i do or i say
its a different rain
lifes a different game

pre-chorus 1

lost my need for u, loved u

*breakdown*

402, on the loose everywhere u miss me
the lights out in the city
u called me late, why?
we need a break, right?
ive had a long night
u look like ur alright
i cant be chasing ur lies
not for the rest of my life
youve got a hold on my mind
maybe we're out of time
i dont wanna be here forever
i just wanna leave, its for the better

chorus

youve taken my mind and everything else
has this been real life cause i couldnt tell
cant distinguish my pride from my mental health
i wanna heal myself, i wanna find myself 

verse

a hard time i dont know why
a bleak life when u said bye
hold on ive got something left to say
i know its not right but ur the one who called me late
four more years until my twenties and i still cant drive
sometimes i say ill change for the better, next day its the same weather
and i wouldnt be smiling if my eyes didnt close
and i wouldnt be trying if my life was set in stone
if ima be alone in the end
then ill just stay at home, on my bed

pre-chorus 2

ive made my mind
im confused so ill take my time
i dont wanna be u, i wanna be mine

breakdown

dont say the time at night
or else it ticks in my mind
we'll drive the car through the lights
we'll draw our thoughts through the cries
its not alright, i stuggle to give myself and i,
cant balance out my time for everyone else
402 on the loose, i wanna be true to my lies
i wanna be her's tonight
dont wanna rehearse my lines
cant lose my drive, ill lose my time 
i wanna heal myself, i wanna find myself 

chorus 2

youve taken my mind and everything else
has this been real life cause i couldnt tell
cant distinguish my pride from my mental health
cant balance out my time for everyone else
i wanna find a path where i wont need help
i wanna make some cash and fly to hotels
i wanna be a man who knows himself
i wanna heal myself, i wanna find myself 

*outro*

find / heal myself

prod pieper beats

girl wats going on with u
textin me all damn time oh time like what's going on with u
damn
girl i could see it thru
said that u want me too
but lately it's driving me crazy ik like let me get comfortable damn
like y
is he on ur mind
went thru all the msgs why dont you say you're mine
fuck, u know it too
don't ask to be with me if you don't wanna see that thru

said u wanna try get a little bit closer
oh look me in my eyes when u say tht it's over ik u want it bad
i can't give u any closure
i know i'm on your mind when you feel like a loner yk i got your back

time flies man i missed all day
limelight when i see your face and i
knew it was another game
too cute to be in my way like why
did u need to waste my time
dead
what needed to be said
you said you'd leave
im over it all over and again,
no you said you'd find me
no you dragged me back
but ik, ya i knowowowo

closure

hopefully a step in the right direction

(everything by me)

lyrics:

choking back my vomit 
staring at your bedroom wall

thinking to myself
"how did i get here?"
"how'd it all go wrong?"

and you've been begging me for hours 
to tell you that its not your fault
i didn't sleep
but in the morning
you told me not to tell no one

i wonder why
that when i said "no" four times 
you couldn't accept that right

and i know now
that every day 
i shouldn't have to relive that night

August bedroom wall

Untitled 2

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/5aH6JWfAkWLyEXEwIY3HYP?si=c9882776859943a1
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produced by roku
written by me
mix and master by me

thanks for sticking with me

///
drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though :)
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

but who am i?
jus another average skinny guy
go live your life
i can't say i understand it think my brain is fried
oh you're not tht broken
infatuation
in love with the idea of no moderation
5 pints 'fore you lay down
my dear,
rough past make you wanna leave town

heart race like a hundred miles
my fate has been sewn a while
upset when they read the file
disgust, how is it so vile?

jus let it down softly
how could you done harm me?
faceless
sorry
scarred up
hardly
was it all at my fault?
tough luck
i'm done speaking to a wall

drop dead
when i said
i'll be back though
spending all my days at a microphone
tell em it's all broke, like your old folk
don't lie
said you wna die
give me some time
i'm hurt all over
i'll make it right
in need of a clover
but there's none here to find
is it all a little too much?
my love,
you shouldn't have broke my trust

repeat

trust

i didnt know jd personally but I appreciate the impact they made on so many people.  rest easy.


LYRICS:
I can smell the cigarettes on your breath and I can tell that theres no more love left and its hard for me to communicate with my friends but they are all I got in the end its all I got in the end there all I got in the end please don’t play don’t pretend there all I got in the end 

Break 

I can tell you about a time where all my friends have fucking folded and I can tell you about a time where my friends have jacked my motion I can tell you about a time where I got friends quick I can tell you about a time where I got them slow gotta old mate used to pass the notes only seen my highs never seen my lows brush off my arms gotta move stealthy I don’t show my cards but its all my fault every single break yea its all my fault every headache yea its all my fault if they on my court I won’t pass the ball they don’t ever check on me at all I won’t treat u like u mine if u have never need my fall like ohhhhhh its time for me to take a step away its time for me to take a fuckin break but I can’t no no I can’t need make me a plan cuz its all Ill have in the end 

Break 

they are all I got in the end its all I got in the end there all I got in the end please don’t play don’t pretend there all I got in the end 

The end of this song is in reference to the original song by JD called "just make it to february"

Link: https://soundcloud.com/jdjd52/february

in the end

produced and all vocals mixed by me

@1kaido

// Lyrics

you wanna stay mad at me I understand
I got an ego i feel like the man
ok i just want to run away you missed my plans
all you do is just make fun  of me im better than

I know its not part of me oh
its not hard to see
and I hate the fact that no one wanted me
just go outside i just wanna leave
whys it so obvious to me
you just wanna understand me more but I dont wanna see
its so hard to mention and I dont want to get it
im not considering how you dont even want to listen
its so hard to mention and I dont want to get it
im not considering how you dont even want to listen

you wanna stay mad at me I understand
I got an ego i feel like the man
ok i just want to run away you missed my plans
all you do is just make fun  of me im better than

cover art by @whosdiced