misery business (mar. 29, 2021)

(@prodnomu)
comic art by https://www.instagram.com/jigglytofu.art/
sample is 'adventure spirit' by yvette young 

always love u guys for all da support
//
Ill admit it im a little jealous 
When were together  
theres no problem no not whatsoever
But when im texting 
u i feel a stupid fucking pressure
My fucking head hurts 
Desperate times just call for desperate measures
Were both depressed and
Lately it feels like a lack of effort
In our affection
Lately it feels like there's been a sever
in our connection
Wish that you and me dint have this distance
So we’d feel better
cuz it all comes back when were together
Like hell to heaven 

dam hate how im selfish and full of myself
Manipulation’s not good for your health
I keep my mind off this sht but its always right there when im wishing that im someone else
someone that always jus knew how u felt
That way id take care of u by myself
I hate the feeling of helplessness tired of being a burden thats useless as hell
Stay by ur side
You say ur good but i still see u crying
You say its fine
Break out a smile
But i see through it i see that ur dying inside every time
But “its o kayyyy”
Thats what u say
But the fact that i know that ur hurting
Is the worst thing
Please jus go away
Cuz this feeling of familiar heartaches
It destroys me
But its okay
Buts its okay
Tell me its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay
yea its okay

yvette

spotify

Prod - austyn with a y
-heard your voice, it took my breathaway.
-1000 miles, is just a step away.
-your the clouds, and i can be youre rain.
-i can be a drug when youre in pain.

-dont turn the other way, 
-look at me so i can kiss you in your face.
-i dont feel out of place, 
-when im with you , i feel at home to stay
-joss
-don’t turn the other way
 i could be the one you miss when you’re away
 just give me the chance to make you feel that way
 i can promise you i’d be there everyday
 first stop,
 it is cant afford to miss another chance to make you mine at last
 one stop that’s it cant take another hit
 i do my best can you just notice it

Amare ft joss lockwood

feat & prod by @quannnic

-lyrics-

and they bring me back
and it’s the worst of me (x2)
I would take it back
that I left my dreams (x2)
why’d you break my heart?
left in the dark, caught me off guard
so I try and I try my best 
to look good from the rest 

I don’t think I ever have to try
being here for me, do you think I’d hear a lie?
I’m suddenly the bad guy…
where I’ve missed my chance
don’t hold my hand 
so we cry, regrets
when I feel this way
I can’t feel okay
and I feel so lost
when I talk to her nothing feels off
you're the only one, you’re only one I’d fall
for us I’ll do it again and again, again 
cause I won’t forget 

got to remind you
when i decide to 
i always fuck up
cuz im never enough
and that body i saw
was it never alive
just seeing signs
was it all just a lie
one sided dice
continuous fights
all from one side
for the rest of your life
roll it again and again and again
cannot get out and it will never end

so we cry, regrets
when I feel this way
I can’t feel okay
and I feel so lost
when I talk to her nothing feels off
you’re the only one, you’re only one I’d fall
for us I’ll do it again and again, again 
cause I won’t forget

idle

prod. baz 
@012207

master. weial
@weial

in order -
@oviyan
@rans0m
@vis
@staggyucrazy

bandits (oviyan + rans0m + visions + staggy)

produced by me and @redhxrse
mixed by meee
redhorse helped so much, go check em out fr

lyrics:

and you can tell yourself that ill be waiting for you
cause ive been on my own for far too long, and i adore you
and no one else just wants to help me with my sorrows
but ill be good as long as i see you tomorrow

and you can tell yourself that ill be waiting for you
cause ive been on my own for far too long, and i adore you
and no one else just wants to help me with my sorrows
but ill be good as long as i see you tomorrow

tomorrow

https://open.spotify.com/track/7fDHRYfYUYkqiVRvDlJE92?si=d35c07b30ab948d8

shoutout @poisionedcheeto and @hialyx 2 goats

lyrics :

i had to sacrifice 
everything in my life
so that you won't be mad at me
i thought it had to be
wonder why i'm tired
when arguements one sided
do you hate me or love me?
paint me as the enemy
ur friends say they hate me
thought they were a friend of me
losing all hope 
think this is the end of me ohhh

out of touch
out of love
can't pick myself up when you
fuck me up
you said all those things i'm giving up
can't handle the pain
think i've had enough (x2)

(epic drop)

out of love (simon m x alyx)

all instrumentation by me!
JUST STAY!!

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

so you think you'll waste your time?
well let me prove you right
i still need a reason why i think i should be alive
sent a message to myself, read it when im 35
the only question that i asked, if im gonna be alright
will this music shit survive, am i really living life?
i just turned 19 i just did my first show
im still debating on quittin this shits got me feeling low
but it still make me happy thats what im doin it for

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too quick someone should stop him

(awesome epic lead solo)

so how am i supposed to tell you you're wrong
how do you get so worked up over some little song?
and now that I am older, I'm still the same sloan
enjoy what you have right now, cuz you know it'll be gone

someone tell me where the time is at cuz im really tryna hit the sack
someone tell me where the moneys at, im tryna give it right back to mac
im really tryna this shit out of my system
you sayin that you love him you might as well kiss himmm
dont ask me for a reason why, i'm gon list em
don't ask me if i'm doin fine, there's no wisdom

i cant lie ive been thinkin some things u dont know
but will i ever make it out of this hole idk
whose to say that the path that ive chosens the right road?
put all my responsibilities aside and lets goooo

just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
it's on the tip of my tongue-
just stayyyy, no need to cry, lets wipe your eyes
okayyyy
i hate this shit im so done

look im sorry i'm a novice
lets just change the topic
and im sorry i cant stop it
no i cant help where my mind is

cut a knife right where my heart is
so i'll be the trending topic
being nice is not an option
sloans too good someone should stop him

what's the point if it all means nothing?

life is like an automation clip

surely its over
prod irby & pekarot
cover art by @imnoon

lyrics
am i wrong for saying that i wanna live it right
take back all the times stayed up the night
put strings upon my back control my life
contemplate myself when memories are tight

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no life
everything i do is such a scary sight

cus they tell me to say my prayers
if im not winning wonder why would should i care
and honestly its such a sad sight to bare
when u living life and everyone around u stops to stare
cus they know it wont be the same
if ur not playing their game
they will kick u out door leaving
faster than u came

so i made sure to have exits
everywhere marked with my name
keep an eye on every door and 
make sure my demeanors tame
make sure ur living ur life

you're the only person inside of my mind
but you keep on moving round like all the time
im too scared to open up and draw a line
so im inside out and im not doing fine

look around at everyone there's saying hi
every corner of my head just starts to chime
everything feels artificial theres no light
everything i do is such a scary sight

mind prod irby & pekarot

Drowning

MistaBlu - Drowning

pain prod dercept jang0

"This is the Reality of Deceivement and misconception. Im Just Someone Trying To Make a Difference. Maybe Enlighten the ones under the trance."
[VA-T]       /           DFN

Amare ft joss lockwood

p4ssive

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