i have listened to this song at least 100 times this week

shallow taste's

@1kaido

produced by me, @maxmadethebeat, and tomoya tomita

dog model in cover by @kei4all
drawings of me n kaido by @nicopatty

//lyrics

(kaido + scruff on backing vocals)
(harmonic moaning)
your finally mine
ive been waiting
im so nervous
ive been patient
with you
open that door
you been alone
pick up that phone
I got bands
i am the man
and i do everything that i can
and I dont understand
i didnt plan this
isnt this lovely
i didnt vanish
pick up that phone
no ones home
pick up that phone
i got bands
im the man

(scruff)
shes my fan
its like this new part of me has began
its turned from impossible to "i can"
whats on your mind i cant face it
i cant erase it
all these feelings in my head I cant take it
now im better off NOT dead in the making
said "isnt this lovely"
i said all this shit like i meant it
feels like im in my mind for a minute
and Im always the one that just NEVER GETS IT
i hope we have no problems
pick up our losses
i dont feel this often
we should never stop it
meet me in the cockpit
its getting boring now I just want her to get off of me

lovely

lovely w/ kaido

produced by maxmadethebeat  & aidan han n a little by me

@1kaido
@yoshi

//Lyrics

(scruff)
im on her page like a stalker
stop talking you're a goner
i won't take your offers
24 bottles down, that's not what i taught her
pills sitting, on top of her dresser
i wanna caress her
I showed my diamonds to my mama i'm a flexer
took the call 3 times, knowing you would get hurt
we going up
love how you're not showin up
i tell myself im glowing up
dont tell me how to run this shit
you make wanna throw up

(kaido)

Stalker

stalker w/ kaido & christian blair [p. maxmadethebeat + aidanhan]

throwing up
this early 
i dont wanna be grown now,
dont worry
treat me like a nuisance
lets fucking do this
beaten and bruised
put that fucker to use
come and pour that risotto
my main thang move jus like a model
niggas knocking on my head i guess im hollow

lets kill the lights out
i know
i know
you're fucking my life up
right on 
right on

growin up

frou frou frou frou frou frou x4 artifact

a new kind of love(imperf/art1fact)

produced by xona 

[???]

-lyrics-
I might act like you but I’ve been knowing my own limits
I can’t help myself when you treat me like I was different
oh my god, I swear I’m falling all apart and it won’t stop
it’s like September and it doesn’t seem to rot-

like you..

I might stab myself or two
don’t walk within these hilly dunes
I’ll fall right here and shoot through you
“stay by side”
I’m not your other guy
this isn’t choice I just know that I’ve been airtight 

I’ve been so upset, ember through my chest
where did all your friends go(?) coalesce
I might need a grip to pull me into this 
drugs are different, they walk into a depth
ay, yeah
caught within my skin 8 leg to my sight 
I’ll tell my truth and leave you hanging so you won’t cry- don’t try
ain’t one, ain’t by your side
so so, out of line? enduring all the fights

~

my life is hurting for a way to pause
I’ll hang around and let it go on
yeah, yeah
I can’t choose on what I’m on
I tend to change and I’m worried that-

talk down oh my oh my-
it’s on me to make it out alive 
more found within my skin
8 eyes, 8 legs
they left off from my head

the coldest winter seemed so innocent, swim through the rivers and reach my instrument
I threw my life on the line for a threat.
I’m so depressed, I’m at fault for this shit
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin’ dread to our trust and I cry
and I can’t find a source why oh I, hate my life I don’t need an-

spotify

spiders III

...

vocals by javan
production by gc
mixing and mastering by javan

apologies

@yarnn

prod @saiwai
mixed by me and @forhampy
mastered by @forhampy

ON SPOTIFY AND ALL PLATFORMS NOW!
https://open.spotify.com/track/73NDJgF3JAttx3Sv7gQ0T9?si=709115303cc14600

(lyrics)
You still talkin' shit why the fuck are you so mad yuh
You say that you miss me why the fuck you actin' sad yuh
Sayin' that you hate me when you know I'm all you had yuh
Just give me my love back
Last time I couldn't stop
I thought that you loved me you know that I had to block
I was just about to leave you begging me to stop
Time is running out you know you wasting it like tick tock
Now we got a name for you a mention
Time to break the tension
Sending yo ass straight to detention

