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Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

Mixed/Mastered By Me 
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Prod By Dead Yami
https://soundcloud.com/deadyami
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//Lyrics//
(Hook)
I swear that imma loser you promise you would call me tell me I am different tell me that you love me tell me that you love me tell me do you love me tell me this is not real tell don't you fake it
(Verse 1)
I gave you more love I gave you my heart don't pay me respect you threw me on the floor remember all those moments girl gave you roses all the time we would skate to pass the time I just wanna feel alive I just wanna feel
(Verse 2)
we use to pass the time in back smoke a pack we use to feel so free now we're busy moving fast never thought I'll get to a point feeling sad never thought I'll get to a point feeling trash
(Bride)
I swear that imma loser you promise you would call me tell me I am different tell me that you love me
(Hook)
I swear that imma loser you promise you would call me tell me I am different tell me that you love me tell me that you love me tell me do you love me

Something New (Prod. Dead Yami)

I don’t wanna do this anymore 
leave me dead here on the floor 
I don’t wanna sleep in bed 
Since you left me all alone 
I feel your presence everywhere 
your voice is in the air 
I wish you didn’t think that I just never fucking cared 

I’m falling apart again 
I get no rest at night 
heart beating, I’m alive, I’m never getting high 
cause I’m broken from the feeling that you left inside 
my heart, cause It was hard for me to stop feeding you all those lies 

there’s no excuse for my shitty behavior 
maybe you just fuckin did yourself a favor 
I’m a fuck up and I don’t deserve you 
5 years of every memory I’ll never forget you 

I don’t blame you for leaving me alone 
Cause I know, you’re better off without me 

I’m going days without eating again 
I’m broke and I’m barely getting out of my bed 
I’m getting fucked up every chance that I get 
cause I never want to feel this feeling of regret pounding my chest 
In my head it’s always gonna be my fault 
I’m closed off and I bottle up everything I should talk about 
it’s so hard for me to say it out loud 
But I am not okay and I don’t see a way out

i don't wanna do this anymore... (prod. Afterlife x Pekarot)

regret

touch me 
Love me 
Tell me that you want me 
look me in the eyes and tell me what it is you’d like to see 
I’ll show you 
love you 
and give you everything you need 
begging on your knees 
fuck you till you’re feeling weak 

god I feel so lost 
ever since we got to talkin 
you show me how to live 
how to smile how to process 
your vibes they bring me up yeah 
I’m staying high it’s chronic 
going to the bar and drinking every night it’s toxic 

but we hurt the same 
we always drown the pain away 
drinking down the whiskey hoping everything will be okay 
life is just a mess, but I promise things will find their way 
just listen to me drink a truly get faded fuck the night away

touch me. (prod. Jolst)

produced by @jolst and @irby314

LYRICS:
 I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

get home and stare at the ceiling 
maybe if I close my eyes, this time 
my soul will rise above the rooftops 
and I'll slip away 

'cause I'm so tired of feeling like I'm doing something wrong 
27 years and I'm bled down to the bone 
and after all this time I still have nothing to call my own 

'cause back when you were sixteen 
with the world stretched out at your feet
you had all these ideas 
and all the plans for where you would go 

I'm sorry I failed you
I swear I didn't mean to 
it's just time goes by so fast
and these paths are harder than you'd expect 

so next time around
I hope that you get the chance 
to live before you're dead. 

I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

and I can't go on feeling this way 
so I stare at the ceiling and dream of escape 
maybe when I open my eyes 
I'll find a place without any pain.

Exist (p. Jolst x Irby)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: Cursed
Mixing: Nkno x Seejayxo
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Lyrics

[intro]
you need to stop
like her giving more chances
and actually fix yourself
like im not even kidding Andrew
no hate but like 
fucking fix your actions 

[chorus:lil XipZ]
i dont think it matters anymore so i cut her off
blood drips on the floor from my wrist 
since i cut it up
you were once my girl, now youre not since i fucked it up
we went from talking everyday, but im not enough 

[verse 1: lil XipZ]
not enough
im not enough
i messed around and fucked it up
wish that i could take it back
so it didnt have to end like that
wish that i could change the past
howd i do it all so fast?
howd i mess it up this bad?
howd i mess it up this bad? 

[Bridge:lil XipZ]
and i know that i wasnt the best 
but i know that i couldve been the best 

[Chorus:lil XipZ]
i dont think it matters anymore so i cut her off
blood drips on the floor from my wrist 
since i cut it up
you were once my girl, now youre not since i fucked it up
we went from talking everyday, but im not enough 

[Verse 2: lil XipZ]
and i know if we wouldve tried it couldve been different
but i know that in my head there is no difference 

[Bridge:lil XipZ]
and i know that i wasnt the best 
but i know that i couldve been the best 

[Verse 3: seejayxo]
Yeah we used to talk like everyday 
now i barely ever see your face 
and i know you got to get away
but how am i supposed to ease the pain that you left me?
with a bad bitch, remind me of my exes
she dont fuck me the same it got me stressin
you been gone for a month i learned my lesson
i been here for some time i know its destined

Cut Her Off (ft. seejayxo)[Prod. Cursed]

New Single "Star-Crossed " 
I wrote this song about how some people take astrology so serious they won't be with you cause this month their sign says no, its p dumb :P

(Lyrics)

She said our signs don’t fit
This month she’s feeling like a bitch 
I don’t even really get it 
Where’d you even find this shit

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries 

All this stuff telling you how to feel
Do you even know what’s real 
You’re a Aries I’m a Leo
The fuck does that even mean though 
Like what does it say about me
Does it tell you everybody leaves
Are you following their lead 
Could you just tell me 

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries

mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

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Star-crossed (prod. Yungspoiler)

deadboy (prod.thersx)

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Lyrics 

I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight
I see it happen all of the time
One chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back
Watching as your walls fall down
Shallowest of ego’s but you still gon drown
Respect isn’t given it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned
I spend my time walking round this town
Fakes is all i see
The only thing i ask if my circle
Is keep it real with me
I see it happen all of the time
1 chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back

Hold up hold up better check yourself
The time is coming for you to free the reigns of hell
It’s your choice 
It’s your life 
It’s your heart your soul to sell
Step up to me
Or get out my line
I’m bout to lose my mind 
Respect isn’t given, it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned


I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight

Pyrotoxin (prod. sorrow bringer)

Lyrics:
ion really care what your boyfriend say
runnin thru my mind its like every single day
anything you want cause i just got paid
you dont want it now so ill be on my way

i just had to block you i been done
lock up on my heart cause i been stung
smoke up in the room now its in my lungs
if im gonna die ima make it fun

why you always lookin, to start some trouble cookin
up schemes for words you snook in, you break my heart you took it

why cant you just leave me alone

IDCWYBS

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

3am In August You Still Have Me In Hell

MIAMI (prod. Deymx)

not mixing (with eruptor) prod me

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Pyrotoxin (prod. sorrow bringer)

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