put a bullet thru his head and tell police tht i was scared 

Music Video: https://youtu.be/NOMDUVO7Q-I

Blood is pouring out my eyes I see red
Reptile Brain cognisant 
I feel my skin melt 
It covers on my teeth
I can't speak properly 
So I scream, and shout and shout
But the words do not come out
So I dance all around, all around
Now I see your body ground

Tears are pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my-
Tears are pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my eyes
Pouring out my-
Now I see you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the-
Now I see you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the sky
See you in the-

Blood is pouring out my eyes I see red
Reptile Brain cognisant 
I feel my skin melt 
It covers my teeth
I can't speak properly 
So I scream, and shout and shout
But the words do not come out
So I dance all around, all around
Now I see your body ground

#FF0000 (prod. Solsa) [untitled_0034]]

MIXED BY KiRA
MASTERED BY KiRA

(Lyrics)
i am so alone
trapped ina cell
i been going ghost
wont pickup my cell
throw my sorrows 
ina wishing well
shawty isa pretty demon 
straight from hell
shawty never knew
that im never well
i been feelin blue
ion want no help
rotting in my room
tryna kms
i will always feel at home when im in hell
-
demons trapped inside of my head
they coming out
cutting up my wrist on my bed
im bleeding out out
rotting in my cubicle
jus leave me bleeding out
cutting up my cuticles
im always falling down
falling falling falling
i am falling to pieces
crawlin crawlin crawlin
all my demons r creepin
throw me in the bayou
where my body is leakin
shawty gonna cut me up in itty bitty peices
-
lemme take my life
rip me appart
look into my eyes
stay in my arms
take my knife rip out my eyes
plz break my heart
cut my wrist i end my life
i am fallin apart
-
i cannot
save myself
leave me here 
to rot in hell
i cannot
save myself
leave me here
im locked away
i cannot contain myself
runaway theres no escape
lock me in the depths of hell
i cant fuckin breath 
plz help


myinsecuritiesaretakingover (prod. anticon)

walk in with some racks (afourteen X eddison)

kn1fe [prod. az]

lyrics
---------

plastic eyeballs

WHATS GOING ON 
BECAUSE IM JUST FEELIN HURT
IM IMMERSED WIT THE WORST
IT GOT MY HEAD IN THE DIRT
N I BEEN TRYNNNA MOVE ON
BUT I BEEN IN MENTAL HELL
RINGING BELLS CASTIN SPELLS
I WANNA BE SOMEONE ELSE

ALL I DID WAS HATE THE WORLD
AS BIOME, N IVE NOTICED
MAYBE IM JEALOUS, BUT I BEEN LOSING MY FOCUS
YOU WERE FAKE
WHEN I WAS SO HOPELESS
ACT EMPATHETIC, BUT NIGGA YOU JUS A LOCUST

AINT BEEN MYSELF
IN MENTAL HELL
IF YOU COULDNT TELL
CUZ I BEEN BATTLING DEVILS
WHILE TRYNNA BALANCE MY HEALTH
CANT EMBRACE IT
CUZ EVERY NIGGA LOST ALL MY PATIENCE
BEEN IMMERSED WITH THE WORST
BUT IM THE BEST COMBINATION

I BEEN DOWN INSIDE THE GROUND
MAKING THESE SOUNDS
BUT I JUST HATE THE PERFORMANCE
BECAUSE IM OVER MYSELF

BEEN ABRASIVE 
FROM EVERYTHING IM STUCK IN THE MATRIX
FROM ALL THE SHALLOWS N GALLOWS
WHERE I WAS FEELIN SO BASIC

YOU DONT GET IT, THESE NIGGAS BEEN AFTER ME
FACTOR SEEMS, NIGGAS WANT MY ENERGY
PARANOID BOY WITH A KNACK FOR DOUBT
SAME DAYS WHERE A NIGGAS BEEN ACTIN OUT
WARBORN CUZ THESE NIGGAS BEEN RIDING DICK
BABYSITTING MY BALLS FOR A SNACK TO LICK
SAME BITCH WANNA SAY SHE AN ACTIVIST
SAME NIGGAS WHO CLAIM THEY A PACIFIST

BECAUSE I AM MY WORST ENEMY
OVERTHINKIN MY TONES
LEAVE ME ALONE 
WITH THE BULLSHIT
BEFORE I BLOW OFF MY SKULL
I CANT FOCUS
JUS MAKING THINGS THAT HELPIN ME COPE
WHILE I BEEN DROWNIN FROM NIGGAS
WHO MAKE ME FEEL SO ALONE


music video 

https://youtu.be/Js6gPQoI-YQ

mental hell |prod. erlax (music video in description)

Afourteen - She Say Im The Best [Prod. Ozne]

will i remember FM

Aniexty mantra hold your shit together even when it is torture (easier said than done)

Jazz tangle spiral

crawling

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Living in denial
Till you get like fucked bro
Living like the nile
Till you get like cut throat
Bleed into river
As you see the blood go
Mix in with the water
Chaos entered the flow
Imma take off
Ain't no fucking meyday
Ain't no fucking mistake
Lord JOHNNASCUS imma
Alien ok k k
You wan try to erase me
Can't do that oh no no way
I will just infect the world
In people's hearts or like a virus
. . *kumo fucker*
I just want more eyes
To see all the time
Pierce through all the phalilicies 
And you could never creep on me
Look at all realities
See all possibilities
Cause this life ain't thrilling me
I need something real extreme
kumo fucker (repeated)

kn1fe [prod. az]

asdu.i

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