The Upload

Shapeshifter

I was just a kid but I learned much too fast  
Found the internet way too young a scar that would last 
And you know that I hate thinking someone else did this to me
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
And sometimes I wonder if I didn’t hurt so bad 
Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad 
And if I went back in time to see six year old me
Id say this shit does not get better this is who you’re meant to be and

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending that you love me
And I’ll believe you although you never show it to me

“Wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
Don’t call me an old soul when I’m just unhappy 
You treated me like an adult when I was still so young
 You ask what you did wrong but you fucking knew it all along
I know that I was difficult or I knew that’s how you felt
I was told that I was selfish when I needed fucking help 
I remember when I lied to you I ran away and hid
You didn’t have to hurt me I was just a little kid
I was just a little kid 
I am still a little kid 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
And I’ll believe you, I’ll believe you 

I am a monster so you say
I do this on purpose anyway 
I need to feel this pain so I can
I try to crawl away when you say my name 
Hold me down and scream at me
You say this is where I deserve to be 
So keep pretending you love me
I’ll believe you but you’ll never show it to me

Pretend You Love Me

Crop Circles

matt watson's cover of space song. 
originally posted on youtube - https://youtu.be/u2aRvmigQ64

space song - matt watson (cover)

This is for my Boo, I love you forever 💖 no matter how far we are
LYRICS:
Hey-yeah
Homesick, homesick
I can always tell when you're lonely
When your voice gets sweeter when you want me
It's so obvious that I want you too
Homesick
'Cause I got feeling worse when I'm sleeping
In a strange place with you and I'm dreamin'
Wishin' I could wake up and be next to you
When the phone calls ain't enough
To get through this
When you need to feel my love (my love)
You can pack up a suitcase
And hop on an airplane
Whenever your sunshine turns to rain
We are feeling homesick
You know where my heart is
I'm only a thousand miles away
Homesick, homesick, homesick
Homesick
Thousand miles away
Homesick
Homesick
You can pack up a suitcase
And hop on the airplane
Whenever your sunshine turns to rain
When you're feeling homesick
You know where my heart is
I'm only a thousand, thousand, thousand miles away
We can find a way through the distance
Make it work lets speak it to existence
While we both look up into a diamond sky
So hard to keep our heart in pieces
So easy to forget the reasons
But you and me are worth it all (but you and me are worth it all)
When the phone calls ain't enough to get through this
When you need to feel my love
You can pack up a suitcase
And hop on an airplane
Whenever your sunshine turns to rain
When you're feeling homesick
You know where my heart is
I'm only a thousand miles away
Home-home-ome
Home-home-ome
Home-home-ome
I'm only a thousand miles away
You can pack up a suitcase
And hop on an airplane
Whenever the sunshine turns to rain
We are feeling homesick
You know where my heart is
I'm only a thousand, thousand, thousand miles away
Home-home-ome
Home-home-ome
I'm only a thousand miles away

Whos in Control - Set It Off Slowed and Reverbed

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