nothing 2 u ft. gl0wrm & mental「emotionals」

written, recorded and mastered by me
produced by @oldyungtoadsage <3

🠟 lyrics 🠟

A month that passes like a second with no comment

Living in the present,
its a box that lost its contents...

I wake up to their world,
where observations are nonsense

I wake up to their world,
where the truth is just too honest.

I wake up to a world
where everyone i know has lost it all

I wake up with the knowledge
That everyone i like is lost...

Im really okay with the pain and the costs,
and they think im not sane
its okay cuz im not

i said babe
im a pain to you
see that im draining you

said im engrained in you
get me away from you

im really okay
   as i say 
       while im crossed
then u stare at my eyes,
and u can tell im exhausted.

you don't wanna be chained to me
im probably a stain to you
i cant contain, asking,
how is it plain to you?
its not to me.

grew up having bad rep
look around me
everybody chasing checks
i have no crew
because the cliques just chase
adrenaline and neck

bitch im numb just like a sedative at best

and im pathetic cuz i leave the ones that love me
for some rest

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me scared of getting left

and imma do it till im finally unaffected
by the ones
who make me check my fucking back
like every second

and imma cherish every laceration
gratefully like someone who was made
to take a lesson

cuz im a masochist
and maybe im addicted
to the people who can send a fucking message

i think i left a bad impression
till the end, from the start,
im the source of my depression
build it up and tear it apart
spill everything in the session

 [ switch up ]

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

-

its probably cause
     the light that was
inside of me
       has given up...
                well im not sure if it can be revived
                                 (be revived)

im mourning youth
       this shit is tough
             no innocence
                   no giving up
       my heart ran dry so you cant be mine
                        (cant be mine)

Its kinda clear that you dont need me,
Its pretty clear that i dont need you...
Its kinda clear that you dont want me,
Its pretty clear that i dont know what i want...
         kno-kno-know what i want
                        anymore

i dont
   see love
       as i used to anymore

some part
     of my heart
         died to keep me alive

i dropped my guard,
     in the end 
        what was it for?

some part
     of my heart
        died to keep me alive

bad impressions

paprika ★
https://soundcloud.com/lilpaprika
https://www.instagram.com/yeen.really/

gl0wrm 𓆩♡𓆪
https://soundcloud.com/gl0wrm
https://www.instagram.com/gl0wrm/

diligence ⋆ ࣪.  ⁺⑅
https://www.instagram.com/diligence.mp3/

trust u + paprika + gl0wrm (diligence)

@820 (nosgov)
@plasticgirl1 (me)
produced by rezlaine
art by @sonicofriend on insta

*nosgov*
i cannot give it up
i already got the taste of it
i cannot give it up

i cannot give it up
cuz i already got the taste of it
so i just rather stay inside
and wait for your hint

ill just wait for a gift
i dont need your empathy
acting like you made it
boy you know you a copy

i cant fucking stand it
everyones so different in person
why your fucking life
gotta be just an impression

*rezlaine*
why your fucking life
gotta be just an impression
youre so lonely
youre not like me
you cannot b like me
theres somethin wrong with your vision

why you lie 2 me
i thot you wanted confessions
i wanted affection
all i got was infection
my mind is a weapon
its all i got
when im loosing my brethren

you cut me off when i offered you love
now youre on twitter cryin bout human touch
you hurt yrself more than i can remind you
its gonna take years until i can forget you

youre a fuck up
youre a no1
me n nosgov yeah we fuck it up
you try 2 be like us
but youre just embarssin
why your fucking life gotta b just an impression

impression ft nosgov

08.Sinking
I'm so tired of you talking
Every day gets worse I'm being honest
I stepped inside the mall and i went all in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When I walk, walk, walk in
So fucked up can't understand you when you're talking
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

No matter what happens
I got you
Whatever that you heard
It's not true
Wherever life takes me
I'll bring you
Whatever I'm doing
It's for you

When I walk, walk, walk in
I'm so fucked up the ground is sinking when I'm walking
When you're talk, talk, talking
So fucked up, can't understand you when you're talking
When I walk, walk, walk in
When I walk, walk, walk in
I feel like an actor, they're recording
You seem to have alot of fun when shit is boring

Said she like me but girl it's whatever
Said I'm cold like the snow in December
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

My love for her is eternal
My love for her is eternal
I gotta get it together
Time to drop the ego and see I'm not special

Sinking (with3r + sg37)

Mic Upset (Prod Deer Park)

WIT MA BROTHA RAGE V2

( MV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8lBM0yzRrPc )
featuring: @swoopyy
prod: @opal707 & @daaneelr
mixed and mastered by @opal707

lyrics
how i met your mother, i swear she so perfect
all i really want is loyalty & respect
i see how it is i feel like an architect
baglife aint bout bands, its a mindset

norwegian's pulling up we goin ham tonite
fendi on my purse, old ladies are my type
watchout how u speak cus my dawg might bite
henny & gas pourin up pourin ice

im not built for commitment, not even close
reffain my lungs, i got blow in my nose
stats off the charts, thats the way with my bros

im feelin risky might risk it
i blow a bag with the boys on some nice shit
we hit the crib kick it back living life shit
swear we going crazy bno lifestyle shit

i keep my lips sealed dont wanna cause no harm man
i move lowkey feeling like a target
2 bands i head straight to the mall man
ur suspicious ur acting like a fraud man
ion trust you thats my only problem
ion like u thats why i dont solve em

bno throw a show, legen.. wait for it.. dary
swoopy suited up bring the sandwich now im ready
shorty we jus met already talking bout some marriage 
can't she just relise what we have is temporary
yeah i be on some shit
if you know me you know im up to shit
mclaren thats my car n shit
mclaren after 12 thats it

i had rough day dont wanna talk about it
and i remember what u said its sumn bout it
yeah it stuck with me
baby ur all i need
i swear ur all i see

i get the bag like monopoly
now we up so dont talk to me
u want a feature gotta pay the fee
its like pay to win
but please dont play with me
bno we win

swoopy & buffalobang - HIMYM (prod opal & daaneel)

@45avast @820 @kiraiu @odel007

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive checkd out.

i been out of touch, need to know
can you save me from where ill go?
ever notice how i roll?
in silence, im alone.

i been thinkin how ill fly
with angels in the night
need a place to adress my side
cant be scared when ur up all night

its all the same
dont wash these stains
need to escape
just want to be saved

(nosgov)
i need some time away
its cuz things never changed
its cuz i cannot face
one reason i should stay

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

i could never change
im still waiting for the better days
i cant obey
i still wish it would stop
but ill never change
you still counting change
i been getting paid
put 10 on my name

i wait for thoughts
its so dumb now
i cant tolnize
it doesnt make sense

(me)
save me, i need help
get out, cant find myself
been down, where i turn to now?
dont know, cuz ive been checkd out.

save me ft. nosgov (odel+kirai)

it goes bad (prod. recycleBin)

sippin on toxinsssss x_X
@kketamine @1kket

it goes bad (prod. recycleBin)

p1x