Lately I've been stuck up in my mind I've been thinking
Thinking what's the meaning
I know you've been heated
Baby you've been drinking
Woah
You just know the old me
Now I'm thinking got me thinking about the memories
Remember we used to be enemies
Now I fucking hate it when your not next to me
Think I overdosed on your love
Think I cant get away from your touch
Oh you got to go I don't give a fuck
How you think how you think that I'm dumb

How you talking all that shit because I'm up now
Show me all your moves yeah this choppa make you bust down
Keep a Glock I keep a strap
Talking down bro who is that
Talking shit he getting smacked
If you doubting then that's that for you

You still talkin' shit why the fuck are you so mad yuh
You say that you miss me why the fuck you actin' sad yuh
Sayin' that you hate me when you know I'm all you had yuh
Just give me my love back
Last time I couldn't stop
I thought that you loved me you know that I had to block
I was just about to leave you begging me to stop
Time is running out you know you wasting it like tick tock
Now we got a name for you a mention
Time to break the tension
Sending yo ass straight to detention

I've been on the way
I'm impatient
Why you stressing
Yeah you was working on me like a patient
I'm flexing
Smoking all exotic got me faded
Don't waste my time
I was in the back
Tryna love you right
I've been switching lanes
Tryna switch my side
And I was tryna fight just make you mine

I thought that you loved me you know that I had to block
I was just about to leave you begging me to stop
Time is running out you know you wasting it like tick tock
Now we got a name for you a mention
Time to break the tension
Sending yo ass straight to detention

detention

detention w/ yarn

<3
prod joshwa and me

https://www.instagram.com/prodbyjoshwa/
https://www.instagram.com/joon.prod/

I've been up to nothing but waiting
It's been hard to sleep with the truth
I turn up but I can't ever face it
Gotta maybe start with you
Gotta choose
How to talk the way I did but I don't
Love the way I miss that stupid taste
Woah

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

She's so fine but I can't ever tell her
Ima scroll through one more time
She could be mine but I just never let her
But she knows that I've been dying to let her know it
But I'll be fine act like I never knew or cared at all
Loving's so hard when you can't ever talk about it

I tried to warn myself to never never go alone
But late night sunrise keep me out the home tonight
Yeah they keep me out the home tonight again
1, 2, 3, 4

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I'm not gonna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you always get the notion
Your tongue can't lie I've been falling
Don't even cry cause
I don't wanna walk away or talk away the moment
Love it when you talk the way you do

Last night turned into a movie
She got me lost what to think about
Now I'm stuck in pretend again
Till summer ends
I just can't shake it off
But you still wanna talk
Let's run away at night before you're wasted
Wont try to keep you missing once again

Shoutout Allison for the photo creds :D

last night

ground war w/ failed

//produced by sai, irusu, and meeee

art on cover drawn by irusu

Featuring nicopatty

Lyrics

(scruff) (me)
im so, in
dont know my name anymore
im going
pour my pain in a four
no its not snowin, the rain wont pour (like its cold enough for the rain to turn into snow but it wont come down, referring to opportunities we dont take) (poetic)
imma never stop growing till pain runs course
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
butterflies when you look around me
no more lies, it surrounds me
this is not how I want it
im so scared, scared of these assumptions

(nicopatty)
assumptions
it's never gonna stop
what's the point in it, fuck it
just tell me what u want
i know u want it, want it
ur breaking ur own heart
i don't give a shi, anymore anymore

awooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, i don't need a lot
dont need much, no
ooh, always wanna talk like ur special
ooh, like ur special
ya im fckn mental 
(x2)

(scruff)
awooh, lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
lookin for an answer
awooh, trippin over damn words
awooh, I just wanna run away, run away
the same sh*t, the same sh*t is underway n you dont even care
dont know my name anymore
pour my pain in a 4
no its not snowin the rain wont pour
imma.. stop trippin over words
imma
imma..... stop trippin over words...

