if I killed myself my online friends would think I ghosted them

more than i ever should

prod. junk (me duh)

Our time spent together 
Might as well been wasted time
And I miss you and I
But ask me in person
I’ll say I’m fine

Yeah I get fever
When I smell your perfume walking by
I see your face then look at mine
Comparing myself to your guy

Am I in
Your gravely line of sight
Every time I go to look at you
I feel a piercing from your eyes

And it comes in shocks
Yeah it’s no surprise 
I’m fantasizing conversations
Alone in my bed at night 

Yeah girl I speak the truth
Theres one girl I want
The one girl is you

Yeah and I don’t know what to do
You make confused 
Can you text me soon

fantasizing conversations

all beats besides "inyourway"  are prob by me. shout-out to opal <3 and shout-out sickly <3

don't hmu next week on friday

i dont wanna b here

Attention (feat. Diet S0d4)

Can We Make It To Fall (feat. Gallouh)

need

#GOTHCANNIBALS

gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
wish that you never left that day,
i been stalking since and i aint goin away
so dont look around the corner, no not my way
im always hiding in the shadows just to see your face
i wanna carve off your expressions just to wear them myself,
and ive been waiting ever since the day you told me "oh well"
id take a hacksaw, to your throat and take your corpse as a grail
and then ill cherish the fact, i heard your last exhale
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed
gone, i aint even think to believe you
fuck, i just wish that i couldve seen you
up, dressed in all the shimmers and heels
but luck it wasnt on my side, and i havent healed

i stalk babysitters and kill them

are u happy now

#GOTHCANNIBALS

(poser)
(because anybody who thinks they are actually a vampire is frigging retarded)
(slide the pills)

if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak

i hate your jokes,
i hate your face,
i hate your voice, the things you say
i hate your fans,
i hate your page,
i hate the way they're put over me

if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak
if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak

i hate that i hear voices
i hate that i see shit
i hate that everyone else
cant see the same damn things

i wish i wasnt schizo
i fucked my fucking brain
i wish i wasnt mental
and i wasnt deranged

i fucking fucked myself up
i wish i never did dph
just put my ass on death row
i deserve to be maimed

if that's how it's going to be,
then just stop talking to me
dont hit my line no more
i thought that i was a freak

don't hmu next week on friday

p4tienceris1ng