made for fun tryna push myself out of the comfort zone and have a good time !

produced & mixed by @ayoplush
Mastered by @kind
Vocal mix by @prodacidsoda

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prod mix master sfx bloodcryY

everyday im tryna figure out . ,,
shuld i b arnd ? ? // ;{
i shld fckin turn arnd / /.
so dont fool me now . ,
im jus tryna figure out ... /]}
how i shld feel rn + > ,
but i cant feel rn / /. , [\ 
gota start somehow/ .
 
god ur such an eyesore ./  ..
but wht do i kno ..  ? ?
nvr felt so low . ., 

honestly... 
fuck it all :p
fuck u 2 //. >;[
u make me a fool // .
ts not sustainable // . .{]
i feel so fuckin terrible / /' [
fuck u n these metaphors /. .. .
my shi b laid out physical| }\
im stayin on dat digital . .. ;
fuck my feelins yea im gettin worse,, ,. 
i feel lyke im terrible .. 
i shld go2bed soon : // .
stil feel lost.
mayb ill find .. , 
but4 now //. .
ion mind it. : \

everyday im tryna figure out . ,,
shuld i b arnd ? ? // ;{
i shld fckin turn arnd / /.
so dont fool me nw . ,
im jus tryna figure out ... /]}
how i shld feel rn + > ,
but i cant feel rn / /. ,|| [\ 
gota start somehow/ . 
x2

(˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )

beatz

eyesore //p. @bloodcryy_//

suicideseason everywhere friday, november 8th.

stale prod. chinapoet

prod. @n0thing2do
vox. @ih8sev + @1mosh + @1negev

lyrics

[intro]
mo$h: yeah lower, like low harmony, um
1negev: do like the mysticbummer vocal
{gutta groupu}

[00sev]
uh-i keepa fn-n-n-n
dnt evn try-y-y-y, y-y-y
now i got u inmy sights-igh-igh-igh
feel like death the way i step out wit my scythe uh-ah-uh
come fuk w/ us if u wanna roll the dice-ah-uh-ah-uh

[mo$h] 
(g-u-gutter g-u-gutter)
i dnt know if u want me 2 do that
moving past that shit girl i dnt wna get 2-ou attached
i run it ba-a-a-a-ack
but u wont do nun
girl y u sa-a-a-a-a-d
damn i dnt give a fuk

[00sev]
b-b-bleed uh-uh-em, bleed em
i-i-i been in the cut like Liam Neeson-uh-on
b-b-bleed uh-uh-em, bleed uh-uh-em
(clock ticking noises)
ctrl alt dlt em-uh-em

uh-i keepa fn-n-n-n
dnt evn try-y-y-y, y-y-y
now i got u inmy sights-igh-igh-igh
feel like death the way i step out wit my scythe uh-ah-uh
come fuk w/ us if u wanna roll the dice-ah-uh-ah-uh

[1negev]
vision gone i cnt c a thi-i-i-ing
bb simon got my waist on bli-i-i-ing
they say that they kno me they dnt kno a thi-i-i-ing
clutchin all moves lil bitch i let that choppa si-i-i-ing
im tryna get 2 the chedda im tryna get 2 the dough
u tryna get wut u want-want 
(u tryna get wut u want)
i-i-im tryna get wut i kno ah-uh
gutter this shit is 4ever
i do this shit for my bros
i just b lookin for yes
u-u-u just be lookin for no
no,no no no,no no no,no no no
no,no no no,no no no,no no o-o-o-o
no,no no o-o-o-o
no,no no o-o-o-o

[00sev]
uh-i keepa fn-n-n-n
dnt evn try-y-y-y, y-y-y
now i got u inmy sights-igh-igh-igh
feel like death the way i step out wit my scythe uh-ah-uh
come fuk w/ us if u wanna roll the dice-ah-uh-ah-uh

[outro]
(sorry the number u have reached is not in service)
(please check the number and dial again)
(g,    u,    t,    t,    e,    r)
(phone disconnecting sound)

dice 🎲 w/ 00sev + MO$H + 1negev (nothing2do)

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Endurance Pack ft. @Acu @azami @rezlaine @s0ru

all alone 
im on the edge 
dont hit my phone
dont want u with me 
im off the drugs 
off patron 
and some whitney
hat my damn life 
im gon end that shit swiftly 
im sorry that you care 
i cant even care bout myself 
sorry u love me baby 
i cant even love myself 
my whole life baby 
no one ever wished me well 
i dont know what love is can u plz tell 
im sorry that u love me 
i dont think im enough 
baby im off the drugs 
moving yeah like a slug 
need u right here w me 
baby i need ur love 
im sorry yeah baby 
i dont think im enough 

i dont think im enough
i dont think im enough
i dont think im enough
i dont think im enough

enuff prod tahu

On the Fence

@nadzleeloo
@benjithemachine
@flooddubs
ily

rit 
wont u tell me lies
they make me feel alive
i know u dont like it baby 
lately i been so high

ur telling me im wrong 
and i know that ur right
but everytime u touch me its enough 2 make my soul fly

u know i want u
i know u want me back
someone to talk to
when its all going bad
someone to tell me that they love me on the worst day
sometimes u gotta stop and listen while the birds sing

nadz
you love me on the worst days ,
sometimes I find it hard to figure out the words to say,
the way I love you yeah my heart is there for you to play,
don’t wanna hurt you would you tell me if ur not okay. 

I think you saved me toxic thoughts polluted my old brain,
but now I got u bad thoughts spiral down a dirty drain.
u love me even though I’m kinda insane 
u heal me I don’t need to feel that old pain

birds +nadzzz [flood x benjithemachine]

prod @bloodcryy x @prodryankelly

cut it out ,/ its alwayz sum diff w u . .
numb it out .. , i paint a picture wen i kiss u . ./ 
thug it out . , bish u dont kno wat i done been thru . .,. /
thought abt .. , evry moment now i miss u . . 

u can stay all night. . , ik its hard2give . .. 
follow evry moment ,  . u dont wna live. .. 
promise evryday dat ima try2give .. . 
ion think abt it til its done my friendz. .

potion overtop . , i got lot 2 do .. . 
pills in my cup . . wat it do 2 u ? ? ?
fallen back now i cant change ,. . 
feel the same evry damn day  . 

ion brag abt it . . overtime . /
im clocked in til tha overnight .. . .
i say its up den u kno im right. . .
im feelin down thought of suicide. ., .

paint a picture when i kiss u [bloodcryY x ryan kelly]

im back<3

lyrics:
I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

Real geeker poppin molly wit my percocet 
Im impatient pop another it aint workin yet
Got the reaper on speed dial love to flirt wit death
Everything i put myself thru still ain learnin yet

Dont kno where im at popped a pill i woke up in a dream
And i try to tlk abt it but u dont get what i mean
Step up in the party i get all my drugz for free
It's a different set of problems when u livin life like me

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

I kno u want more from me bby but im such a mess
On the top floor bby only smokin on tha best
I kno ur sick of it
Made my point ur missin it
If we all die to live ill pop these pills until im feelin it

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