happy halloweenie! 

after 3 years it is finally here. pls enjoy this spooky song i worked on w help from my friends! honestly idk what genre this is but its a BANGER

thank you to ethan(@Pande_lou)for producing this, my buddy mizh for help on the guitar and vocals, and my very lovely friend elle for the poem this song was based on (also the inspiration behind the art)

cover art by me :)

mr skeleton

gentle collection of my exam / schooling crisis

All Good Things Come To An End

I'm Returning To My Comforts

It's Almost Over

this time of year

a song written about going overseas and experiencing a long-distance relationship, a song about parting.

don't forget me

i used earpieces for this so i'll put the lyrics in here because it's kind of fuzzy :-/

// LYRICS //
i feel my body corrode in it’s prime
i’m fully aware that i’m running out of time

(PRE CHORUS)
and everyone knows where they go, where they fit
in the puzzle, I’m lost, but i think that’s the least of it
from a ball of yarn, i’m a tangled knit
try to pry and pull with my finger, it’s

(CHORUS)
not enough to love what i do
if down the path is somebody that’s better than you
and it’s not enough to wait or to try
if somebody’s out there already living the life you want

and though it’s blunt and not that nice to think about
truth is a unwanted worm that will always find it’s way out

(PRE CHORUS)
and everyone  knows where they go, where they fit
in the puzzle, I’m lost, but i think that’s the least of it
from a ball of yarn, i’m a tangled knit
try to pry and pull with my finger, it’s

(CHORUS)
not enough to love what i do
if down the path is somebody that’s better than you
and it’s not enough to wait or to try
if somebody’s out there already living the life you want

(BRIDGE)
but don’t deserve
and though it hurts to admit
it’s true, isn’t it?
you don’t have a future
that’s all, this is it
you won’t get an outcome
you won’t get an end
while everyone’s out there
return to your tendencies
to fall behind
like a butterfly
caught in its cocoon cos its

(CHORUS)
not enough to love what i do
if down the path is somebody that’s better than you
and it’s not enough to wait or to try
if somebody’s out there already living the life that you want
and you’re still in here
seizing stupid futile moments year after year
and don’t blame the world or the universe
when everyone knows that the blame boils down to you

i don't have a future

this was very much inspired by heartstopper

// LYRICS //

crave something i’ve never tasted
miss something i never had
i don’t need a diagnosis
to know i’m heartsick

but any god be my witness
i think i’m ready for love
though i may not recognise the signs
i like to think that i would

[CHORUS]
love is a many-splendored thing,
so why do i
feel like it passes me by like a season
winter, summer, autumn, spring
while i live on the equator

i try my best to be honest
but it’s hard to confess
that i’m jealous of others and
the butterflies that they get to have

and i don’t ask for much
just someone to fill the space (just someone to feel me)
fill the gaps between my fingers and palms
and inside my brain

[CHORUS]
love is a many-splendored thing,
so why do i
feel like it passes me by like a season
winter, summer, autumn, spring
while i live on the equator

[BRIDGE]
longing and bitter
i work up a sweat
ask, “when is it my turn?”
only to be told, “not yet”

so i’ll be patient
i’ll follow the time
if time will allow
for my hopeless waiting
maybe this time it’d be different somehow

have heart

about russian space dog laika

// LYRICS //
send me out somewhere
i’ll be back soon
if you picked me up from the streets
then i must mean something to you

i will listen
and i will behave
the stars in the sky
are all mine to attain

laika, laika, laika
like a shooting star
anywhere you want me
i will go that far

and when i get back to you
and your children
i will be sitting at your knee

by the fire
and you’ll hold me
the hands that don’t seek to
conquer but to love

(i don’t think i’m coming home) 

it’s getting warm
like (in) your embrace

mr skeleton

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