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Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

Outlaw

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

prodhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

its getting bad again (prod. IOF)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: Cursed
Mixing: Nkno x Seejayxo
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Lyrics

[intro]
you need to stop
like her giving more chances
and actually fix yourself
like im not even kidding Andrew
no hate but like 
fucking fix your actions 

[chorus:lil XipZ]
i dont think it matters anymore so i cut her off
blood drips on the floor from my wrist 
since i cut it up
you were once my girl, now youre not since i fucked it up
we went from talking everyday, but im not enough 

[verse 1: lil XipZ]
not enough
im not enough
i messed around and fucked it up
wish that i could take it back
so it didnt have to end like that
wish that i could change the past
howd i do it all so fast?
howd i mess it up this bad?
howd i mess it up this bad? 

[Bridge:lil XipZ]
and i know that i wasnt the best 
but i know that i couldve been the best 

[Chorus:lil XipZ]
i dont think it matters anymore so i cut her off
blood drips on the floor from my wrist 
since i cut it up
you were once my girl, now youre not since i fucked it up
we went from talking everyday, but im not enough 

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
and i know if we wouldve tried it couldve been different
but i know that in my head there is no difference 

[Bridge:lil XipZ]
and i know that i wasnt the best 
but i know that i couldve been the best 

[Verse 3: seejayxo]
Yeah we used to talk like everyday 
now i barely ever see your face 
and i know you got to get away
but how am i supposed to ease the pain that you left me?
with a bad bitch, remind me of my exes
she dont fuck me the same it got me stressin
you been gone for a month i learned my lesson
i been here for some time i know its destined

Cut Her Off (ft. seejayxo)[Prod. Cursed]

deadboy (prod.thersx)

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Lyrics 

I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight
I see it happen all of the time
One chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back
Watching as your walls fall down
Shallowest of ego’s but you still gon drown
Respect isn’t given it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned
I spend my time walking round this town
Fakes is all i see
The only thing i ask if my circle
Is keep it real with me
I see it happen all of the time
1 chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back

Hold up hold up better check yourself
The time is coming for you to free the reigns of hell
It’s your choice 
It’s your life 
It’s your heart your soul to sell
Step up to me
Or get out my line
I’m bout to lose my mind 
Respect isn’t given, it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned


I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight

Pyrotoxin (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:
ion really care what your boyfriend say
runnin thru my mind its like every single day
anything you want cause i just got paid
you dont want it now so ill be on my way

i just had to block you i been done
lock up on my heart cause i been stung
smoke up in the room now its in my lungs
if im gonna die ima make it fun

why you always lookin, to start some trouble cookin
up schemes for words you snook in, you break my heart you took it

why cant you just leave me alone

IDCWYBS

Produced by @splashgvng
Featuring @burylilac

LYRICS:

You said you think this town is dying
and I think you're probably right. 
That's one thing we have in common, this place and I. 

And we can still sit by the TV, 
holding hands with the smoke obscuring the screen 
but we could never get back everything we lost 

I feel like everything is falling apart 
and I can't tell if it's entropy or karma 
but I know you deserve to get away from this 
I know you deserve to get away from this 
I know I'm someone that you probably don't miss 

but it was so fucking worth it to see you smile at me 
life's been breaking me down but that's one memory I wanna keep 
so I wish you could stay awhile

'cuz things have been getting darker as of late 
and the shadows grow longer with every day 
and I think I just need someone to tell me it's gonna be okay 

Because it's harder than I thought watching everything I love decay 
and I know the pain you always feel 
every time you're here in the state 
and I know this city's full of ghosts for you, it's better of this way 
we're better off estranged

this city's full of ghosts but I can't help but feeling
the crushing weight, the realization reeling 
that I might share the same fate 

and I don't wanna die alone 
but the closer I get to you 
the colder it will be when this is through

Midwest Entropy w/ Lilac Heart (p. Splashgvng)

Lately there's too many gunshots in my hood
All these screams play with my mood
I wanna make friends with the moon
Baby I hope I can see you soon

Why are you digging into my past 
Why are you tryna know what i had
I don't really care cuz nothing lasts
I just don't wanna think about that

I've been hoping i make you smile
Wishing you could stay for a little while
It's way too early to say goodbye
Let's forget the time that's passing by

I wish you could be happier than you've ever been
I'd  lie if i said i didn't want it to be with me
I've been in the dark but your smile guides me through
So i'm happy you're by my side i got gratitude

Distance is a challenge that makes us stronger    
I hope you can wait for me a little longer

I've been thinking of a girl i never met
Outside of her head 
she 
ain't got many friends
Her mom doesn't know that i'm a bad influence
But i 
just wanna feel her breath

I just wanna feel your breath on my skin
I wanna feel you shiver and think of a lot sins

Distance is a challenge that makes us stronger    
I hope you can wait for me a little longer

I've been thinking of a girl i never met
Outside of her head 
she 
ain't got many friends
Her mom doesn't know that i'm a bad influence
But i 
just wanna feel her breath

feel her breath

feel her breath (willy)

;(

Lyrics:

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 

I feel so vacant and the colors have faded 
Life is not the same and I just wanna take it
All the time wasted, wish I could escape it,
I just have to face it and I fucking hate it

Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end 
Stared at the ceiling as the walls caved in
Body getting colder as my breaths grow thin 
Blood on the floor and the scars on my skin 
Laid on my bed as I waited for the end

caved in (sorrow bringer)

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

A desolate, icy meadow illuminated by neon, where enemies fall silently. The protagonist moves with calculated aggression, navigating frost-bitten streets and glowing corpses. Haunting synths, glitch textures, and rapid trap percussion create a cinematic, violent urban nightmare.

Synthgrave Meadow

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