#osquinnjealousyisabitchihateher #osquinn #p4rkr

jealousy is a bitch. i hate her

osquinn / p4rkr - Moral Of The Story The World Hates You And Thats Just How It Is

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be a loser
But it seems that's where I'm heading
And all I wanna do is live my life but my bullshit keeps on spreading
I don't wanna see the future
Cause I don't like where I'm heading
And I know that something is gonna happen
I wait for it everyday
I don't wanna be forgotten
In fact I love the attention
But as always, I can't let that shit go and get right to my head
All I wanna do is stop it
Stop being so damn ignorant
When situations get hard, I just disappear

[Bridge]
And I don't wanna be like that
I wish I couldn't be like that
Why I gotta be like that?
How do I not be like that?

[Verse]
I don't wanna fucking be here
Cause all I do is nothing
Make some music, and lay in bed
And disappoint my friends
I don't feel like I should be here
Cause fuck, I'm never noticed
I'm blowing up, and that's pretty cool
But I still feel I'm fucking lonely
I feel like I'm just a problem
A burden on their chest
A chip on the shoulder, a nail in the tire
The elephant in the room
Ain't been feeling good so often
I don't know what's the problem
Sorry I can't satisfy you anyway

[Refrain]
Look what you made me
I hope that you're happy
I hope that you're staring
I hope that you're laughing
No, I am not happy
Neither am I sad but
I cannot explain it
I cannot explain it
Look what you made me
I hope that you're happy
I hope that you're staring
I hope that you're laughing
No, I am not happy
Neither am I sad but
I cannot explain it
I cannot explain it

[Chorus]
I don't wanna be loser
But it seems that's where I'm heading
And all I wanna do is live my life but my bullshit keeps on spreading
I don't wanna see the future
Cause I don't like where I'm heading
And I know that something is gonna happen
I wait for it everyday
I don't wanna be forgotten
In fact I love the attention
But as always, I can't let that shit go and get right to my head
All I wanna do is stop it
Stop being so damn ignorant
When situations get hard, I just disappear

osquinn / p4rkr - I Hate It Here

sum1 tht i knew

it molds where it doesn't dry correctly

song about imAGINARY PEOPEL

instruments and mixing by me
sorry for the lack of vocals, jus felt like producing

this shouldn't feel nice at all
i tear my skin
we watched you fall
and i let you in
don't leave me again
abandoned

hey, hey, yeah
your skin is pale
flesh, soft
and i'll-
i'll take, whats left

and you
look good
you, i love

can you feel

drain me out
out
out

i feel abandoned

hey, hey, yeah
your skin is pale
flesh, soft
and i'll-
i'll take, whats left

and you
look good
you, and your look

i want you

Abandoned

quinn/osquinn - heart of coal

quinn/osquinn - checkpoint

Do you remember being full of hopes and dreams
Before the disappointments that you’ve been

When your heart was open to the stars in the sky
And there were entire galaxies left for you to try

Can we please go back? 
I know I fucked it up. 
I didn’t realize how soon 
it would all end.
I was scared to show 
what I really felt. 
There are so many things 
that I regret

I can’t cross time but I see you there
In my mind: images of joy and despair

Years will push between us. I know we’ll have other lovers
I’m just another one who left… like all the others. 

Chorus:
Can we please go back? 
I know I fucked it up. 
I didn’t realize how soon 
it could all end.
I was scared to show 
what I really felt. 
There are so many things 
that I still regret…