you don't care w/ nicopatty [p. sai, adrien, & me]

your love

@aftrrs @aftrrs @aftrrs @aftrrs @aftrrs 

yea my feelings in a safe
try to keep it far from basic
last yr was a blur
but i can't consider lasic
kissed her w/ a zyn 
yea that shit got her addicted
camera take a flick
camera take a flick
for me

tell me what ur thinking when u tell me what u feel like
i wanna see u dance and pumpin its our last time
ahhhhhh im so fyeeee
its just ussss live it uppp 
ohhhh

@aftrrs 
uhh idk i forgot to ask LOL


now im running low on
things we could complicate
i dont like the way u talk to me
u dont like the way i talk to u 
heyyy
whend we get so complicated 
idrc what ur sayin
& u say its real love u playin
i know in my mind ive made it

last date w/ aftrr prod. jvd

prod @saiwai

canines and ak's
make em hit the race like tayk
basslines, 808s
move dem legs like sha a ake
wrist wet, hurricane, a bay bay
sniper need backup
he callin up a mayday
i could do this all day
holy cow
fuck the cow
i need the whole cattle
word to wayne
put in pain
every day a battle
twin turbo
so much horsepower
need a saddle
cut the grass
watch out for them snakes
for they rattle

i just worry bout my business
no its none of ur concern
its a srt full tinted
move that pack i put in work
everyday i end up sinning
paper make my pockets hurt
flip a bag like ima gymnast
trap like final not no scrimmage
cant forget that bitch im timid
spend like ten my wrist it glisten
made like ten bands while im pissing
i dont need ur attendance
in cancun i vacay
u miss my touch on ur waist
just say u want me to stay

canines and ak's
make em hit the race like tayk
basslines, 808s
move dem legs like sha a ake
wrist wet, hurricane, a bay bay
sniper need backup
he callin up a mayday
i could do this all day
holy cow
fuck the cow
i need the whole cattle
word to wayne
put in pain
every day a battle
twin turbo
so much horsepower
need a saddle
cut the grass
watch out for them snakes
for they rattle

canines prod sai

sci1 - killed in action

produced by chromecue (n me a little)

cover art drawn by my brother & edited by ilxrrrr

//lyrics 

you been keeping my eyes wide open
you been leading a life im hopin
i can have a part in i chose it
dont know where we started
well, i forgot it but
oh well
dont tell nobody else
i need you to myself, oh
been waiting on a call all week
ill take it like its all on me
just give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
aint been getting much sleep, lately
around 3 terrified of that dream
i swear to god if i dont get sleep, ill
have you running back to me
my tears have only grown old
right here you saw me stone cold
my fears, ive never once shown
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

like im in a coma
wrapped 'round me like a cobra
dont talk like i aint been in this so long
i got some memories that i could pull up
speaking of
i just wanna talk to you, baby
one stop till it all goes, crazy
dont drop what we all know
I, get a call when its autumn
it says you right there, (f*ck it)
it says you right there
we aint talk in so long
its like i dont even know ya
i dont care cause we're so in
scared and we know it
and i dont wanna give it up
tied around you and its pitiful
you dont act surprised its by design
tell me everything
it alligns i treat it like your medicine
like a crutch telling me it hasnt been, over
we gotta cut it off while we're still young
we'll grow old
its just fun, till your part of my soul now i need to grow up
we've grown cold
dont treat me like a sword in the stone bae if it all
depends on the weather
you cant move on when its said and, done
if you cant get better
dont, come to me with all your letters ill run
till we cross ill be far away from that era
when you fall i wont wanna get back together

cobra

//lyrics
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off

but its too easy, too easy babe
i start to aleviate
its my fault you dont see me lately
one call just to hear you maybe
i need you baby
they all think im faded
go ahead, call them crazy
i made it but i think you could tell that i need you by me
i know you too well not to treat you like we
havent grown out of our shells i cant see you siding
with no one else
with no one else because
the minute i pull up, got your lips on lock
you meant it when i stopped and you called me love
my mind sayin "dont get involved"
oh shit you let me know
that you give me your all
and you never do me wrong just like my last one did
oh shit i brought my past into it
and now you dont think id give you up
you dont think id show you off
when i see you in my arms
everything else turns off
i want you to see me, just see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me babe
want you to see me
just see me
just see me babe
i want you to see me babe

lovely w/ kaido

scruff

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