look 
it’s okay not to be 
okay 
everyday ain’t the same 
they rearrange 
but
isn’t that the beautiful thing?
even though it might seem like 
a routine 
goin 
crazy 
everday 
prisoner of ya own mind 
a life not your own 
can’t escape ya own skin
but
take a min
look at last year to today 
yeah tell me how much shit changed?
somtimes not for the better 
but for prolonged 
revive 
&
regather 
and even though i write this down 
i still gotta tell myself to stick around
see what life bring 
feel the air i breath 
make an impact on people i meet 
and maybe this cloud wouldn’t follow me around 
all these face i can’t see 
cause they in the ground 
all these motions 
i feel 
on low 
emotions 
got me ghosting 
i don’t know how to stop
letting myself go 
and if you feel the same 
well we just gotta remember 
that 
yesterday’s not today 
nah 
they ain’t the same 
now and then 
i visit w my past 
in the most unexpected times 
she’ll show up
then it becomes quit clear 
to me why i left it where 
it should be 
it no longer benefits 
the person i could be 
so what am i gonna do
after all you know time goes 
by puffin on lye
hoping that it gets me high 
got a girl goin krazy 
yeah 
i can’t help it 
i feel krazy 
and if souls 
can hear us 
pac is there a mansion 
really up there 
is there somthing really 
better then here 
cause i’m making these millionaires 
richer 
with my labor 
as i’m watching the 
eyes of my people 
dwendle in poverty 
so is there somthin 
that afar 
from here 
somewhere 
where i ain’t feel this 
much misery 
so where they can’t 
ridicule me 
but hey ain’t you the one who is 
in control 
of my own fears 
all them people who told me to be realistic 
i’ve always been as real as i can be 
you can tell me it’s a long shot 
but i got good aim 
and i’m shooting for the stars 
take  a look 
up you might see me one day 
yea you might see yourself up there one day ~nyiad ꨄ✨

i wrote this for you ~nyiad ꨄ

lyrics: it’s only been a week 
but swear the worlds gotten 
colder
& that’s 
not just cause my life’s outta order 
but i do promise 
i’ll still try to
 make the most of it tho
but it’s been a scarier place 
ever since you left 
don’t know who to call 
now when i’m feelin oppressed or optimistic 
depressed or 
self efficient 
fought my mind 
for 
thinking
that time is everlasting 
coulda guessed it on 
ya packet 
ya
losin ya thoughts 
and so am i 
couldn’t imagine what that’s like
you 
devoted ya whole lives
together 53 years 
i don’t think i’d wanna remember a thing either 
if it all just slipped away 
in a night
knew him for 21 
and today 
the pains 
just begun 
my minds spun these 
last few hours 
and today we
laid him to rest 
tears on his chest
but remember
when he laid me there 
when i 
was just 5 
heard his heart beat 
and it 
sound just like mine 
and in that moment i 
knew we was the most alike 
he had an open mind 
and his heart was kind
arms 
comfortable for crying 
shoulders built strong
enough for trying 
carrying 
more things 
then you would think 
by the look on his face 
the typa soul we 
all would aspire to be like 
and he 
knows all my favorite artists 
cause he’s the one that listened to
em first 
the first 
guy 
to give me his sweater 
put me on a bike 
and 
pick up
 pieces he ain’t even shatter 
some nights
it felt like 
he was the closest thing i 
had to a friend 
even tho 
i held resentment 
for the way you and grandma 
took the boys and left me behind 
called you 3am crying  
askin why 
you said you tried ya hardest and woulda  
given the world to get me 
but somtimes things happen 
and we’ll never understand why 
but  god will 
give us a reason 
we just gotta keep and eye 
and when we feel hopeless 
know that we’re chosen 
to find one thing in this life
and thats purpose 
and it won’t be easy 
but you guys are the strongest ever 
even tho i didn’t feel like that 
many nights
and he’s the one that answered 
made me realize 
maybe after all 
i didn’t wanna take my life 
cause it’s worth living 
but today 
i
don’t know who to call 
i’m turning to the sky and saying amen 
cause i just don’t know who i am 
best believe it when they say 
time don’t last forever 
cause let me tell you 
 this is the day 
that my angle flew away 
nah this is the day 
he decided he could 
no longer
stay 
and these are the things my angel would say 
&
this is the day 
my angel
flew away 
~nyiad 🪽✨❤️‍🩹
miss you grandpa.

*+:｡.｡the day my angel flew away｡.｡:+*~ nyiad

NO QUALIA

TOO EASY

SHALLOW, AIMLESS

FIGHT THIS

NOT SENTIENT

YOU ARE NOT AN ARTIST

CGI V1

Cinnamon

BIGGZ/Far From Home

Hi Im a 22 year old song writer that makes music from my lyrics with an AI Music Generator on the platform Suno. I also use vocal samples of my own voice on my songs

Newest Album here: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pjx/revolutions

Cinnamon

PJX

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